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stupid blogger! i typed one whole long entry abt my SNY last night and it wasnt up! hmm!!! wasted my efforts! not gg to write it all over again... so i'll just summarise.
it was nice trip but too bad its short so din managed to see much of tokyo.. cooling, clean n polite pple over there. as for the seniors.. hmm, both good and bad. dun really understand what those pple are thinking when they turn nasty. why do u have to do this? yah yah.. and ur reason is to " make u learn thru the HARD way so u will rem for life." or " tts the culture, u have to go thru." are their methods really effective or is it an excuse to cover their ass? hmm.. only they themselves will noe. ha.. we just have to swallow our pride now. be it good or bad incidents, we have learnt. :) huiying: i cant find the shawl u asked for, maybe its out of stocks. and i realised the 100 yen shop can be found in singapore. it is actually DAISO in IMM. maybe u can try your luck there.. :P pictures here! ::NARITA:: ~me~ at 11:30 PM
~me~ at 1:36 PM
although it was a short trip, i feel so so tired after a day of rest. great to be at home now and being pampered by mummy! the trip was a rather interesting one cos i did learn alot and managed to take a peep into narita. some not so good things happened as well. to nrt, worked nonstop for 6.5 hrs with almost a full load of 310 pax. had a nice and young mentor, yana who is only 20 yrs old. i followed her throughout the whole flight, did most of the stuff tgt with her. however, i need a lot of guidance from her and other seniors and courage before i carry out the work. hmm.. who is not afraid? started off quite badly cos i accidentally hit a pax's face with the corner of the large melamine tray. all i have in my mind at that moment was "DAMN! what have i done!?" lots of apologies of cos.. and im still feeling guilty now. i also forgot requests lah.. missed out 2 ladies for their refreshments lah, etc etc etc.. ha.. so blur huh? the set of crew for this sector were nice, nothing funny came from them and they were willing to share and were forgiving. the stop at narita was a short one. did nothing much except gg for meals and a 3 hr shopping trip in AEON. hmm.. was a little disappointed cos there werent much things to see in AEON and ivy werent interested to shop. *huiying, i cant find the shawl u wanted. haha.. maybe its out of stocks. btw, the 100 yen shop is actually the same as singapore's DAISO in IMM.* the weather is great over there.. cooling! polite japanese, a few cute jap guys, great service, nice packaging, clean env but expensive stuff. ha. good things doesnt happen all the time. the trip back home wasnt as enjoyable. although i did less work, i got more nasty remarks. felt like an idiot, same sentiments for my buddy. but im better off than her.. cos those i worked with are much nicer pple. hmm, like wat others have said... nasty remarks doesnt mean its bad, it makes u smarter next time. okiez.. time to sleep. its getting late. ~me~ at 1:36 PM
~me~ at 2:50 PM
im excited.. cos i might be meeting san at either syd or mel! so interesting to meet up with frenz overseas and knowing they will bring u ard to makan and jalan jalan.. im looking forward to see her! ~me~ at 1:21 AM
was busy packing and thinking what i have miss out. hell lots of stuff to carry with me. hate it leh.. i love travel light light light u see.. halfway done. i shall contd tom.... also, i really need tom to refresh my mem for my work and preparing my bible. *deja vu* hmm? anyway, im now toking to a very nice pal of mine.. got me an amulet sometime ago and is telling me NOW to take care and be back home safely. ha. seriously there's no one who has ever done tt to me, with the exception of my family lah. yupz, mary is touched... haha.. will catch taxi or incredibles with u when im back. :) ~me~ at 1:16 AM
 
~me~ at 12:44 AM
 STC party last fri
~me~ at 12:43 AM
im having another test tmr so i gotta spend time studying tonight. i feel as though im back to nus days, but with easier papers. ha. * bz mugging tgt with my nus pals* later gotta print out notification cards as well. i havent start doing my " bible". hmm.. i wished i had more time. ~me~ at 7:04 PM
!#$%^&#$*&^%$#! AND u bloody idiot, better stop all ur nonsence! i felt so much like slapping u today! i had enuff!!! ~me~ at 8:15 PM
 a nice cosy corner of spore
~me~ at 11:08 PM
 at cafe cartel
~me~ at 11:08 PM
 a colourful life with frenz
~me~ at 11:07 PM
