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| a dumping ground for her tots.. |
my health hasnt been really gd since i fell ill a mth ago. flu on n off and actually i got a little feverish when i reached perth... so, i spent most of the time resting in my rm. ok, even the city wide SALE doesnt seem to attract me. ha.
im actually quite surprised tt he was concerned. yesterday i was toking to jan abt the new citibank card tt i have signed up. genna scolded by her for not signing up with her bf. ha! sorry ah.. i didnt wanna get the card actually, i was toked into it by my batch ger. :P ironically, mine got approved and the one who is seriously interested didnt get hers. friendster network again, jan knew tt cute guy who closed the deal for us! according to her, he is other player lah. haha. i shd have expected tt when he sms me... guys nowadays just disappoint me. nm, i have alr learnt tt most guys are quite jerky. as long as they dun harm me n my frens, i wun care too much. why bother? :) anyway 2006 is coming. wanted to make some new yr resolutions but i haven really sit down n think abt it. im pretty sure one of them is to find a career tt i really want by the end of 2006. actually im left with 3 more mths to freedom!! i tot it was 6 mths! ha.. yupz, gotta spend the night to think abt it. waiting for my dear yh to come to pick me up for dinner. ha, mary is gg to strike lottery. ~me~ at 4:40 PM
A Smiley a day, keeps all worries away.
~me~ at 12:56 AM
met up with some jc pals whom i havent seen for a long time. as usual, we had our lunches, played bridge and daidi while eating. those games doesnt seem to go out of date eh? ha. anyway, i tot we will have some progs after the lunch... too bad, most of them wanna go home. so ended up, left me n jj... and we went orchard to shop, this time round for windows only. :) dinner was with sx. this stupid boy dint bring my stuff tgt with him... argh! so i gotta wait until tmr b4 i can get my things which is left in his hall mths ago. haha... i guess lots of dust have been collected bah?! he updated me on some stuff on someone... actually i dun feel like toking abt HIM cos it just make me feel irritated. hmm, havent i gotten over tt entire incident? i dunno, but the tot of HIM is just so sucky. anyway there are a few qns up my mind: 1. can one like 2 persons at the same time? 2. why would one get involved with a guy who she knew tt he is up to no gd? tots again. ~me~ at 12:56 AM
i was already feeling sleepy the moment i reached home. yet now, which is 2 hrs later, i refused to go to bed. its another of those days tt u dun feel like sleeping and wished u can do some reflection of ur life. a perfect life? hmm, impossible. ~me~ at 2:09 AM
merry christmas folks!! have been MIA for quite some time cos i was away and when i came back, im just too lazy to blog. ha. din managed to do any sightseeing in SF last week cos weather was bad for 2 days. ended up in all day shopping! spend quite a ton on xmas gifts and my clothes. wahhaha... tts a ger's fav hobby. *winkz* and the best thing of all, is to see stacey while i was in seoul! we went out makaning fabulous korean food, snack at the street stalls and shivering in tt freezing weather of below 0 degree celsius. Grr.... yupz, its alway great meeting frens overseas, unexpectedly. :)
things i bot in SF. horrible me! ha.
resting our feets at a cafe. we went to this cosmetic shop and i was asked to go up the platform, to pose on the cosy couch! kawaii neh?! haha.
ever since touching down on the 23, i have been bz running ard and i have yet cleared my luggage. *oppz* first was yun's rom. my goody old fren since pri sch looked fabulous on tt day! i love her dress so much... of cos la, someone had it specially designed for herself one leh.. im so happy for her tt she finally found her true love. :)
isnt yun pretty? we went back to her hotel suite in ritz carlton for a mini party and were so attracted to the view out of her window. its so beautiful!
tts me n wen yupz, and following after tt event is xmas eve! spent the whole night tgt with yh n ch. we ate, exchanged pressies (btw, yh threw the gift over to me lohz. argh! so ungentleman!) watched movies, played on the xbox, snack, drink... until i fell asleep on his bed. haha.. when i woke up its alr 6 plus in the morning, plus heavy rain. hmm.. nevertheless, mr yh sent us home despite of not having enuff rest. really thanks for tt and we will rem to clear the mess in ur rm before leaving... no ants will invade ur palace again. :P gg to my cousin's place to chill out later and i have yet meet up with with bryce, ampk, fof and sx. i wished i had more time. ~me~ at 4:45 PM
both of us had our shopping therapy. he bot clothes from timberland while i get my stuff from mango and rip curl. hee.. i love my new beanie! gonna wear it tmr when i reach seoul. anyway, we felt our pockets a little burnt after realising how much we have spent. (hmm, i still got lotsa stuff to buy when i reach SF woh! opps!) we had a little chat at tcc b4 yh came. yupz... it was like a relay, the baton was passed on to yh. :P a pervert sat beside me on the mrt today... i wished i could stare at him and say loudly, "hey, i dun think these pple wan to be movie stars on ur hp!" but i have no guts cos in the first place i shdnt have peeped into his fone. ~me~ at 11:10 PM
got back home after sleeping in perth for 15hrs. it was indeed a gd sleep! i dreamt of alot of things but couldnt rem exactly wat is it. only one of the scenes is clear: one of my band senior in it and she makes interesting watches! ha. returned to the doc for the check. bad news, i gotta go for further checkup at the hospital tmr. sigh. yupz.. i think pple might be scared to be near me now. luckily i still have frens who are truly concerned and are willing to accompany me to the hospital tmr. hope everything turns out well. will be in sg for one day b4 leaving again. hmm.. my time in sg is getting lesser and lesser. ~me~ at 12:16 AM
