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it calls for a celebration today!!! its alr 2 yrs since i got out of tt shit. i wun say i was totally right in wat i have done to him but now with nobody to control me, to make me upset, worried, to make me feel im worthless, made me waste my time on... im so much happier now!
freedom is the keyword. haha... :) at the same time, money is in! woohoo..
~me~ at 12:56 PM
im suddenly in a mood to buy BAGS. have a few bags in mind but they r freaking ex... still considering.. i wun buy them in sg of cos but in paris, where im heading in a few days time. dun tok to me thinking tt im a guy. ~me~ at 9:29 PM
was standing at tanah merah bus stop when i saw a familiar face.. argh! its leo!! yupz we meet again after a few hrs. wat does it show? sg is tt small. haha. im feeling sick. shd i get a mc tmr? okie i shall decide tmr morning. maybe a good night sleep will help! ~me~ at 12:12 AM
after we went back home this afternoon... i took a shower and i was out again to boat quay. there was a dragonboat competition over there! u get to see loads of students, pple from various companies and organisations preparing themselves for this happening event. of cos there were some cute muscular guys there. opppz... :P our dear wendy was rowing for her workplace lah. can u see her?? haha. it really looks fun to row the dragonboat tgt with ur colleagues, and it builds ya teamwork eh?
i tot she had finished the race... went up n down to look for her but just couldnt see any sight of her. so i decided to leave. it was much later then i realised the race tt i have watched, has less crew compared to hers... -_-" omg.. i actually left b4 she did her race!! paiseh ger! tts so blur of me! i still tot of getting a pic with the sweaty n wet wendy.. argh... it is a sunday, everywhere is crowded with pple! so after dinner, the lazy and tired mary hide herself at a place, to nua and watch mtv... ha. ~me~ at 3:10 PM
1. makan. delicious wanton noodles! yah was a big plate and i finish the entire portion. pig me. 2. shopping. got some v cute stuff... hee. xmas pressies? or shd i keep them for myself? ha.
im terribly tired now and at the same time frustrated with certain pple. ugly side of human beings: sex and money. argh. ~me~ at 5:31 PM
yah, i caught harry potter today by myself... im too sick of asking n asking pple if they have watched it or not. also went to spotlight to get the stuff i wan. the stupid cloth, which is known as organza *finally i got to noe its name!*, cost $12.95 for a metre! oh man... tts super ex can? and im purely using tt to wrap my gifts only. the recipients of my special gift better dun anyhow dump the cloth away huh! ribbons, fabric paints... i just love shopping at art n crafts shops. :) and i was surprised to meet someone there- mr sim hc! i was toking to wt tt day tt i miss him quite a bit cos i havent seen him since i grad, plus the fact tt he is "my supposedly son". and i got to see him today after 1.5 yrs. ha. is this fate or coincidence? later part of the night, ch and i went to yh's place to chill out... he has a nice rm. yupz, money is well spent.
awaiting for the amara hotel stay on sat.... ~me~ at 2:36 AM
hate it when i need to eat alone, watch movie alone and shop alone. and its not tt u cant get pple out... its just bcos ur schedules dun match. damn it. for those who r free, they refused to go out with u even u wanna treat them to meals. note: they r supposed to be ur loved ones. -_-" ~me~ at 12:26 PM
"SISTER" of many bros is back. :) dun feel too well lately. last night i had a little tummyache and today i kept sneezing non stop. does this show tt my immune sys is gg down? betta rest more. yah, i stayed at home the entire day... the weather is just too nice to be in bed. was toking to leo abt some stuff.. and i was pretty amazed with myself, for being able to rem those things so well after so long. keke. things tt has high impact on my brain just dun go off so easily.... somebody ask me why am i single again. hmm.. issit weird to be single? ~me~ at 1:51 AM
it was not an easy one. 120 spml, many maas, crying infants. worst of all, the 2 dishes on the menu are cooked with wine, which is absolutely no no for some. nevertheless, i felt good when one pax held my hand tightly and put it beside his cheek. his way of showing gratitute, for helping him to the loo when im terribly bz. i dun understand him, neither he can but we somehow communicated. yupz, pple will do things willingly for ya(even if its troublesome) if they r being appreciated for it. lesson learnt: be nice, dun take things for granted. **** yup yup.. today im v v v happy cos i finally have a xmas tree!!!! this afternoon, wt shopped tgt with me for all the stuff... we bot this "botak" tree, then went ard to search for other ornaments. the bells, stars, balls (do we call them balls? sounds weird. haha.), all the deco stuff are so nice! okie dun laugh... cos its a mini one! keke...
