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happy mary for the night. cos i reformmated my pc again. hee.. it feels as though its a new one now, running faster and no probs anymore!
hmm.. i wondered how come i was not activated yet av was when she just returned from a flt. im just getting a little bored staying at home checking the net every 2/3 hrs. i might be baking chocolate chips cookies tmr since im free. hee. i havent been doing so for 2 yrs. maybe i should bake and sell them ar? ~me~ at 1:15 AM
yupz, i also met wendy, huiwen, kew, shouye at JEC.. ericia and bf at orchard. feels great to see frens tt i haven met for sometime. tt AW, missed me too much i guess, ha. tts why gave me a BIG hug when she saw me. the day ended well with a nice dinner at sakura *with the all time fav TOM YAM SOUP *and lazing at lips cafe. heh. some nice quotes i got from the magz at lips: "Love is like quicksliver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." "Love is friendship set on fire." haha... my fof happened to send me this via msn: 明知道岁月无情 女人青春不长久 若是你想要走我不该留 是我爱的太多 还是我习惯了等候 爱上你这一路 我有好多话想说 多渴望牵你的手 共度今生到白首 只有你能给我幸福快乐 你却不相信我 宁愿选择面对寂寞 难道说我的痴是一种错 我知道一厢情愿想你爱你是我太认真 偏偏我相信自己相信缘份情愿为你等 我知道一厢情愿等一个人难免会有恨 没有你我情愿孤独一生 我知道一厢情愿爱你等你是我太天真 但是我关上心门闭上双眼全是你的人 我知道一厢情愿付出青春没有人心疼 这一生注定是你的女人 ~me~ at 1:41 AM
 yummy! i simply love pocky~ 
~me~ at 1:06 AM
when i reached home, aunt came and commented tt i look green. oh i can start making my own food under the sun! -_-" tts so lame of me. anyway, i lost my 1k plus, unability to go icn and sfo, unable to buy my opi and was put on SSS1 for many days. hmm.. to me, health is more impt than anything now. i dun wish to go on flt and to be still in daze.... sure genna one! ~me~ at 11:23 AM
shall leave the nice stuff for tmr. i dun have the mood to do it now. ~me~ at 10:12 PM
today i planned to do my HW in the afternoon but dad wans to go out so i just tagged along to get a new cargo case. hmm.. guess where he went? chinatown. man! i hate gg there at this period of time when everywhere is damn crowded and theres nothing much u can see unless u go for the CNY stalls. gotta squeeze thru the stupid crowd and having funny pple ard. an ah peh was fighting with an ah neh at the food centre. -_-" hmm.. anyway, i got my cargo at OG and i bought a thermal.. after tt i accompanied my mum to buy stuff. she was browsing thru the bags section, hoping to get something to bring for work. like mother like dother, we r of the same kind. we cant really decide on which one to buy and always hoping to find cheap bargains if theres any. shes also complained tt she has no bag for cny when actually she has. haha. women can never get enuff of bags! so eventually, i told her to get something nice for cny while for work.. just bring whatever bag she has now. and i bought her one bonia handbag which cost me $160 after a 20% disc. i knew she wun buy for herself cos to her is too costly for a small bag. hey to think abt it, i wun wanna buy a bag at such pricing for myself too... unless its damn nice lah, haha! hmm.. realised something which i think somebody has brought up b4. often, you wun want to buy ex stuff for yourself, however u wont mind spending on someone special. so true... hmm. saw something today tt made me feel disappointed n yet concerned for a person. i hope he is well and hope one day he will find out what he really wants. stay healthy pal. a quote sent by yun: "Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shoudn't. You take things for granted even when you know you should never take anything for granted. Its a tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle..." - tuesday with Morrie. i really hope everything turns out fine for all my pals, and loved ones ard me. ~me~ at 9:19 PM
was supposed to be in sentosa today but ended up, we cant get many pple there so char decided to call it off. in the end, we decided to go town to shop. yeah! i can get my thermal wear at the same time. yah... walked along the whole stretch of orchard, gg into all our fav stores to check out stuff, laughing all the way with any stupid thing we can think of and putting cold bottles of drinks on each others arms are wat me n char will do. shes a crazy ger and being with her im crazy at times too. we are so shameless today * a word tt althea will def use on me*. knowing tt there is a CNY food fair at taka square, we decided to go ard the place just to taste the new yr goodies... we din buy any of cos. oppz! haha. toking abt tt i wont be in sg for CNY. hmm.. so sad. this means no ang pow for me, no home visitings and no goodies to EAT! din get any thermal at the end of the day.. due to alot of dumb factors but i bought a cap, a wallet and a top! and im still tempted to buy a mango top. haha. char was irritated by me when i keep repeating the top i wan. :P feeling tired now. i need to sleep, rest n study before work starts again. btw, the pics i took at chc is uploaded. do check it out. :P nitez ~me~ at 1:49 AM
 a pre-new yr pic tgt with char
~me~ at 12:31 AM
 cant resist the temptation of nice shoes!