really makes me feel negative abt r/s all again. it seems like no r/s is perfect, and they dun last.... for those who lasted, its more of bo bian. sigh wat to do, life is as such... "dont b sad lah...u r a happy girl...thats y i like u" haha... am i a happy ger? hmm.. okok enuff of the unhappy tots... today i had my fun tgt with 2 grps of frens tt i treasure alot. 1. nus kakis. we had much laughter hitting each others palms, making each other "get married" at settler's cafe. they r gg back for more games on the 19th... and for the xmas package too. sadly, i wun be ard. 2. jss gals we celebrated bee's bday! yeah.. shes finally 23! anyway the session turned out to be a gers tok plus some complaining wrt work. yah, working life sucks. poor hl, hx and jy were sick.. or else we will have more contributions. okok, next bday party- ms ng's! ~me~ at 11:18 PM
got a shock when i saw my cc bill... super duper high, my highest ever! i gotta save boy. met the two boys today for dinner and supper. we r still thinking wat to do on xmas eve. haha. yh prob wun even be able to make it cos he has one impt thing to attend to. so wanna noe wat i want for xmas??? if u have enuff cash to spare, get me a new camera with image stabilizer! or else go and crack ur brains bah!! haha. time for bed. night. ~me~ at 2:11 AM
damage done: 2 pairs of boots, 1 jacket, 1 set of thermal wear, 2 knitted tops. i din meet joel this time bcos of i was short of time. im bothered by something tonight. in some way i felt kinda fragile, insecure lately.. and i dunno why. this is felt esp during the walk thru the rainy winter night, the minor turbulence today and receiving the letter to go for TB screening aka mantoux test. just have the fear tt i might die just like tt, anywhere at anytime. and i also wondered: "will anyone care? who will be there for me when i need one?" hmm. think too much again. i have been quite suay recently.. flts delay, funny pax, spillage here n there, complaints, sick, spained my toe, gotta go for TB screening. blah blah blah.. i hope all unfortunate stuff ends here... PLS. ~me~ at 11:55 PM
i dunno how shd i go abt doing it so i went there hoping they can help. i reached there and after q-ing up for 10 mins, they just tell me tt i need a cash order to process my stuff. no choice, i have to go to tthe bank. SSSSSTTUPID bank is crowded with pple and it took me an hr to get the cash order. i really wonder why they took so long to get stuff done.. the q moved like tortise lohz! i returned with the cash order and tt guy made me go q up at some station thingy to get my acct nos correct. he shd be able to do it at his workstation, why must he made me go q up again? argh. bcos of those rubbish time wasted, i was v late for an appt with hy. so i decided to take a cab instead. hmmm.. of lately i have been taking cabs cos i dun wanna waste time on mrt/bus. hmm, not too gd. just 30 mins ago, i called in to check for tpt. once again, i was being pushed here and there cos they couldnt find my name in their list! wth is wrong today???? argh. i gotta wake up at 0345 next morning. i hate this!!!!! standbys are irritating. ~me~ at 11:02 PM
i had quite a long day today. met ren, the insurance agent and ampk, all at different times. i havent seen ampk for some time... he still the same old him, always cracking silly jokes. anyway he just said 28-30 is only left for his gd frens and for him to reflect. hmm! okie lohz. me no his gd fren. fof is gg thai tmr.... i hope she'll enjoy herself and dun hurt herself again! and i told fof something tt makes me think and think again... okie, tmr i will settle my debt. one of my aims fulfilled! ~me~ at 2:09 AM
this morning, i showed my mum the most expensive bag tt i have ever bot. she asked why din i buy one more since its cheaper in paris. i was like duhz?! u think i print money woh! -_-"
its quite sim tia when u pay a price for a tiny bag like this, only able to fit in my wallet n hp.. and this is wat fof said: "u betta bring out often to max the use of it." haha.
little yh lying "dead" on my bed (top) find this pic quite comical. the chamber maid must have laughed while cleaning up my rm.
~me~ at 5:40 PM
except for the snow, i really dislike winter. ~me~ at 4:36 AM
1. was seen by a french doc bcos of my never ending flu. 2. gave me medication which has all the instructions and directions written in french. 3. nice food at the vietnamese joint. 4. visited the newly opened, 3rd storey high (supposedly the most spectacular) LV store. 5. got my fof and myself a wallet and bag. 6. revisited eiffel tower, this time at night. beautiful! 7. we had to walk in the unpredictable rain.. (serves me right, isnt it? shd have guai guai stayed in to recuperate.) 8. nagivated my way back to the hotel via the map. its cold out there, worsen by the effect of rain. the skies look as though its 10pm when its only 6pm in the evening.... some kind of fear was experienced cos u arent exactly sure of the right way back to the hotel on the lese specific map. plus the fact tt u have to walk thru a few quiet sts.. at this time, u can only trust ur intuition. hmm, u just wished someone will be there to guide ur path out of the darkness and coldness asap. i tot of someone actually... haha. we felt so relieved when we finally saw arc de triompie, which is our location landmark. okie, tt shows my nagivation skills arent bad actually. women can read maps! ~me~ at 4:41 AM
hmm, im revising my tots again.. wondering where will i be in yrs to come. ~me~ at 11:34 PM
hmm.. roller coaster emotions today. started off well but ended up with a little sucky feeling. i shd have stayed tgt with gina. why did i go to liquid kitchen? tsk. was 3 then left the 2 of us again and he needs to go off to settle some stuff anyway. sigh. felt a little pang seh again... and i've said something tt i shdnt. hmm, im sorry. ~me~ at 1:41 AM
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