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i dun think i need only motivation, i need some pple to care for me, to gimme concern. :/
how often do they noe im feeling happy or sad? how often do u noe the agony i have during work? just simply criticise me as a wilful girl who cant take hardship is the only thing u can say. how much do u actually feel for me? i really wonder. sometimes i just dun feel like toking to u, and when i try toking to u.. u dun seem to listen. there are alot of things tt im seriously UNHAPPY abt, esp u... but wat can i do? ~me~ at 11:28 PM
really sian. i need some motivation in life. ~me~ at 12:02 AM
one pair of three-quarts one set of beaded jewellery four pairs of slippers one straw bag a book, "who moved my cheese?" things are really cheap, cheaper than china k? but their quality has to take a backseat if they were compared to those made in china. initially NOBODY wans to go out! i was so disappointed.... the gs being kind, offer to accompany me to the concierge to check out the places to go. to our surprise, the guy told us actually another of my colleague from the other set wans to go as well. so i called her and arranged to meet at the lobby 45 mins later. i have finally found a companion! yes, claire last min changed her mind and she came with us too. life is full of surprises, the ger i called... is actually lily who i met a few mths back. we celebrated her bday in athens! how abt claire? she has seen me in our chem tutotial class back in nus lohz. oh yah, did i mention stacey was in bombay too? she dropped by for a chat and gave me a blueberry muffin before she checked out. keke. bombay is far much developed than other places i have been, like delhi and ahmedabad. however, u still get to see the poor locals begging along the sts. at linking rd, there was this skinny young boy who followed us for a long time, not to beg but wanna sell us some coloring books... we din wan to buy cos the books are of no use to us and we were afriad to fall into the trap of the beggars syndicate. the poor boy just walked beside us and mumbled words like clothes, food... when we went into subway for our dinner, he stood outside the restuarant, waiting for us. our kind hearted lily, got him a sandwich! he was so happy and gobbled up his food even before we have finished ours! haha. awhile later, he hand signalled to claire tt he wans a drink... haha. so cute can? i still can remember the way he smiled at me when i walked beside him. :) wat poor thing, i wonder when can he get out of this poverty state... gtg, my mouth is getting a little itchy, gg to munch my chips. hehe. ~me~ at 10:37 PM
i went to do something to my hair again. just bcos i have nothing to do and im quite irritated by my hair. i thinned it by alot alot... actually tt is wat i wanted initially, to have those loose japanese curls but the previous hairdresser din do it well. ok i got wat i want now... heh. sigh. i gotta rest soon. ~me~ at 11:35 PM
trying some acts again    poor boy gotta sit on the sand cos my mat is big enuff for me only!  i went sentosa today. luckily the passing shower stopped b4 we got to the beach. still a sunny day afterall. :) managed to get cleo today. most imptly to find out how derrick looks like on mag... another mr hotie? ha.
feeling real tired now... *yawns* ~me~ at 10:43 PM
got back home feeling hungry, so i went to the kitchen to look for some food and i saw this pack of thingy lying on top of my mircowave oven.  **MICROWAVE POPCORN** oh yah, i bot this v long ago while i was in states. since im hungry, i might as well cook it eh? so i placed the bag in the mircowave and slowly the corn kernels started *popping*!! yeah... and the flat bag started to bloat up... in less than 4 mins, the bag is alr v full!! the bag of popcorn smells really good and tasted yummy cos it contains both the sweet and salty ones. i got this from the web: "Popcorn's ability to pop lies in the fact that the kernels contain a small amount of water stored in a circle of soft starch inside the hard outer casing. When heated, the water expands, creating pressure within, until eventually the casing gives way, and the kernels explode and pop, allowing the water to escape as steam, turning the kernels inside out." u must be thinking im crazy for being so excited over popping corn kernels rite? haha, this is my first time making popcorn at home k! ~me~ at 12:41 AM
lately i have been analysing alot of things during my free time. although some tots and qns in my mind can be quite stupid, they r slowly making me to realise how certain pple behaves and yes, no matter wat other pple says or do, eventually it is u who makes the final verdict. i just tok to sc. hmm, reminds me of my past again. phobia. ~me~ at 2:39 PM
