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Thursday, March 31, 2005

im home again... duhz, who doesnt come home at the end of the day? haha.. im lame k? just ignore me..

my trip to london was a good one except the fact tt the journey was super duper, duper super long. almost died on my way there... kept hoping the wind will blow us there asap. ha. besides tt everything was good. went ard the place with my dear stacey.. shopping for stuff, meeting some nice pple, my batch gers and of cos thinking of the IFA im getting. 2.5x to n fro. :P

how much do u believe in fate? i dunno how true it can be but recently, i gotta say tt i have quite alot of "yuan" with pple im familiar with.. when u start seeing everyone here and there. maybe the world is indeed small and i really mean the globe here... ha. met cindy, xinhui, (heard) ercia in frankfurt, saw francis in india, having stacey on my flt, colynn and noraini was in london as well... and fss ang c.h left the huge vehicle b4 me and i knew abt it after i saw her name n staff no. on the bar comsumption form. 60 stations, 6000 over crew.

i realised something too.. aine was my band senior back in jss and how dumb i was kept thinking where is she from besides being in the same sch as me. knowing kew thru the net is also something quite special.. we happened to have some common frens and shes an interesting gal to me.

lets see wat will happen next mth.

anyway, hope i can get to explore more interesting places and meet interesting pple.. plus the luxury of time. hee! im greedy.

pics are up, finally.

~me~ at 12:47 AM

Friday, March 25, 2005

saw something nice off mango racks, a halter neck white dress with green and blue trimmings near the collar and it has little red round buttons at the back. it costs $75. im willing to pay but i cant wear it. it simply hung on me as if im the hanger. :(

so in the end, i din get anything from mango, bee did. we went to shop for perfumes after tt and she got herself a davidoff echo for her own bday pressie. ha, after 3 mths? then i was tempted too... after a while of comparing, i chose happy over ralph cool. ralph cool is new btw, smells like kiwi. keke...

nobody noes tt i love perfumes bah? currently, i own 5 different types. initially 6 but i just gave one to mum. i have some small minature ones as well. to me, perfumes speaks quite abit abt a person - their moods, their characters. some say wearing perfume is gain positive attention esp to the opp sex but to me is more to pleasing my soul. ha. besides the scents of a perfume, i look out for those v unique bottles. i rem theres a diesel one tt looks like a mini watering spray can. it comes with a pack of seeds if i din rem wrongly. so cute can! anyway... im not bias k, i also like some men's perfume... bvlgari aqva is not bad. :)

upon reaching home, i sat down and opened all the 5 mails addressed to me.

1. SDU stupid letter
2. SDU magazine
3. HP bills
4. Broadband bills
5. Ettusais brochure

so the hottest topics in town shd be dating, money and beauty.. ha.

~me~ at 1:49 AM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

*yawn* had a v tiring turn today cos full load up n down... today is my last team flt with 34N, however there are only 4 of us tgt for this flt. ha.. had a set of v nice crew today. like them alot cos all of us will just help one another spontaneously without making a fuss on who is gg to do this who is gg to do tt. ifs came all the way down to ycl to fill the cups with juices! i have never seen such a scene b4! im so grateful tt he came all the way down to help, as well as the seniors from jcl. :)

im gg shopping with bee tmr!!! hee... so happy. havent seen her like? 1mth? we will be heading mango cos she said her fren can get us 25% off!! omg omg... im so excited now. in addition, we can get 10% off istean pdts and 15% off from cosmetics section. it came just rite in time.. i need to get my nail polishes.

mike called earlier on but i din on my fone. by the time when i returned his call... he is playing mahjong! and he hasnt called yet... im not gg to wait until he finishes man. im feeling a little scared now. WAT am i gg to tok to him when we meet up? im not close to him but since he is hardly home and he entertained me in chc, i shall be a nice "host". :)

this francis... always like to say nonsensical stuff.. made fun of me time after time. cheeky old man. *see below* - i dun post pics w me at work, but not today cos i simply love this pic.

~me~ at 1:46 AM


the emperor and his concubines Posted by Hello

~me~ at 1:45 AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

this shameless woman have been switching bf from mr X to mr Y and my bro! omg.. so i went scolding my bro for accepting her as gf and suddenly all 4 of us ended up in this shameless woman's place; and shes not in. okie, the terrible thing is tt someone setted up a fire at her house and we were all trapped inside. *help!* so i immediately called mr D who happens to stay next door... *-_-" tts so ridiculous!*

mr X actually came to me b4 the entire incident... hmm?

and i woke up.

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ampk is complaining tt he hasnt had enuff sleep again. hmm.. a workaholic like him will never put his work aside to have a good rest. ping is another one. hey guys dun work yourselves out, take care k?

