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just wanna have some fun b4 i leave.
last min plans to zouk last night. yup, it was newly renovated after a few mths (i think).. nothing much has changed except the bar, the toilets and tiles on the wall. ha. i was with boss n jj but ended up with boss only, beside his guy pals. feel super out of place... tt jj bang seh me loh and spent all her time with her bosses. hmph. anyway me n boss moved away from the dance floor awhile later to find some empty space. its simply too crowded! met my old fren jovy and he was like feeding me with all the alcohol he had. dun worry, i din get drunk... keke. its mambo and it made me realised how long i havent been to mambo night. leo said im too old for tt but i think i saw many older pple there. ha. last night will be more fantastic if more frens are ard. :) he has been nice... or is he always this nice? hmm. weird. ~me~ at 2:16 PM
actually it shdnt bother me too much cos theres nothing much to hold me back here in sg. no bf, no commitments to anything... but the feeling of being away from my home n frens tt i can hang out with, is sometimes quite sucky. u just wan some freedom to do watever u want, away from all the rules, regulations n culture. okie i think i shd go ahead n change it. prob they wun even approve it... lets see. ~me~ at 1:13 AM
no mistakes for sep, first aid tests and i din break any ribs of tt mannequin! hee, this does pay off my efforts for staying up last night to read thru e notes. in addition, one gal wanna change her ath for my lhr! oh man... its a 6 days ath!!! actually i have to go for can turn the next day after ath (if im gonna do it), but i dun mind sacrificing just for ath! after all the mental preparation to tell myself to do all the flts, something so so freaky just happened. planning changed away my can turn for 2 days of sss1. hmm.. this is prob fated! haha. i met up with ms foo and ericia for dinner and we had a wonderful time at JP until the restaurant gotta drive us home at 11pm. haha.. we simply have too many tales to share, esp our dear ms foo! yup, i believe all the happenings i have here, be it good or bad, will def leave deep marks in memory. :) i felt tt my life is quite well spent for the past 2 weeks.... prob bcos i have done more meaningful stuff other than shopping aimlessly in town alone. i betta think of more things to occupy my off days for nov. haha. btw, someone recognised me today. haha. ~me~ at 12:06 AM
after washing up n dinner, i suddenly felt a little lost. cos i dunno wat else i can do at home and someone seemed to have whispered this to me: "come on, its sat night and u're nua-ing at home?!" at this moment, an sms from my new frens came, asking me to join them for ktv. yup, after much consideration.. i finally decided to go. jurong- orchard, midnight charge. hmph. i've been hanging out with them alot lately.. which made me feel a little gulity for not meeting up with the oldies. anyway, alot of the oldies arent free for me either eh? they so tied up with sch, work and their own frens until there isnt much news from them and i dunno if i shd ask them out. ok, i think im referring to tt grp. nm. yah back to ktv. yh brought 2 frens along and i somehow know them as well! one is from sa and the other is one of my module-mate (is there such a word in the first place? ha) once. haha...