i met the so famous michael and indeed, he is exactly the one described to me by bro and leo. looks really yandao but when he opens his mouth, tts it. the way he behaves just made me laughed n laughed. yh who noes him as well, gives me the same description. haha.. this is how michael was made famous bah? under the influence of alcohol, pple just behave differently... :) apart from the fun i had, i had a scare before i meet bro and leo at cityhall. the cab ride was the WORST ride i ever had. the driver looks as old as 70 to me and the way he manoevour his steering wheel... scares me like hell!! he keep swaying the car to the left and right. its as if im on a thrill ride in an entertainment park! also, there was one instance tt he has to turn left to exit the expressway when he almost forgot, and he almost hit the divider right infront of us! when we were abt to reach my destination, he came to this road where theres no entrance to raffles city shopping centre. so i gotta be alighted at the side, which doesnt really seems like rd bcos of the construction. hmm? the ride was really terrible!! im so afriad mr ah peh will bung the car and my life will be endangered. imagine how tightly i held on to my seatbelt. mr ah peh u shd retire alr, pls dun come out n scare more pple! ~me~ at 3:16 PM
to stop myself from being so, i got myself occupied with pics tt i took with fof at ecp. somehow it just makes me feel much much better. :)
i can be a gd photographer k! peeping mary. this is too funny. our continuous 16 shots. ~me~ at 5:05 PM
my teeth is feeling extremely clean today! yup i went for scaling this afternoon, went thru the scary drilling, bleeding gums experience once again. i really hate gg to the dentist cos i dun have a set of nice straight teeth tt doesnt gimme probs. actually no big probs, just too many gaps tt traps food easily which result in weak gums after sometime if i din clean them thoroughly. i have been advised to go for braces for a zillion times alr but until now i have yet done it. hehe. in the past, money was an issue but now its more of the fear. yah, im scared of tooth extraction, the pulling of the teeth tgt by wires, the hassle tt all my "braces" frens went thru... and furthermore, alot of my pals dun see the need for me to put on braces. hmm? but to think of the long term benefits and for the sake of looking pretty... i think i shd seriously give it a tot. yup, and i cant have the braces on the outer side of my teeth now. it has to be inside.... unless i ahem... quit. guess wat? the clinic will charge at an exorbitant price of, 8k. prob i will do my hw and look for other sources first. its alr fri, 4 more days to end of leave. ~me~ at 1:40 AM
today i went on a cycling trip with fof at east coast! i havent ride on a bike for yrs can? we were just telling each other on msn how much we miss cycling and there we were, started to make plans for an evening cycling date. haha. i really enjoyed the tranquility while riding along the sea and chatting with fof. we managed to get 3 big boys out for dinner at bedok 85, where the 3 teachers started discussing abt their upcoming practicum.. haha. i guess we will get to hear many funny happenings when we meet up next time. :P just now i was looking at pics i took 2 yrs ago.. i think i have changed quite a little. haha. i was so innocent then! ~me~ at 12:58 AM
today is tt special day where love fills the air, roses are up for grabs even though it super ex and restuarants earning big bucks. theres nothing too special for a single like me... just another fun day tgt with my old pals.
mr gwee.  my fof!  genna shot by the arrow of love. keke. its fun just to sit at the vday booth, gossip, play and laugh the way we used to do. anyway i realised they have quite a few interesting ideas this yr. for the first time i saw the chocolate fondue fountain outside LT26, dou hua, champagne cheesecake were sold too. i rem OSA dun allow us to sell food items then! met a few v long time no see frens.. and im most surprised to see my sa band senior, sab. she was tending a store at the bazaar.. being her own boss now, she is selling accessories in a few places. hmm.. will i ever have tt courage to set up my very own biz? just a few hours spent in sch and my energy is drained by 80%... i felt like a walking zoombie when i left. haha. someone sent me a msg today: "Wishing that true love and happiness finds you when you least expect it. Happy Valentine's Day... =) " i hope so too. heh. ~me~ at 9:13 PM
i did my first french manicure today! haha.. kinda sua ku but i have no chance to do a french manicure ever since i have the spending power. its nice and really cover the flaws i have on my digusting nails. hope it lasts me till next week. anyway pple are alr selling flowers on st today. do u noe i always wanted to sell flowers on st too? haha. just wonder how much i can earn from selling flowers on vday. i met yh for dinner finally and i got him a little vday gift. keke. since everyone are buying gifts, so i joined in the fun and bot my gd fren something. but he sian my gift too girlish woh. hhaha its cute wat! tmr will be meeting my fof in sch... guess i will see many familiar faces again. :P ~me~ at 1:24 AM
1. im on holiday mood cos i dun have to work from today till 21st. 2. i have gotten a damn good roster next mth which i cant stop myself from smiling! yeah! im gg to alcatraz finally and to HK for shopping!! hopefully i can change my jnb or nrt for 5 days MLE!!! i cant wait to get the sun and jump into the big blue sea. plus im gg to visit vince at pvg! it seems like... a mth full of holiday trips for me. keke. so meanwhile i shd stay in sg to relac. :) 3. its sunday today! 4. im making heart shape chocolates for v day! 5. something. something. hehe. ~me~ at 9:36 AM