~me~ at 12:30 AM
my trip was great and bad. good? cos christchurch is such a beautiful.. beautiful, beautiful place with moo moos, mare mares, moutains and plains. a good place to hide after retirement, having a house facing the sea and sit infront of the house watching the day go by. u wont get to see such wonderful place here in sg k?! and im glad tt i have met and made frenz with a few pple there, esp on my trip to Akaroa. first, i would really like to thank mike, who is mark's batch boy, for bringing me to the groceries and driving me to the mountains and sea to have a better view of chc. i will rem "tailor's mistake", heh. i only get to noe him over dinner with the crew and he is so nice to bring me ard and shared his experiences with me. btw i like his independency and bo chup atitude. haha. will contact him again when im back there again. :) secondly, ron the bus driver cum guide who drove me to Akaroa. he such a nice and friendly man, who made my trip an interesting n enriching one. and tgt with the 3 persons from florida, i din feel tt alone afterall. lunch tgt with the family from melbourne made me feel even more like home... cos they r chinese and their parents were from malaysia. simon, their son, gave me his name card too. hmm.. guess i have more frens to see in mel then. great! yupz, i bought alot of chocs, chips and snacks lah.. haha. some of them will be given away to my cousin for CNY lah cos it was my dad's instruction to buy these stuff back. i bought a pair of pure wool gloves and some lanolin again. the town area is quiet, not as busy as those in aussie.. so laid back can? u see pple sitting on grass reading books and tourists taking boat rides along the river just like the ones in paris. if im not wrong they call it punting. many many colourful flowers everywhere... nice. yah, why issit bad when the place i went is so wonderful? sad to say.. its fun to go out for sight seeing n stuff but when it comes to work. i think im terrible. there are so many things which i dunno still and i got reprimanded for being v blur, not doing enuff HW, asking the wrong person stuff, not being humble enuff and the list goes on n on. hmm.. the cs gave me my first check and he said hes kind enuff to give me such a good one, telling me tt my work is unacceptable and im worse than his SNY ger. if he ever work with me again and im still like this, he will write me in. hmm.. i felt terrible when i hear this can? yet i have to smile and carry on with my work. sigh, i admit some stuff im really unsure and usually i need a lot of time to observe and digest what i see n hear. hmm.. but am i really tt bad as what he have said to me? i dunno ah.. this is how he sees me. maybe the rest also. i noe his words are meant to be good but its kinda depressing. what to do? i must have POSITIVE attitude and i gotta do alot of hw in future.. makes me wonder if im suited for the job. sometimes i really dun like to fake out all the niceties *to colleagues* when i think there's no need to and observing their great CCC by hard. i hate to let them noe tt im a grad cos they have bad impression of them. yah, i was told i have tt grad "air" ard me. ??? im a little afraid to go shopping or touring now after hearing wat he has said too.. "u dun want to be said as one who only noes how to shop n have fun but noes nothing abt ur work rite?" hmm... why am i stuck in such a position? whatever i do, it seems to be wrong. btw, something happened today on flt. a MAAS pax gave a peck on my face. oh my! i was so shocked loh!! ~me~ at 10:49 PM
1. im not able to meet edwina n gang for dinner on wed. 2. im not being able to go shopping with u ms bee. 3. marc.. i wun be free this week anymore. cos im gg to CHC. ~me~ at 1:55 AM
i did something real stupid. i went into some chatrm just to checkout what it is and how fun can it be.. since i heard it from jj abt the webbie. then this guy asked me for my icq. okie loh.. no harm wat, so i gave. now i just feel uneasy toking to him.. cos he ask me abt my job blah blah.. i dun like to be asked abt my job.. hmm, serve me right ritE? ~me~ at 11:56 PM
i had a dream last night again with regards to activation n checks. hmm, im getting a little paraniod abt standbys and having to check the phonelink or the web everytime. im just afraid tt i wont be home to check, or my phone gave way, or i do not have the time to prepare my bag. btw, i havent got any checks. hmm.. shd be getting one very soon. i just applied for a 3 days leave over the net. haha. kiasu eh? pls let me get it... and there will be no excuses for frenz not being able to meet me k? its in july. *hint hint* btw, yun just told me shes getting an engagement ring. congrats ger! hmm.. suddenly felt a little melancholic, cos alot of my frens including me are slowly going in separate ways. yun is gg to melbourne, leo, bro and ying are in nie, wendy just got her events co. job, shufen is working in the bank, pearly n th struggling in their last yr, emi in her chem job, xh enjoying her long long tour in aussie, jj with her logistic co., zh, san, esther, fss, boss, marc, xj are somewhere out there, surviving on their own... as for the jss gers, they r all with their desired jobs, good for them. XH just gave birth to a baby boy, a happy family of 3. i do hope tt our friendships will stay strong even when each of us are settled down with our own families. hmm... time flies. ~me~ at 10:41 AM
