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hmm hmm hmm... actually i have tons of things to settle for the LA trip. there r so many coordination needed to be done, things to prepare. yet im so tired mentality to go n work them out. think jj will kill me soon.
im leaving in 3 days time. omg, tt worries me now. anyway... 3 sept is my piggy's bday and i wun be ard to celebrate with her. i feel quite sad cos we have been bz and it is unlikely we will meet these few days. but but but.. i sacrificed my time just now and i made something for her! i hope pig will like it... hey! i dunno if i can pass it to u these few days. hmm.. see how la. gotta settle my leave balloting for yr 2006 b4 i leave on sat too. tsk! ~me~ at 1:13 AM
~me~ at 1:31 AM
i dunno if he will be reading this.. just wanna tell u tt u r not weird at all. everyone of us are different and different from others doesnt mean u r a weirdo. dun worry thinking tt u r not accepted by others. u arent, ok? im really curious wat makes u think so all these while... i do understand why u feel this way... cos sometimes i behave like u but not as extreme as u. the feeling of being different from the majority, the feeling of being left out at times, the feeling of being manipulated, sometimes even the feeling of being despised by others. i know tt feeling is terrible, dun think too much into it will make u feel better. if u can rem, i complained to u regarding some stuff earlier this mth. now, i just carry on with wat i need to do, at my best and looking forward to a better future if there is any. life consists of ups and downs u see... we cant be so lucky all the time. maybe i have used to tt kind of life... or perhaps i have came to a conclusion tt not every kind of person clicks well with me. nevertheless, i still have frens who r of my kind and i enjoy being tgt with them. and did i mention tt u r one of my better frens? ha... no worries dude, everything isnt as bad as wat u think. (somehow i felt as though im consoling myself. hahaha..) ~me~ at 10:50 AM
the leisure part is a little confusing now cos me n jj dunno if the guys wanna join us to vegas... so our hotel in vegas is not booked yet and we arent v sure how we r gg to make our way there if the guys arent driving. hmm.. but im v sure tt self claimed "good guy" xinfeng will drive me to orange country, to the beaches when im there at a later date!:P digress abit. someone actually changed her PER for my CHC. im more than welcomez... work lesser and im dying to visit PER! and jon can be my guide there. ha. so much to look foward to in sept! im so motivated now!! lallalala~~ ~me~ at 5:01 PM
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 pig's fav noodle.. with new flavour!  im not a hello kitty fan but these r just so hard to resist! ~me~ at 4:38 PM
today is a vvvv tiring day cos i din have much rest, and tgt with the rest we went out to makan and get the things we wan.. walked n walked n walked... tts why my feet are sore now! we went to this electronic street where they sell different kinds of gadgets. its something like sim lim but its a street my god! there r so many nice n fanciful hps but they cant be use back home. visited a few 100 yen shops and tts where we got our stuff. we walked to namba too, which is supposedly the central shopping area of osaka. but but, we were too late, most shops were closed by the time we reached there. nevertheless, we had ultimate ramen from one restuarants. i wanna take some pics cos i really love this place but we were too tired and nobody has the mood to take any pic.. except for one on the train. haha.. will post it when i reach home. too tired to think of anything now. im gonna sleep! ciaoz~ ~me~ at 10:42 PM
and look at what i have found: THE SCIENTIFIC FACTS OF CHOCOLATE. which interests me even more. slept at 5am last night *opps morning*, all thanks to the long sleep i had in the day. yupz, and some of my frens are night owls, so i had company over msn. pig no.2 was telling me her uncertainties... hmm, i guess its not so easy just to throw all the tots aside and heck care abt it. ren also mentioned some smiliar things to me. why do we have to be always troubled by the word - LOVE? mary hopes all her peeps will be happy (like the diabetic pig no.1) and the best will eventually turn out for them. countdown to LA trip: 12 days ~me~ at 5:25 PM
nice sumptuous dinner charlie and the chocolate factory prata and dinosaur a car ride just makes me smile. :)
~me~ at 1:57 AM
woke up v late today... so i simply spent my day slacking infront of the comp, listening to music. i just got jason mraz new album!! :) ~me~ at 6:51 PM
do u noe who exactly u r? i do not know. a person who simply thinks far too much? hmm. ************************************************************ im surprised to meet certain pple today... those unexpected. zh's sis n brother in law after i toked to his sis on the phone this afternoon. alvin, shuilian and anderson. zhihao. ly and beau. maybe its just another sat when all pple are out in town. ~me~ at 3:00 AM
hey hey.. im back! quite a fruitful trip to amsterdam cos i went to alot of places and really enjoyed myself! 1. Heineken tour
cheers everyone! 2. Grand holland tour
the so famous windmill.
holland, also known as netherlands is below sea level.
at the minature world, Madurodam.