if i say this weekend was great , i would be lying. but it is not to the extent, BAD. everyone has childhood cartoon idols, smurfs and little twin stars are mary's fav. as for straberry shortcake, i cant rem how exactly she looks like but yesterday the one i met looked so much funkier and skinner. ha. and shes indeed KAWAII! i went to forum last evening to peep at her and queueing up tgt with the kids to take pics with her. how amusing. i guess jj must be wondering wth mary is behaving like tt and did env change me to such a " cutie" ger? =P once again, i had a good dinner at orchard with the s14 gers and another table of peeps with my "supposed admirer". haha.. *we wanna make LY confused u see.. who ask her to be late?!* i was being naughty last night i guess, kept making fun of the gers and told lies abt how tt admirer trying to pick me up. haha... later on, the gers went shopping tgt and headed cafe cartel for another round of food. we had this 10 scoops of ice cream and some cheeze sticks. horrible horrible.. im eating so much junkie lately - buffets, fried stuff, ice creams, bday dinners, cakes! i really hope this wont cause too much side effects huh! heh. we chatted alot, from cafe cartel to the bus stop, to bus NR5, to jurong west, to the walk back home from jurong west. i really shared alot with LY this time. in the past, i dunno what i shd tok to her. i simply keep everything to myself cos i dun wan her to noe and make things worse. yesterday while walking home, she brought up tt topic. actually she knew very little abt it and most of the time, im feeding her with wat had happened then. bringing up the whole thing wasnt so easy for me but i was honest to her with how i felt and the actual things i see, i hear and i know from tt incident. she also shared some of the stuff she knew, which i dont. very astonished to hear something bad from her. felt terrible, hurt even though it was so long ago.. she was quite shock to hear the things from me too cos she never knew things were so bad. other than tt she also mentioned some disappointing acts tt our frens have done. it was a v depressing nite. actually its morning.. we talked until 4 plus. woke up early this morning for my tuition and im back here to rest as well as sorting out some tots before gg to ed's bday celebration*again!?* i dun wanna pull a long face there loh. i guess, im a better person now, knowing what i want better, a little more independent and less naive. i was too foolish in the past thinking human beings are good, they wont do anything too bad as long as u are good to them. i kept reprimanding myself for causing the bad things tt have happened. it was last night tt i came into the light... my part of mistake wasnt tt great compared to what he has done to me. seriously he doesnt worth it. hes such a jerk and shes a damn idiotic bitch. wish them good luck manz. I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love till you've been burned I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone im very thankful to LY for sharing and comforting me. making me realised what i did was normal and im worth more than what i used to think.
~me~ at 1:14 PM
went "swimming" today. it was rather fun struggling in the waters like the doggies at the beach. heh. we had to climb onto this raft, which is not tt easy to reach. poor farah had to try alot of times becos her long legs got stuck somewhere and she couldnt push herself up. the process actually requires alot of strength to push oneself up cos there isnt any external help. im quite happy with myself cos i managed to get up on my first try. haha.. initially i tot i cant make it again but actually i did it! confidence, confidence... after class some of us headed to the party. we seemed to be the youngest and the only CC ard.. rather weird leh.. anyway, B was called on stage to perform bar top dancing and she dragged a few of us to join her!? -_-" wanted to run away but mr tang came to "catch" us to the stage. so... we saboed him as well! haha... cant wait to see mr tang dancing on stage leh!!! but in the end we only did a short decent dance. haha.. so malu loh. batch 836 got its fame after tonight manz.. everyone there knew abt us. hmm! :P btw, im v sick of bimbos... argh!!! i cant say anything but to keep it to myself. ~me~ at 11:42 PM