~me~ at 11:44 AM

Monday, March 21, 2005

mary is super duper blur. just becos 22nd is not reflected on my roster and the next day of work is 23rd.. i simply tot tt i have to report for work tmr. -_-"

blessed to have another day for me to recuperate. stomach cramps pls go away!

~me~ at 9:21 PM

i hate this!!! hate it!!!! im currently down with food poisoning... yah, after i reached home. stomach cramps tt can kill and all the vomitting and ls i had last night. no choice but to go raffles hospital last night (its a sun)with my dad feeling pissed with me cos he gotta rush his dinner and send me there. :( wth.. im feeling really bad le and he still treats me like tt.

feeling damn dreamy now cos i din had any food except for glucose drinks, as instructed by the doc. i dunno how am i gg to report for work tmr. shd i get mc or not?

if i dont take mc , i will feel weak and restless and genna from seniors again for being slow, for them covering my job or why din u take a mc kind of rubbish.

if i take, i can rest but ahving a high chance of affecting my probation and future promotions. and btw, u get paid $350 for full attendance in a yr. hmm... being sick is also an offence?

im stuck in between. maybe im really not suitable for this kind of working life.

~me~ at 11:38 AM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

heyo... mary is currently lost in india! yupz, damn suay to be activated last min to come ahmedabad. was still worried tt my poor hair have to suffer after the rebonding, luckily it was alright.

feeling really reluctant to go for work but i was relieved later to noe tt the pax load was extremely light. 50, 80. *grinz* so work was very relac.. furthermore, i was happy to meet someone familiar when the next set of crew took over. my team CS!!!! haha... he actually complained tt i keep tagging him! hmph! it was really a huge coincidence. imagine there are so many crew, so many stations and i actually meet him in india!

i finally stepped on the grounds of india. this place is very laid back, very undeveloped. no chinese at all and im like an alien here. haha.. enjoyed walking ard the place cos its so different.. somemore i have more time here. . i got myself 3 books; books here are extremely affordable.. 3 for only S$28! however, theres nothing much here to buy as compared to mumbai.. food wise is alright too and last night i ordered room svc which tasted worse than the food i ate out. as for today.. the team pple missed me out for their outing..??? so i followed the indian crew to watch movie with her bro in law. haha.. an indian movie without any subtitles!!! so thruout the show she was the translator. hee. at first i tot the cinema will be old and scary and its the typical funny indian show, where there will be coconut dance etc... but i was wrong! the cinema was clean and comparable to ones in sg and the show was good.. the filming methods is very much like the angmoh style! hmm.. maybe watching indian movies will be my next hobby.. wahahaha~

mike called me just now and i was surprised tt he is back in sg!!! he claimed himself as the guy who drove me ard in christchurch cos i dun have his no in my hp. looking forward to meet this fren when i return. :)

~me~ at 9:28 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

woke up rather early this morning for my appt with grace. havent seen her for abt 6 mths lohz. yupz, shes always a v nice person to tok to. more like a fren than a hairdesser to me. hee. got my hair done this time... really flat eh?

~me~ at 6:50 PM


flat hair day Posted by Hello

~me~ at 6:49 PM


SA ALUMNI BAND CONCERT 2005 Posted by Hello

~me~ at 6:19 PM

haha.. i love music esp those played under his baton. thru him i appreciate music at a different level compared to what i did previously BUT he is not a v nice person to be with.



had a wonderful day at nus. met ping and xr for lunch at yih... my first time having my meal at the newly renovated canteen. it just feel different.. ha. then we met tt cock eyed andre who did not see us when we are so near him. he is still the same after so many yrs.. 5 yrs since he sat beside me during band pracs.

after tt met char at sci canteen to teach her how to make the name band on the pen. zong se qin you lohz... only rem to make nice stuff for the guys in NZ but not for us!!! ... its is not v pleasing when ur ex-student attends the same class as u and happens tt u always make embarrassing mistakes in class. however, it cant be compared to ur ex-student having something fishy with ur bf and ended up u lost him. life is like tt, such rubbish does happen for no reason.

went back to sci club after i have finished the assignment tgt with char. my gossiping fren n pearly were ard so we toked for awhile b4 they brought me to muchie monkey for dinner. my first time there! hmm.. nus have changed so much in these few mths, like everything is so new to me. anyway, i had some calamari and shared ice cream with eunice. damn sinful man.. i have been eating all these unhealthy food for the past weeks. yes, lots of ice creams.. on the plane lah, leo's treat, D's treat.. i simply cant resist the temptation of those cold creamy ice creams!

*looking at the concert pics* i was once with them... simply miss those days.