yum yum!! my next destination: OSAKA! i hope it will be another fruitful trip; for shopping! i need to get some stufF lah. :P just did my hotel and flight bookings for my states trip next mth. its really a chore to do all this.. cos i need to coordinate with jj who will be travelling on cathy, zh who will be flying over from arizona, zx who will be only joining us to vegas. plus considerations on the location of hotel, the timings of air tic, transport etc etc... i just hope everything will go fine for tt 2 weeks. and pls do issue me my tic to LA asap leh, it has been really awhile! hmm... my cc bill this mth gonna be really HIGH. okie, i just had noodles in the middle of the night and im planning to sleep soon... tmr will be another long day. *how can mary not grow fat with such habits? haha..* ~me~ at 2:57 AM
im off to amsterdam, with my "tap" leaking really badly now. :( ~me~ at 6:07 PM
why would pple club practically everyweek and perhaps a few times a week? to me, it makes no sense if one does it so often. it just makes clubbing another routine kinda thing and will one really enjoy it? nah, not for me at least. sometimes i also wonder wat is the fun abt clubbing... issit all abt the booze, music, to dance, the crowd or basically for those sexily dressed gers? booze makes u high, makes u forget abt ur worries for a moment, makes u more "adventurous".. does tt consitute to fun? perhaps a little, basically all the booze just allow u to escape from reality for tt night. once u wake up next morning, u still gotta face the world. too much booze will make u feel worse worse worse... isnt it? music is the main factor tt attracts me. i like drowning myself in loud music tt i like. i specify again.. only those i LIKE. so clubs with sucky music just turns me off. some pple may love dance to bits, i understand. but how often do u see great dancers on the dance floor? for the crowd. are u feeling so lonely tt u need the crowd to make u more comfortable? lonely, i'm mr lonely, i have nobody, for my owwnnn... for the gers? i cant blame some guys. maybe they are just so pathetic tt they need to go clubs to see and know gers. haha. some gers indeed dress up really really happening to go clubbing. now i dun really care abt the dressing so much, cos at the end of the day: are u there to enjoy yourself or are u trying to do modelling? basically i dun club often and i only go when my gd frens are ard.. and its the best for me if theres a reduction of some trashy pple plus its smoke free! i hate to be walking ard like a burning cigarette.. hey come on, im not a smoker and u expect me to become a 2nd hand smoker? pls... anyway, the above is based on wat i think. other opinions might differ... no offence. ~me~ at 1:16 PM
today's weather is superb, best time for a good tan, some workout. wanna get my ass out of the chair and do something more exciting... cycling but its terribly hard to get pple out last min. noone is free to go out with me! in the end managed to find tt zhu.. who wans to go ikea. u noe u noe, i cant believe tt it was his first time there! omg... i gotta orientate him ard the place and help him to get the things he wan. guys are really really different from gers when comes to shopping. they just grab n go. as for me, im the extreme case... i will think, think n think. haha.. even gers cant stand me! :P i got myself a v cute standing hanger for my towels... not so cheap la. 29 bucks for some lousy metal. anyway it is staying in zhu's hostel until im free to get it from him. met up with yen at city hall and we headed funan to search for the earphones she wans. its not cheap leh, a pair cost 80 bucks. nevertheless, we managed to find the same and a cheaper set at a ulu ulu store for only 68! tts alot of difference!! she was grinning when tt uncle told us the price. hee. followed up was sushi at ichiban boshi at the esplanade, a cosy place with nice ambience. yen loves the place soo much.. its her ideal dating place. haha.. *guys do take note of this restuarant!* we had quite a long conversation on work n r/s and actually we found ourselves to be v similar in our thinking.. haha, after knowing each other for like 20 over yrs? we got to noe each other better only recently lah. haha... shes my dear cousin. some pics i took last week:
posing for coke, me n pearly.