i think he can be a great philosopher. "most people rather move on, than to give each other a 2nd chance. " ~me~ at 11:59 PM
2. nice crew i met today. patient, friendly and r not stuck up at all. 3. went sim lim to collect info for my new pc. its a damn crowded sat at bugis! 4. im gg to die soon cos i only had abt 2 hrs sleep for 2 days. 5. thanks to tt stupid pig for entertaining me today. i appreciate ur presence. :) 6. boss, i noe u arent feeling good now. u take care of yourself, dun do silly things k? mary will be here for u. the rest of us will be here for u too. ~me~ at 11:05 PM
i dreamt tt i got called up to go mel, and i was on my way to meet san. feeling so anxious, the first thing when i woke up this morning was to call the CC hotline. Yes indeed, i have a msg. im not gg mel but needed for tom bus 102/103 to kul. damn, u noe how early issit? i gotta report at 5am! and by 9am im home. -_-" i dunno if i shd go to rouge tonight. sigh... drowns my mood man. ~me~ at 1:21 PM
i brought my textbks to nus today for the 2nd hand books sale. cant really bear to part with them cos they have been my precious bibles during my stay in nus. however, keeping them is also useless.. they just create more stuff for me to store in my bookshleves. i kept 2 actually which i think i will need it again and yah, they r my fav among the 5. haha.. u never noe if u need them in 2 yrs time.. and i'll be Dr Koh after tt? met up with old pals, sat in the canteen to tok abt our lives and see those innocent looking newbies walking ard the campus. suddenly just feel old to be in tt place. me n TH were also recalling... whether i looked like them in the past. haha... sweet memories. :) met weite too. he lost so much wt ok! the pple in india must have tortured him badly! poor boy. after tt i had dinner tgt with ampk. gina was supposed to come along but she suddenly felt unwell and had to return to her rm. hope she getting better now. its always nice to chat with ampk, maybe the freq tt we both have is quite similiar or maybe hes just too funny. i hope i wun be called up tmr. *fingers crossed* cos i will be joining the rest @ rouge. ~me~ at 1:48 AM
in the morning i gotta pull myself out of the bed cos i slept quite late last night. i always have pre-flight phobia, u see. haha. after tt i hopped into the cab driven by uncle lim. hes a nice person to tok to.. unlike those uncles who think they know the entire world. he gave me advices on alot of things esp the stuff tt im gg thru. at ctrl centre, we were told tt won bin *tt big korean star* will be on the plane. woohoo.. excited leh. tot i can catch a glimpse of tt cutie or maybe even a pic tgt with him. NAH, i dun even have the time to walk up to the front. i only managed to tok to his producer of his film who sat ard my area. however, god is nice to arrange another cutie along my aisle.. haha. a jap guy who speaks good english, v polite, nice looking, tall, and i supposed he is rich... * LV document bag, cabin bag, wallet... * yummy huh. haha.. taking bus 64/67 to n fro BKK is not a fun thing. gotta run thruout the journey. so mary of cos made mistakes again lah. and some pple still gave comments like slowness, having a "chao", sicky face cos not much smile is seen and lack of communication with the LSS. i din noe i had tt bad looking face?! ha. sometimes when pple give u such comments, ok u admit the mistake and apologise. deep inside, sure feel a little sad one rite? and when u r so, how much smile can u still force out? any smiles will be so fake. anyway, its over and i believed i did smile. reached the airport and guess who i met?! yilidan!! so happy to see someone familiar there. she was there to send her bro off and i was surprised to noe tt her bro was previously from sa too. good, i have liased with her.. if i ever go to brisbane, i will ask her bro to bring me ard. hee.. someone was there to drive me home and he always carry my luggage. felt so loved. :) wat a long day. ~me~ at 11:00 PM