it was a night of great concert cos the guys can sing really well! how abt me? haha.. secret. bee shd noe.. *winkz* ~me~ at 6:15 PM
we watched flight plan tonight! wonderful show! the adrenaline rush was shiok! at those intense moments, i was grabbing... not the guy's hands but my wallet and hp so tightly tt ch turned and look at me. haha. boss watched the same show tonight and he actually sms me to tell me tt he hopes such thingy wun ever happen to me. *touch wood!* we were supposed to go ktv after movie but... i was called up. sianz... bus 178 the 2nd time this mth. tt makes a total of 6 turns in the mth of oct! so i was the wet blanket and the guys had no choice but to change their plans. paiseh eh! okie nails dried and i need to end my day now! ~me~ at 1:53 AM
i have been reminded many times by frens to have more confidence in myself... somehow after these yrs, im still the same old me, thinking im not good enuff. this isnt gd, cos it forbids me from doing lot of things i wanted to do, make wise decisions and def made me worried too much for nothing. plus many other things tt tags along... yup, i need to believe in myself. *** was cleaning up part of my rm this whole afternoon and managed to get rid 2 bags of rubbish. haha.. i wonder why do i always have to clear so many things away. so this theory holds eh? "when u buy more, u clear more." ha. anyway my table is still in a big mess... gotta work on it over the weekends. i need to prep myself for tmr. ciaoz. ~me~ at 8:02 PM
my 1 yr of amore lessons, 2 visits per mth at califonia fitness, plus the new 6 complimentary visits to planet fitness.. when will i ever finish gg to all? i dun have the energy to push myself to the lessons. discipline discipline.. shall do tt when i come back from lhr. feeling damn sleepy now but i just dun wanna go to bed. dunno why too. tmr i shall spend sometime reading my SEP manual. ~me~ at 1:25 AM
frens actually have seen each other years ago. haha. kel, who is xr's fren, yh's cousin, jj's coursemate is the guy who i fed chicken wing to, at jj's 21st bday. haha. an evening with issues discussed. think i have learnt something again. ~me~ at 11:43 PM
i wished life could be much simpler. :) ~me~ at 1:25 AM
hmm, i just cant do it. ~me~ at 3:27 PM
i had a great time at mt titlis today. it would be even better if some special pple can share the moments with me. :) im gg home tmr!!! yeah... *sniff sniff*cos im falling sick.... i miss my bed. ~me~ at 3:29 AM
though pen is a short one, i managed to get some dad's fav food back. i love the ma ti su! haha. one box of biscuits is meant for yh but this poor boy is still struggling at T2, until 12am. toked to mr ng on my way home... we were discussing abt how the world is coming to an end. in this 21st century, there are simply too many unfortunate things happening here and there. so wats next? hmm.. better do watever u wanna do now or u might not have the chance to do it again. off to zrh tmr... cant wait to see my snowy mountains!!! can i pax there instead? i have no mood to work. hahaha... ~me~ at 10:30 PM
saw adrian online. so arranged to meet up with him to pass him the t shirt from LA. he drove me to kq's hall then we went to orchard to shop. my very first time shopping with adrian! i find it rather amusing.. haha! prob im not used to it. later, i end up in city hall with more shopping- a dress and top from mphosis! :) i dunno why i bot them. i just feel like spending some money to enhance my wardrobe. so much excuses eh? went dinner with d and guess who i met? MR WILLAMS! oh my... i saw this familiar guy like 100m away from me and i dashed over to call him. luckily my eyes din play a trick on me, its really him! we chatted for like 5 mins and he asked me a few qns tt puts me into thinking. hmm. anyway, its nice seeing him again after 7 yrs, who is now a boss of a consulting firm. toked to d abt jobs and how to carve a successful career. i wonder when will i be up on the corporate ladder or... one who is settled for some simple work tt makes me happy and satisfied. however, my dream is still wanting to be a successful working mum, who can balance her work n family life well. absolutely no full time housewife! haha. so much of my rumblings today. im getting sleepy. stupid yh havent reply me, wait for him no more. nitez... ~me~ at 11:25 PM
kinda brain dead now... only have tt minimal power to pen down some nonsensical tots i have now. hk turn today was darn tiring. i started getting bz from home at 7am until 9pm this evening.. why? stupid a/c was down for almost 2 hrs.. and had to walk up n down to please everyone. wat to do.. i gotta sell smiles and get them watever stuff they want. ha. so no supper for me tonight.. im just too tired. ~me~ at 12:10 AM
good, blogger is back to normal. been having quite alot of activities for the past few days. my life just feel so fulfilled now. :) the shanghai outing was a really fun one with my team gals and the guys(my gs, ls, cs and ifs). for the first time, i actually went shopping at xiang yang with the guys! haha... im pretty amazed by tt. this set of crew is one of the best i have ever met so far, esp the ifs. he is just so different... absolutely no walls b/w him and us. and he hit off so well with my fren, joel who came to look for me... they even went to buy er hu tgt. ha. all of us had a sumptuous dinner at bi feng tang, a place which is just right opp xiang yang shi chang. this is my 3rd time there and i still love the food there. after all the shopping and food, joel and i headed for the bund and the oriental pearl tv tower. the place is cool.. a great place to chill out! the night view is similar to viewing our cbd area, fullerton hotel off the esplanade. haha. and to our surprise, we managed to see fireworks there too! for this entire week, china is celebrating their national day u see... so i was just so in time to be there. lucky me.