rem i had one big white xmas tree when i was v young. granny doesnt like to have this kind of stuff at home so we gotta give it away. sadz.... so now i have to resort to buy this small tiny one! heh. tts all for today! ~me~ at 1:25 AM
how true is tt... never trust 100% on wat ur other half says when u r in love.. cos most prob its 1/2 true. reading some ancient stuff just makes me laugh. how naive i was. haha... ~me~ at 5:41 PM
~me~ at 2:52 AM
he said: "but e ting is not abt u its about others they wun be real just cuz u are real..." why cant be pple be more real in life but to face each other with a mask? ~me~ at 1:54 AM
who is the bday ger?
tada! finally 23! after the dinner we were walking in the rain, trying to find a cab. it was really tough.. so we ended up calling for one. (yupz, once a mr cabbie told me tt ard 9-10pm in town, u gotta call for cab cos the cabs are unlikely to stop for u; tts their tatic.) within 15 mins we got onto the cab and the uncle was kind enuff to let me squeeze in tgt with the other 4 gers, and drop me off at MS while the rest return to the west. yupz, i spend the entire night drinking, dancing with the nus gang plus xh's frenz. fun fun fun.. was taken advantage by xh several times last night!! haha.. secret! cannot tell! haha... need to wait for xh to send me the pics taken last night. :) more new pics... haha. all thanks to wendii..
"ah bang mimi"  trying to be funny.. haha.
~me~ at 4:14 PM
i can only fall asleep at ard 4am for the past 2 days. argh... cant help it, my lifestyle is as such, so damn irregular. who is nice enuff to sing me lullaby to put me into zzz? ha. goodnite. ~me~ at 4:01 AM
Athens (part 2) just gotten these pics from d. :)            memories... :) ~me~ at 2:36 AM
im back home!!!! hope u guys din miss me too much. *so not shy!* haha.. new term tt i learnt from one of the gals. oh yah, zx uses tt too! hee... initially i tot this trip will be super duper boring but i was totally WRONG! the entire team was great and fun to be with.. ahem, except for ahem! ha. this is my first time meeting such onz guest stars.. we makan tgt, shop tgt, watch tv tgt, gossip tgt, laugh tgt... it just make u feel like being in one big family. yupz, i went to the blue mosque again. this time round with more pple of cos! i wanna get new pics lah plus the pple were so nice to be with.. so hard to reject u see. and the old ones tt i took with xxx just make me feel disgusted at times. =X WE in istanbul...
grand bazaar.. they have beautiful, exotic lamps! me n kew's "stepsis". ha. blue mosque father hen, fo cs oppz, my new bf in ist. ShHhh.. i noe i have said this many times but i cant help to say this again:"THE WORLD IS FREAKING SMALL!" got to noe fo cs who stays a street away from me, we were previously from the same old and ulu neighbourhood and we were actually from the same school of molecules tots!! haha.. and tts why we clicked... yupz and we toked abt our memorable uni life for almost 2 hr over the hotel phone. hmm.. sounds scandalous!? dun think too much lah! oh yah!!! i saw the exact winter jacket tt i was wearing sold in dubai's zara!! and guess wat?? it was sold at AED220, SGD 110.. and i got it just for....................... ******* went to nth this afternoon for a visit... dun like the feeling of gg hospital cos the look of the old and sickly patients just make me feel sad. so i kept telling myself not to see them in tt way.. but instead i shd be happy tt they r receiving treatment and they r recovering soon. :) bcos of tt i was late for my HOT date and gotta make him wait for me again. haha. so paiseh... we went ikea and finally got myself the drawers tt i have been eyeing for some time.. i really need tt to pack my overwelming clothes and tidy up my rm a little. also picked up some xmas items and cards from kino... hee.. i cant wait for xmas to come. ~me~ at 1:33 AM
i guess this time i will just hibernate and save some money (i have been spending alot for the last 2 weeks) unless there are nice kakis to go out with.. which i seriously doubt so. ha. gonna spend sometime to plan for xmas and pressies to buy. must be prepared to burn holes in my pocket. haha... ~me~ at 4:00 PM
like wat leo always say abt me... today, the shopping queen went shopping by herself and spend money again! although it was only half a day... i did buy a few items... ha. a pair of big earrings a ring full of beads one japanese design pouch 2 tank tops