i went ntu today and got lost! my god.. ntu is like hidden in the midst of thick jungle loh esp the HALLS! luckily with the help of leo, i managed to find him at the bus stop. went to his rm.. and in less than 15 mins, the 3 of us left... to go JP. so duhz.. anyway, i had my dinner tgt with leo and we tok quite alot over certain issues of life. its quite surprising cos usually we dun have tt much to tok abt. tts the other side of leo tt we usually dun see.. went for tuition finally and felt rather bad leaving tt imp "dying" on her own. haha.. her mum was very nice, she told me not to worry; when i have the time, i just drop by. she has another tutor anyway.. im just there to give her extra guidance. hmmm.. only wealthy families can afford to do so. erm.. im not very well paid loh, just enuff to cover my tpt needs for a mth. :) met tt maths major "neighbour"of mine when i was abt to walk into the lift. i think he was a little startled to see me outside the lift. haha. although i havent seen him for mths, he still looks the same, so attitude. heh. btw, we have never tok to each other b4. ~me~ at 12:16 PM
actually i have an appt with the dentist this afternoon. being a little mad at the way he handled my tooth the previous time *tt costed me $70*, i decided not to return to his clinic. he keeps telling me to return to him.. this is the forth time. i guess he just wanna to earn more money everytime i go back. grr.. money sucker! i shall look for a better one.. who doesnt make my tooth look so weird. tt day i was chatting with carol, who told me tt she had applied for annual leave to go hk with her beau in oct. to think abt it, i have 25 days of leave this yr. how am i gg to spend it?where shd i go? hmm.. i will definitely fly to somewhere and spend my hols there. haha.. was thinking of honolulu but SQ dun fly there! i gotta make other plans then. ping, wanna go anywhere? =P gotta pack the remaining junk in my room before leaving for ntu. tata~ ~me~ at 1:09 PM
btw, i have my pics up too. check them out --------> ~me~ at 5:18 PM
nice song.. Damien Rice - Cannonball Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt Still a little hard to say what's going on Still a little bit of your ghost your witness Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed You step a little closer EACH DAY Still I can't SAY what's going on Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to lie Life taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannonball Still a little bit of your song in my ear Still a little bit of your words I long to hear You step a little closer TO ME So close that I can't see what's going on Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to lie Life taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannon Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to cry So come on courage Teach me to be shy 'Cause it's not hard to fall And I don't WANNA scare her It's not hard to fall And I don't wanna lose It's not hard to grow When you know that you just don't know ~me~ at 2:48 AM
yeah! im home from my first long haul tgt with my team, my first solo as well. really miss home throughout this 6 days.. maybe bcos of some unhappy stuff the happened during the trip and the fact tt i felt so lonely out there. luckily im back home now! no more of tt nonsence!! i gotta swallow n try to forget all those idiotic stuff tt happened and tell myself.. okay, my next flight will be better. i had my first stay at dubai, a place full of arabs as well as expariates. as for the locals, the totally wrapped up females are hardly seen on the streets. i wonder wat they r doing at home.. heh. and the men were left on the streets bioing at us as if they have never seen females b4. a very developed place i would say but sg looks much better than dubai. haha... or maybe i din get to see the entire place. the staple food over there is rice, pita and nun. so most of the times we r having nasi brani.. but i had fast food too. im not used to taking muslim food lah. i went to the city centre tgt with ivy one afternoon and found many familiar shops over there... its just like taka in sg.. they have many boutiques, carrefour and my fav store - ikea. *aiyah! i missed the ikea's restuarant or else i would have my meatballs. it cost twice as much there!* we went into almost all the shops having to find out tt theres nothing too interesting and prices were higher than what we can find here. next we had our stay in istanbul.. the place is beautiful!!! with nice architecture of buildings, historical sites and strong culture can be seen in their food, art... im a BIG millionare in istanbul! cos their currency is sooo bloody small. a plate of pasta costed me 6.5 million. haha. its hard for me to adapt to the time over there. the time was 6 hrs difference and when the pple/crew are sleeping there, im up and terribly hungry. so during my stay there, even though its a red station and we r advised not to go out alone, i have to be independant and to buy my own dinner. its cold out there... scary too cos i duno wat to expect from the locals. so i took my