~me~ at 12:45 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

yeah! i finished my hk turn today. having 2 rest days and a week of standbys, i hope i can catch as much rest as possible for this dunno how long break. :)

despite having such an early morning flt this morning, i was out last night with D. i need to pass him the wallet lahz so i decided to meet him in town for a dinner. i was there v early so i went to wheelock to take another look at ibook and also spent an hr plus at borders reading. yes, u did not read wrongly.. i was at borders reading! haha.. its a cheap way to idle the extra time away k?! something vince taught me. and its also a good place for him to bio gers.. haha.

yupz, D gave me a treat to this small cafe near paradiz centre which i have never been b4. food was quite okie and so its the price. after tt he showed me to this place which i find it rather nice and cosy- a secret garden. it has a nice ambience and its a good "hiding" place to laze for the whole evening. try it if u r interested... its beside the new nafa sch building.

~me~ at 7:11 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

apart from dressing up and reporting for work, my life seems to be in a mess. maybe its not so bad but this is how i felt at this pt of time.

i have many things to do.. including cleaning up my room, reading up, making several decisions blah blah blah yet i have no energy to push myself to do so. i also have noticed lately tt i simply wanna rest n play (= shopping, entertainment, eat) with all my free time using minimal brain power and theres not much meaningful work done. hmm? maybe life at the moment is quite aimless cos i havent set out plans for myself and also due to the fact tt i have became more n more lazy. hmm. sch days arent this bad, not until i started working. and does being alone contributes to tt?

i need a slap to wake myself. i dun wan to lead such an aimless life.

~me~ at 2:19 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

was out the whole afternoon looking at sparkling diamonds from showcases. yes buying a diamond, but not for me. and btw, i dun own any diamonds at all. im just a poor kid who cant afford and nobody dotes me tt much to get me one. haha. actually looking for a good and nice piece of pendant is so difficult.. maybe im v picky but none of wat i have seen today really catches my eye. as for the quality of diamonds, it is marked by the duno how many Cs - clarity, col, cut...... and COST of cos! i have no idea how to judge all these qualities but my batch gers do noe alot!

i met joyce and char for a pre-bday celebration for joyce. was a short meet up cos i gotta come home to prepare my stuff and joyce had to rush for reports.

~me~ at 12:21 AM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

as i was feeling down and questioning my abilities in work and handling human relationships with others, i received an email. its was a compliment letter from a pax on my 1st solo. to be happy or to be puzzled? this is how i feel now.

often i relate good service as pple who are willing to go tt extra effort to make things happen. also, making a comfortable env is impt to me. i dislike it when i have to rush and look so panicky, unbothered infront of the ones who r paying us.

anyway i gtg tp meet leo for the present hunting... and tmr im activated for bus to KL. -_-" how sianz!

~me~ at 11:44 AM

it was a team flt, but my worst one tgt with them.

it wasnt nice to listen to pple who tells not so nice things abt u but its another chance to reflect on myself too. i was on check again and my lss revealed my performance. yes, i admit tt the sector i worked with her, i was off.. 1st, with the SEP stuff cos one small bag is hidden right behind and i say i cant find it. 2nd, i din report every single thing i did thinking tt she saw it and she will noe. 3rd, 4th, 5th... i dunno wat i did wrong after tt.

she was nice, yah.. she didnt wan to scold me but she said she just dun feel good if i dunno my mistakes. so she pointed out some which she found and comments from the REST. also she said something tt i figured out myself. some pple are comparing me n my bud behind our backs. hmmm.. it does hurt esp its the same old things yet u noe u've tried ur best to work onboard.. (except on the com's pdt which i havent put in much effort. oppz!) and well knowing tt ur bud isnt tt great afterall. maybe shes more well liked by others compared to me. basically i wont like to do too much PR with them. mary is mary, i dun like to reveal too much of myself. btw, H also gave a teaching again, same old things from her. i dun really like her cos she always compare me with bud and often give nasty comments.

H: how long have u been here?
me: 2 mths plus.
H: dun lie, ivy said 4 mths plus in briefing.
me: ?! no lah, 2 mths plus only. (is this considered as talking back??)
H: u dun lie hor.
me: im serious. (inside me, im like WTF! why would i lie to u?)

they r always right, dun fight back or they will accuse u of not trusting them. and its scary to noe tt they can be nice to u as frenz but secretly talk behind u. i dunno how to differentiate frens vs collegues liaoz.*disappointed*

sometimes i really dunno what are my mistakes and when do i make them. how can u make a person run faster when she have already ran at her best? how can u make a person look less blur? how can u make me not to talk back when i dun even noe i did it?

suddenly felt im useless. i noe i noe, its bad to think like tt. maybe im just not cut for this job.