dido's life for rent. I haven't ever really found a place that I call home I never stick around quite long enough to make it I apologize that once again I'm not in love But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking It's just a thought, only a thought But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea To travel the world alone and live more simply I have no idea what's happened to that dream As there's really nothing left here to stop me It's just a thought, only a thought But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try Well how can I say I'm alive But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine Coz nothing I have is truly mine, Coz nothing I have is truly mine, Coz nothing I have is truly mine. nice song. im off to perth. ~me~ at 4:38 PM
caught up a little with him last night and yupz, i guess we have changed somehow. everyone have grown up, each of us have our own probs and we r no longer tt innocent. BUT one thing haven really changed much: jj is still so skinny. whenever i see him i always tell him to EAT MORE and gain some weight. i dun mind donating some fats to him. wahahha~ i got bennett n zhihao out tonight. its another enjoyable catching up session. :) ~me~ at 12:34 PM
was on msn until almost 2am last night.. wasnt toking to m anymore cos he went to zzz but with pple on the other side of the earth. yah, gotten the usual things i always hear from guys abt commitment. yah its just quite sian to know how guys wanna have fun but doesnt wan the commitment part. hmm, guys. din fell asleep right after i hit the bed.. cos i was on PFS (preflt syndrome) again. this syndrome is crazy which often makes me keep looking at the clock, afraid of oversleeping, dread to go to work, grumpy etc etc etc.. haha. okie, im not the only one suffering from this. haha. 4:45am, i pulled myself out of bed. :/ my "good frens" i met today at work irritates me alot. they run over me with their huge bags as if i was invisible. they refused to listen to moi instructions, yet calls me by poking their fingers on my shoulders. the worst one is the guy who scanned me from head to toe a few times as if i was some prostitue. i cant stand it boy!! *bish* gonna meet jj (the other jj of s14) later for some drinks but im so darn tired to move now... maybe alcohol can make me more sober. keke. ~me~ at 9:02 PM
i just had one of the most interesting conversations with m. actually i duno how it started, prob when he said something abt growing up and life in the working society now. told him some stuff which is kept in me for sometime where nobody or v few pple knows abt it. it does make me feel much better by getting things out of my chest and be really open to tell wat we think abt certain things. :) he was pretty amazed to hear wat i said cos he din expect i was like tt. ha. so afterall the mary u see is not the real me? ~me~ at 12:06 AM
~me~ at 1:26 AM
At the surfers' paradise, brisbane.
have we reached the beach yet?
just feel so relaxed.
~me~ at 7:42 PM
went out to get my mousey from sim lim last evening. although its a small and cheap one, the feel of it is much better than my previous logitech.. the grip is really gd! prob is the designer mouse tt zf have mentioned. ha. since i was at sim lim, i went checking out the digi cams too. actually i wanna change my old cam for a long time but i have been hesitating... hmm. mine is still working well just tt images taken under dim light sucks big time. 2 options im looking at: cannon ixus 55 and panasonic fx9. there have been alot of gd reviews for fx9, esp abt their stabilized lens. however according to some pics i have viewed on magazines, ixus55 seems better. ok, i shall think abt it... and whether i mind spending this sum of money. was chatting with a fren today and suddenly he asked me some qns. are those supposed to be some casual chatting or is he trying to find out something?? i just find it quite weird cos he never bother.... or did i think too much again? all i can say is things in life is unpredictable, i dunno wat will happen next. actually im quite weary of this fren.. cos its so damn difficult to understand wats up his sleeves. its alr feb, yes feb again. sickening feb. ~me~ at 1:39 PM
hmm. i duno wat i can do but to tok to this person which i dun have a chance to. maybe i shdnt care so much like wat my other fren told me. okie, i shdnt dwell on this issue. gotta think of something to do for the day. ~me~ at 11:44 AM
many tots up my mind. 1st. i met a grp of not so friendly pple. makes me feel so damn out of place... hmm. btw one of them is quite a bitch. so fakeco, so yaya papaya, so brainless. yah, she's even younger than moi bro. pls, dun ever let me see u again. 2nd. i have yet found hol kaki. boss is able to take leave.. but i find it so funny if i were to go hol with him. i think i can only go on hols with pple who are closer and noes me well. i hope fof can gimme some good news tmr. :) 3rd. he got onto my nerves tonight again. u and "ur chio bus" is making me irritated. and pls dun say tt i have issues. ask ard and u will noe tt gers hate guys keep asking why arent there chio bus on the st, ask u to bring more chio bus to them, this and tt.. all abt chio bus. i had enuff today and i gotta flare up to tell u i am really really irritated.. since i told u so many times and u just take it like a pinch of salt. 4th. thinking of my career path again. i saw an ad for CCE. 5th. yah yah yah.. i noe i shdnt be too picky when it comes to bgr but the fact is, nobody dares to come after me! haha. im v bo chup, i noe. keke. 6th. i will go gold coast again. ~me~ at 12:13 AM
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