tts my new ring! im not a ring person, dun like the restriction on my fingers by some metal thingy. and so far i only had 3 rings (2 of them i dunno where i have dumped and i will never ever wear them again, the only 1 left is the one i bot tgt with char..) however, a week ago i fell in love with a ring tt is similiar to this.. (the one i saw had a sliver band) dunno why, i just find it soo unique. so today while i was shopping in orchard, i went ard all the jewellery sections just to search for tt particular ring. it was tough... i cant find it in hereen, taka dept store nor isetan. hmm.. i tot prob tt ring is of some designer brand and i wun be bothered to buy a designer accessory anyway... cos i wun pay so much just for an accessory. (diamonds are different. *wink*) so i gave up looking for it. surprisingly, i saw it at a japanese store while i was looking at other stuff!!! yupz, u always get stuff u want when u least expect it. haha. although the ring was not in sliver band, it still look great! bot it without hesitation..... :P i collected my watch too.. and i gave it to dad. he was asking me tons of qns abt tt watch which i have no idea of. haha... some pics from last night... i realised i din take pic with the bday boy!!!
we were in the subaru car challenge.. dun u noe? "The key for you is that the roller coaster of feelings you have been on is finally coming to a stable platform. Get off the ride and simply enjoy the comfort of solid ground." - i wished. ~me~ at 11:42 PM
anyway happy birthday leo!! u r 25 now!! feeling quite happy after i reached home cos i received 2 v special emails. one personal email from bee saying tt the gers misses me! ha. sometimes i really wonder if anyone thinks of me when im not ard... and yes, actually there are! yupz, i noe u all r doing well and SEE u r gg hk for hol! where's my hols?? i have no more leave leh... 2nd email was from our dear pearly all the way from boston. yupz, hardly hear from her after she had left sg... and as usual, she made us smile with all her cold jokes again. there are many joyous occasions coming up too! esp xmas!! :) i cant wait to get nice pressies for my frens n family. haha.. actually i have started buying presents.... kiasu me! gonna sleep! ~me~ at 9:14 AM
dear ms bee and prob some others... u guys must be wondering wat am i up to lately rite? no news from me at all and u dun see me as often on msn. been working, been gg ard, been gg for dinners, suppers quite often with yh n ch. as for ping n xr, they are kinda bz so i din manage to see them as often now. only eng pple like boss, yh n ch will ask me out. anyway i got back from athens on tue and it was really a great trip! we had 2 clear days there and we really made use of every single min to do watever we want. we went for a cruise to 3 islands - hydra, agenia and poros. it was a day event and we did had alot of fun on the cruise, with elivira daydreaming tt she is rose, looking for her jack onboard. yes, she also had this nice gold necklace on the ship so her descendents can retrive it later. haha. damn funny la.
bbq octupus! its yummy! we went to acropolis the next day and it was a FO who brought us ard. it was really nice of him to bring us there even though he had been there b4. :) and he made me pose for this! ha.
marble, marble everywhere!
view from the top of the hill the acropolis is actually a few archaeological sites and museums, tt retained the remains of ancient greek civilisation. there was this museum tt contains the stuff tt were dug out from graves... remains of an infant in this jar!
we went to watch the change of guards outside the parliament too. and again, elivira made a fool of herself! haha... the guard actually need to raise his gun cos she walked into his guard house.
yupz, tts for athens. im still waiting for the 2 gers to pass me more pics. heh. as for last night, it was kinda funny. running ard town tgt with yh. after dinner we went baker's inn then new asia bar, followed by double o and finally zouk. it was a terrible mistake for us to go zouk at 1 in the morning! cos we cant even get in at all after q-ing for 1 hr plus.. so tgt with ch, we went for supper instead. so many places in tt few hrs.. ha. i realised its kinda hard for me to tok serious stuff with a person who i always tok cock with. i just cant swtich. haha. tmr is pek. i'll be back soon. :) ~me~ at 1:05 AM
i just dun like myself. maybe ampk will understand, cos we think similiarly. ~me~ at 4:35 AM
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