the most fun day i had in these 2 mths! stayed back all the way until 9 plus to do the deco for tmr's STC party. we screamed when balloons brust, grumbled when food is not here, luff at all the stupid things we have done, chatted while working and shouting at each other at STC lobby *something we can never do during the daytime*. its always good to have frens doing things tgt, then makan while working.. it feels so much like the days i spent in sci club preparing for camps and events... i met up with my ward leader today. a nice chap who is so nice to reveal part of my team's shedule for year 2005. 2 jan 2005 is my official work day and im off to a faraway land for a week! wow. haha... i guess i will be a little home sick then. luckily i still have ivy with me! :P ~me~ at 1:26 AM
2. when many girls are together for too long, they show their ugly sides. and they bitch alot. 3. each one of us has our own flaws and plus pts. can u identify them yourself? wat can u do abt it? 4. wat do u expect out of this life? are u doing something u really like? had my last tuition session with my sec 4 kid today.. feeling a little sad and sorry. ~me~ at 11:52 PM
the lessons i had lately never fail to put me into sleep.. *ZzzZz* dunno the problem lies with me or with those instructors. heh. anyway, the practical sessions were slightly better. had to scream at the top of our voices today.. hmm.. mary doesnt have tt loud voice, so i had to try a few times, forgetting my lines everytime! hehe.. yulia made a really stupid mistake and somehow they invented a new command: STRIP! STAY OVER! STAY OVER!! LIE DOWN! LIE DOWN! so hilarious! even more hilarious than ericia's.. amy just called and told me tt little imp's english has improved! yeah.. im so happy for tt little one! i admit my ENGLAND is not powderful and i dunno how to use flowery ang moh to express myself. but at least i can handle primary one english lah... hehe. think im gg to get her a little pressie. maybe the princesses' stickers or hello kitty ones? a chance for me to shop again. ha... yupz, i have my comp up. actually it has been working for a week but i was bz installing this and tt once again.*i havent finish yet loh...* thanks steven, who help me to fix my HDD. even the comp expert like him doesnt noe wat had caused the HDD boot file to be corrupted. who bothers abt tt now? i have a brand new pc BUT with some files lost. yeah, im ready to upload all my pics.. but not so fast. so just stay tuned. :) ~me~ at 10:32 PM
 My giraffe is talking!
~me~ at 10:13 PM
 After class...
~me~ at 10:12 PM
my cousin just came with his new gf to pass my mum some stuff. hmm, im a little disappointed with him; his frequency of changing gf. a few weeks ago, he told me he is trying to get his old one back and now he has a new one standing right infront of me, his 6th/7th i think. tts so quick. hmm.. why some guys would rather try out all the gers out there than to find a suitable one to be with? ~me~ at 7:59 PM
a v fun day out with nus peeps and ben. had a sumptous lunch at fish and co., had the chance to flash my staff pass for disc, shop shop shop, bought this winter coat from zara * having all my frens to choose for me*, laughing with the gers, chilling out at harry's bar, making siyun's bday a memorable one by asking the cute bartender to take a pic with her... :P this week have been real bz, tiring and fattening one for me. shopped for 3 days, ate and drink quite alot, got home late most of the times *wats the time now huh?! all thanks to ben and his car, or else we will be still left stranded on the road. haha.* and making mum cook dinner for me when im not coming home for dinner. heh. sorry mummy! also, my bank account is getting a little low due to expenditure for SNY and socialising. yah, socialising does make one tired. dun understand how pple can tahan socialising every night. ***************************************************************** "sorry for not being understanding and for the stupid things i have done... " ~me~ at 2:30 AM
how long havent mary been ircing? erm.. i guess its abt 4-5 yrs. last time i was so hooked to it and every nite w/o fail i'll be there chatting with pple like bran, jus and him.. times have change. no more ircing and im now with my msn. hehe.. was having a multi-conversion with the sa pple. crapping with one another and teasing joyce. felt like we were back to jc times. anyway, my msn email is at ernie888@hotmail.com. frens who doesnt have this, pls add me k? okiez i gotta go back to contd the project of renovating my comp. hmm! i'll be an expert after so many reinstallations. ~me~ at 10:35 AM
"i just wan the world the way i want it to be but i noe i cant." ~me~ at 1:24 AM