over jj's bday dinner somebody mentioned something to me today also... which somehow somehow... remind me of the pain. ~me~ at 1:12 AM
1. take the blame first. 2. be thick skinned. been feeling quite blue over certain things to the pt tt i lost motivation, the enthusiasm. ha.. dun worry abt me. im fine anyway.. still breathing though. after i came back home this afternoon, i did things which i havent done for ages. it might seem ridiculous to u but seriously today is quite different from my every other days. i had my dinner tgt with my mum on the dining table. i sat infront of the tv for hours watching dramas, reality shows... i tuned in to yes 933. i took out my fav notebook and my col pens and started scribbling stuff. somehow all these make me feel as though i was brought back to my uni days/ jc days. life nowadays is just so bz gg places to meet pple, to collect things, to settle this n tt.. hoping to squeeze everything in watever time i have in sg. i guess... hmm.. i shd have more time for myself to rest well, to enjoy the finer things in life. i do regret neglecting my family. i dun tok much to them, i dun come home until late nights and im often away. my poor mum has to be alone at home with my ah ma when my dad is out, my bro in ns and me away. anyway, somebody just sms to give me adelaide flt.. im getting excited! ha.. need to go crew web now!! ~me~ at 11:10 PM
certain things have happened tt sets me into thinking... i have decided to give up on tt something. just leave it as it is. i have somehow decided on how my career path will be like. i am still the old me, stubborn, traditional, like being simple, think too much on things tt doesnt concerns me, lazy bum .... ... ... i cant drink well, so i better reduce my intake in future. most of us have many frens but the at end of the day, who is ur truest pal? no work is easy, gotta live with tt fact. money is my biggest issue at the moment. if i wanna further my studies, i will be forever paying back sch loans. tts all for tonight, i better catch some sleep. ~me~ at 11:28 PM
it was really really nice to see these frens of mine, at the same old places where we cry, we laugh, we eat, we sleep, we study, we curse, we work. :) love ya guys! ~me~ at 12:21 AM
we met peck for dinner. to me, wasnt really a nice one cos the 2 seemed to have different opinions over certain subjects and they raised their voices while discussing. ha.. kinda scary. pig was gd lah.. she will actually voice out her opinions. for me, i will prob heck care. i also met up with althea near chinablack... just to see how she is doing. bz getting customers to go clubbing and she looks really red on her face. too much sun on rag day? toking abt rag, its a pity i wasnt ard to experience the whole event!! COS SCI WON THE CHANCELLOR SHIELD! argh.. too bad, its not meant to be. just now as i was toking with pig, i came up with a stupid made up dream. haha.. either im mad or im too bo liaoz. somehow it does summaries some of the events happened today but with a tinge of crappiness.. here it goes... mary was in the lift with this ah peh, fat with moustache who keeps staring at her. door closed and the lift started moving... suddenly it just stopped, jerked and it moved again.... mary was so scared tt she screamed loudly for help. the lift went up n up, all the way to the rooftop. at this moment of time, P came to rescue. F came to help too and fought with P, and F won!! yeah.. forgive me. im just trying to make my life a little more fun. :P ~me~ at 12:59 AM
easily upset with small little things and esp with myself. when unhappy, things just cock up and get worse. trying to put my thinking into more positive light. try... its not easy for me. ~me~ at 1:15 AM
gotten from merriam-webster online: dating: to go out on usually romantic dates gg out with an opp sex doesnt have to mean dating rite? but sadly, someone just reminded me tt in this working world... more often a guy will ask the gal out with the intention of a r/s, vvv seldom for the sake of a platonic frienship. i guess, each of us will have different definations for these phrases. anyway, wat is considered a romantic date? drinking coffee at kopitiam under the moonlight? whahaha~ bags packed, nails done, hw done... but im not sleepy yet! and tmr i gotta wake up at 5am. hmm.. another sleepless night again. ~me~ at 12:00 AM
watched fanastic 4 today. the plot is super dumb lah.. its just like any superhero show. on the other hand, its always nice watching wat these supernatural beings can do, rite? watched the show all by myself cos i was in town early... way too early. it may look pathetic to watch a movie all alone.. but who cares? everyone is bz mah... i also bought the levi's jeans tt i have been eyeing on yesterday, which means 100 plus dollars off my pocket. this is actually my very first pair of levi's jeans! haha.. finally a pair tt could fit me nicely. we had dinner at pepper lunch. contradicts? ha... shows to catch: charlie and the chocolate factory, the island. ~me~ at 11:18 PM
class 95 is playing ".. i'll love you until my dying day." - come what may, moulin rouge. this is still one of my fav songs. anyway, today was quite a impromptu day again. cos i have no idea where to go... so after meeting hy we headed bugis, station EW12. its bcos i chose 12. hahah.. we went shopping ard the place for awhile.. shopping again?!?! believe me or not.. im getting quite sick of shopping. headed sim lim for dinner cos im craving for local food. i ate laska! hee... i love it man!! havent eaten laska for like mths k? think sim lim is a better place to shop cos at least u noe wats the latest gadget in the mkt, the technology and stuff.. it does make me feel smarter; away from all the fashion and gossips... haha. we walked to suntec then to the new marina square. it looks absolutely different now! many new shops and makan places. i would def go there one day for meals... perhaps on the convo pic taking on the 9th? yah i din mention abt this... im gg to take convo pics tgt with the sci club oldies coming national day at the esplanade again!! haha.. tts so comical rite? this is bcos we've got a few new additions to the graduands so we decided to have a complete set of oldies tgt. :) i went to the airport too. not bcos i love tt place so much until i have to go there everyday, i was there to surprise my beloved cousin! haha. its such an impromtu thingy again.. ericia called me, hopped onto her car and off to the airport to meet my cousin and his frens (including ericia's bro) for supper. toked abt work... and yes, work isnt easy for all of us. pic no more, pig. only pig will understand. hee.. ~me~ at 1:12 AM
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