~me~ at 12:10 AM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

hmm.. dunno wat went wrong will all the tag boards. anyway kew, my email add is kohw82@yahoo.com and for msn u can find me at ernie888@hotmail.com.

yesterday i went shopping as i have promised myself. got myself a small sling bag for travel purpose cos my handcarrys dun seem to be safe in certain places. another pair of sandals from charles and keith cos the shop is having sales. gers will never have enuff of shoes n bags to go with their outfits and for different occasions. oppz, i realised i have been buying one pair of shoes every mth. haha... got myself a travel water boiler too. i need tt to cook my noodles and hot beverages. :)

will be leaving for brisbane in a few hrs time.. wonder how the place is like. i would love to go gold coast but i dun think i have much time. gina told me tt there are many surf wear shops woh... *so tempted*











will be leaving for brisbane in a few hrs time.

~me~ at 3:29 PM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

damn damn damn.. my printer is out of ink. and i told u i need to use ur comp but u just give an excuse saying tt u din hear... simply switched it off and go n sleep. ALWAYS loh. the thumb drive u passed me cannot be used and i have to go digging my old dusty 1.44MB diskette to transfer files to ur com. and btw ur stupid A drive is faulty! i have to try many times b4 itworks. u think all of u r tired n deserve sleep.. me leh? i worked up n down 9 hrs today and in the middle of the night i still have to run here n there to get the files printed out? scolded u and u simply shouted back at me for nagging. hey, i have not scolded u for breaking my telephone plug loh. u think i dunno tt u always pull instead of taking the telephone line out rite???? urs is broken, which is non of my biz but wth u broke mine!!! and the connection always come loose.... !##$$%^&*(*&^$#!

i shall go n pamper myself tmr to make up for all the nonsence tonight! but no more oily food n ice creams. i gained quite a bit of weight.

~me~ at 12:22 AM

Monday, March 07, 2005

a short sunday for me cos i woke up at 1pm. after slacking infront of the pc for awhile, i went out again. * dad is not v happy abt tt. hmm..* this time to meet B for dinner and to do some shopping. im glad tt i have good control of my expenditure today! and big bro B treated me again.. to dinner at soup kitchen and drinks at The Altivo. *so paiseh* i like tt place and it has been sometime since the last time i have been there. hey, missed the chance of gg there with jss gals last mth but i had the chance again today! yeah.. B's fren was there too and hes kind to drive me home in his coupe. coupe leh, my first time in it.

quite happy to know tt someone is concerned abt me this afternoon.. hee. :)

~me~ at 12:37 AM

Sunday, March 06, 2005


at shirley's pub, century. Posted by Hello

~me~ at 2:56 PM

i just feel like scolding f***. aiyah i just dun feel well getting home so late, smelling like a walking cigarette (even when i have bathed),... .... and feeling a little gastric pain now.

i went to the career fair this afternoon tgt with jj and joy. got some brochures for post grad studies to browse.. hmm.. the courses overseas arent cheap woh. anyway, we din shop today but we ended up toking at coffee club before i left to meet my team for dinner. yupz, its nice to have a team dinner but many of them din turn up. we had thai food at golden mile... which is a rather foreign place to me. the food was alright however i still prefer magic wok or the costly lemon grass. shirley paid for the meal, as a treat for her promotion.

right after tt we went to her pub at boat quay. drank, played games and did have some fun there. but as time passes, when i have nothing to do, when my buddy left, i was stoning at a corner, feeling tired and unable to go home cos h dun allow me to go... i feel rather -_-". i have to wait for both she and her bf cos my stuff is left in their car. hmm., they din really offer me a lift until i ask if they can.. btw h is staying in clmenti so its nearby u see. actually i feel rather paiseh when i ask loh. her bf drove me to yah.. clementi only and i had to take a cab back myself. okie, i was expecting tt they will drive me home since im alone and its late. sigh.. shdnt expect much from others lah...

hmm.. while i was bathing just now, i just tot of zh.. who will be the kind soul to send me right to my door whenever we comes home late. take care of me when i puke... hmm.. really miss him and the rest of the sa company who i seldom see nowadays... meisan, yy, eesin, sharon... frens are still the best.

~me~ at 4:36 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

if i were to grade my last 5 days, i will give it a B-. the reasons:
  1. its freaking cold out there at frankfurt, -10 degree celscius. the world is gg bonkers now.. it shd be into spring rite now. hmm..
  2. v v v tired while working. full load.
  3. im rather pissed off by someone...
  4. i have no proper meals.
  5. cant find the rite pple to click.

i still prefer my last sq12.

women are dangerous and powerful animals. being pretty/sexy and one who noes how to "te-air" and act cute.. it will bring give u benefits and many many convenieces. esp if u can dance real well with those butt shaking moves. many guys will be hovering ard u like bees. ha. BUT mary simply cant stand tt, sometimes it does piss me off.


~me~ at 10:17 AM

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