oriental pearl tv tower
mr joel. as soon as i touched down last night, i went to look for xr and the guys at gotham. it was quite sometime since i had so much of fun at a club... somemore without having to pay a single cent in there. cos of the free entry and free drinks for ladies. hee. as usual, we went to river valley for supper before gg home at 6am. argh.. i was damn tired loh.
~me~ at 11:56 PM
DISNEYLAND, ANAHIEM.   how can i forget walt disney and mickey?  no.. we din kidnap her!!  hop on to mickey's car!  jj on the carousel.  trying to act like tinkerbell. i guess i failed.. haha. *** other pics...  the trio.  zx, told ya u have a good smile.  munching strawberries in the hotel rm.  one arty farty pic taken by mary.  the chinese theatre in hollywood.  i like this. hehe.  feeling groovy at the groove?  how can i forget the heavenly godiva cheesecake served at the cheesecake factory?  gotta wait for our dear zh to transfer us the remaining files.. this blogger thingy doesnt allow me to post pictures properly now. hmm, wats wrong boy? ~me~ at 10:56 PM
yesterday was terrible.. it was as if i am in pms mood. i just feel i am detached from the entire world, being left alone. anyway, after a sleep i am better now.. and wat is the thing tt keeps appearing in my dream last night? IPOD NANO. :) was looking thru the photos in my lappie just now. it really brings back many many memories for this one entire yr. from training to sny to actual work... the frens i met, the places i been and the stories we share. sometimes i might grumble alot regarding my work schedule and the difficulties tt i have to go thru but i have never regret making my choice to be here. gotta always remind myself wat is my aim of being here, wat i wanna achieve and to look forward to my chances to come. im gonna make this the most colourful part of my life... and nobody is gg to spoil this. gotta get brunch and wait at home for some bank pple to come... and think whether i shd get a new camera or ipod nano. keke. ~me~ at 11:57 AM
~me~ at 5:07 PM
had a bad headache since this morning.. luckily panadol saved me. today im into lazy mode. i dun feel like gg out... i dun feel like doing anything... i just wanna NUA! ch asked me to join them for dinner leh. hmm.. maybe i shd leave ch n xr some private time for themselves!? ha. bee told me some juicy news last night. JY IS ATTACHED! omg... she din inform me at all loh! im gonna dig everything out from her next time i see her. *evil grinz* i wonder who is tt lucky guy chosen by jy, cos she always have high stds. haha... i still remember how her mum keeps telling me tt she has no guys etc etc.. no worries auntie, she is just picky and now she has gotten herself one! :) so happy for her! yup, nov roster is out. mine sucks big time. ***  me n xr at tanjong beach xr is such a sweetie, isnt she? ~me~ at 3:07 PM
hung out with the same few pple for these 3 days. we went back to the same old place for supper yesterday again. for them, is their forth time last week. haha.. before the supper, i was tgt with xr.. we drove up to tanjong beach, where the beach pub KM8 is. quite a nice chill out place, just tt there are too many angmohs and SPGs... one will feel out of place. under the stars, the crashing sounds of waves, the sand... def a nice place to HTHT. yup and i realised my will isnt as strong as xr's. im sleepy. i shall contd tmr. ~me~ at 12:19 AM
ping is making me worried. hope she is well. and im not drunk after teh tarik. been thinking alot again. ~me~ at 4:30 AM
got home and just in time to bid zh goodbye. they r gg vegas again! they will be spending 3 nights there instead of tt 1 pathetic night we had there the last time loh.. they can do so much more stuff there! *jealous* hopefully their hotel will be much better than the old shady one. keke. time to bath n hit the bed! ~me~ at 9:03 AM
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