we decided to sos instead, walked all the way there and realised it has closed down. haha.. zh was grumbling n grumbling cos he was sweating all the way and feeling v tired. finally we got ourselves at the newsrm bar. the music last night was great and we were on the dance floor for like 3 to 4 hrs. saw a few familar faces there.. some sa seniors, jss senior and ACYY. yupz, newsrm has a different crowd from zouk and adrian finds himself too young for this place. gotta know a few more pple this time - jj's frens. this ger teaches home economics, looks rather demure but when she started dancing esp when she with the pole, *woohoo* i think guys will nosebled. ha. everyone has different sides of themselves. hmm.. sometimes i wonder who exactly am i? i havent got the answer yet. im just weilin, me and myself. :P feel so nua now... mum is scolding me for not gg to bath. im just lazy.. ~me~ at 6:28 PM
anyway, i saw huang hui today at STC. shes in batch 838. i almost cant recognise her cos she had her hair tied up. i think she looks better with short hair.. oppz. :P im surprised and yet not surprised to see her there. contradicts yeah? my mum also have the same sentiments. haha. okie, back to studies! ~me~ at 9:25 PM
its not tt we did not paying attention to wat he has demostrated. just tt he went thru everything so fast and so unclear and suay suay im the first grp who did it without prac at all. scold us for not practising, scold me for not being loud enuff, scold me for not compressing with enuff effort, scold me for being too quiet and not communicating well with the other helper, scold me for not holding the face mask tight to the face and making the air leak, scold me for being a poser who only knows how to wear the uniform and noe nothing. he also said my fren for laughing at a corner when he demostrated.. which is untrue. if he's nasty to us when we did the techniques wrong, i wont be so mad... but not when he started making unreasonable comments abt us. i know its impt to learn the CPR well cos it involves life and death and he gotta be firm.. but we have never tried b4, not even prac it loh. so wtf... i was also v disappointed with myself.. why cant i compress harder, why cant i control the air better like others? why am i so useless? ~me~ at 7:38 PM
****************************************************************** after having a few days of bottled up, sucky, pissed off feelings... im feeling much better now. maybe its bcos i met up with my uni frens today to celebrate leo's bday! yeah yeah... nice to see them. we had our dinner at crystal jade and after tt we went to see baby sharks at indo chine. its a very nice place to chill out. i always wanna go in but everytime i only had the chance to walk pass... heez. i had honolulu, a place which i always wanna to go.. *dreaming..* :P i took a few pics.. guess i will only upload them after my darling is ready. if u r reading this... yun: have fun to be ur strawberry shortcake and rem to inform us the dates n venue! :P leo: yoz.. take care ah. dun fall sick again liaoz! nsp, gina, ampk, jason, tracy: study hard hor! play hard after exams. wahahha~ all the rest: have a great day! ~me~ at 1:10 AM
~me~ at 11:22 PM
after work, i went for a mini shopping tgt with sashi. bought a first aid pouch, the one which esther said she wanted long ago.. only now then i realised the convenience to have one. hee, cos i can throw all my medicine, medicated oil, thermometer, plasters etc in. futhermore, its cheap! the uncle gave me 40% off for tt. :) btw, something spooky happened while i was shopping again! hahaha~ yupz, my online fren just came back from syd. so happy for her cos she seemed to have enjoyed her trip and have learnt alot from it.. hope mine will be a pleasant one too! ~me~ at 10:32 PM
the day din go too well as i expected it to be... its so boring and tiring to stay in class all day to see the slideshows and videos.. i started to wonder how i survived my long lectures in nus.. anyway, everyone looked different today.. actually much more prettier with our hair down. there goes without saying.. for MARY! omg.. haha. was late again for the dinner with jj and zh cos i totally forgot abt the jap culture tok tt we r supposed to have after class. luckily, they din blame me.. haha. ate at thai express and i had my water accidentally spilled. hmph! the person wasnt really helpful in cleaning up.. but at least she offered serviettes. hmm.. i seriously think tt after all my training, im getting more n more particular abt customer service. ~me~ at 1:03 AM
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