winterovercoat, gloves and shawl and hurried down the streets looking for a restuarant/ fast food outlet. die lah! i had only US dollars with me.... so i made a trip to a local bank to change currency. i had a chicken n duck tok with the pple over there. it took me abt half an hr and going thru a few persons before i had my USD50 changed to turkish dollars. the following day i had a short tour ard with ivy and a CS. he was a great chap.. the nicest person and the best person i can click among the crew and he is our ah gong now. haha... both of us like to seek for interesting stuff and like to go jalan jalan.. i hate hiding inside the hotel rm for hrs watching movies videos from hallmark and MTV. so boring can? okies.. i shall upload the pics i take from istanbul asap.. :) we came back to dubai after a 2 days stay in istanbul.. at night i had brani with the non team members at some indian restuarant and we went to the 24hrs hypermkt. its like another giant supermarket. i simply love gg to supermkts. yupz and i went out alone again the next day cos noone is interested. this time, to a nearby shopping mall where i found out tt they have charles and keith there! wow! i din noe these bros are so fast with their biz. but shoes are double the price compared to the ones in sg. haha.. i got myself a small bottle of perfume at marks and spencer.. nice scent. i dun think i saw it back here in sg. like wat i have mentioned previously, good things and bad ones always happen tgt.. u cant have the best of everything. maybe i just need time to get immune to the stuff i hate while enjoying all the good times i can have. i need a good rest before i work again. i hope i can get somebody to go out tmr! sometimes is not tt great to let pple noe tt u r a uni grad.... ~me~ at 11:21 PM
at the moment im hungry too... hmm... maybe i shall return to my rm soon just in case anyone calls me. hee.. btw, its super cold here! grr... to ms bee n hy: dun miss me too much cos i'll be back v soon! on the 8th. 4 more days! :P ~me~ at 7:08 PM
im feeling lazy. i dun wish to do anything tt uses too much of my brain. i just wanna lie on my comfy bed to NUA NUA NUA.. but i cant... esp when i have to leave tmr. leaving home for a total of 7 days means no internet, no chinese food, no mary's bolster, no buddies whom i can HTHT with. im scared too cos tmr marks the beginning of my solos. just now was chatting with ZX over the net..he asked me abt my new yr's resolutions. hmm.. havent tot of it yet. ~me~ at 11:53 PM
 Melbourne was great!
~me~ at 6:53 PM
 one night affair in Shanghai
~me~ at 6:53 PM
happy new year, folks! its 2005! i went missing since i left home yesterday morning. went STC for the last time in 2004, gave my 836 buddies and ms foo hugz b4 left with ren... the special guest for my grad ceremony. hes damn comical esp tgt with ericia's bro *who is coincidentally his sec sch classmate*. so buay tahan! both of them entertained themselves so well at the mockup with the carts and seats, taking numerous photos near our classroom with the paper model. haha.. anyway, ren is nice to send me to amara hotel where i met with the rest of nus gang. had our indonesian buffet dinner near the hotel. food was so-so and the service was worse.. bad.. i dun find my money worth in tt meal. anyway, after tt wendy n i went to look for cake for pearly. hmm.. walked around and i happened to spot XH at the atm machine, backfacing us. haha... so both of us quietly crept behind XH and i shouted "DA QIANG!!" haha... i think tt gave her a big shock. haha... cant find any cakeshop tt is still open at 10pm so we eventually got her a cake from the hotel. wanted to spend the night catching up with the rest but i was toooooo tired to do so... and i collapsed after cutting the cake. haha.. woke up next morning, had a quick bath and i hurried to the dentist again. hmm.. i dun think tt dentist did a good job for me loh and im sick of gg back to him for the forth time.. quite alot of money n time spent. so i think my next appt will be cancelled and i'll seek for other better one! straight after tt i met up with B for my insurance appt. wah! wat a bz day manz! we talked for the entire afternoon b4 i took up the plan he drew up for me. hmm.. pocket is really getting a extremely big hole... its nice chatting with B, someone who can gimme some advice in wait! the story hasnt end yet... hehe. he sent me to jj's house for dinner. a nice homecooked dinner with sa gers and had a discussion on the topic of "MEN". haha.. i din stay for long cos im out from home for 2 days and im exhausted. so far i met 2 of my largest groups of frenz.. except for the jss gers. wonder how they r doing now.. hmm.. really miss ya gers. A brand new year with a brand new beginning. Have a great year ahead! ~me~ at 12:46 AM
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