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today we had a long long lecture in class which made alot of us really dead. a great deal to know abt wines and alcohols... think i can be expert when i drink tgt with my other frenz in future. haha..
i drank the most variety of wines and alcohols tt have i ever drunk all at one go. started off with beer, then to the wines, then to the 20 types of cocktails.. which i din managed to drink all of them. bloodymary sucks.. its really spicy with a weird taste. and i feel as if im drinking tomato ketchup. anyway, i made gin tonic all by myself!! * as u can see from my pic* its a really nice drink but spolit by me cos my "argaration" is bad. its a double gin plus tonic. :P cointreau is horrible; tia maria is great although i dun drink coffee. and so is BAILEY'S IRISH CREAM! yum.... like choco ice cream. :: wine and cocktail class:: check this out.. :) ~me~ at 10:23 PM
 aiVee and Me ~me~ at 10:00 PM
 Gin tOnic by maRy! ~me~ at 9:59 PM
first abt my F&B instructor. dunno who is supposed to be the actual one but today this complicated backgrd person came to take over the class. initially he shared alot of experiences with us. really enjoying.. and he mentioned abt the 3 As. Adapt, Accept and... forgot the last one.. oh my.. my memory is failing. anyway.. he also told us abt how different each individual is and we shd understand each of us have diff thinking etc.. its really mind provoking. in addition, he mentioned abt karma.. which i really believe in. " if u r nice and good to a person, the same thing will always come back to u." - a good piece of advice for my dear K. i really hope she wont be one of the bitchy gers bullying juniors next time. but as time passes... the fox showed his tail. first, he kept giving excuses tt he din sleep last night and was being called up last min this morning for the training. once or twice is enuff... u dun have to repeat it so many times. and btw, he tried to hide tt when someone mentioned it to our instructress! cant even admit for something he has done? still trying to keep his image? second, i feel hes quite a "ham sup" guy, told us abt the kinky stuff, make fun of human's anatomy alot alot of times, made fun of my frens' assets... hes really too much for the last pt. also telling us the donts and shortcuts tt some pple have done and to him seems to be acceptable.. hmm, pls! u r an instuctor and u r teaching us these stuff? yah true, pple will eventually become lazy and also wont abide to rules tt much.. but dun forget u r still a teacher to us, u shd groom pple to do the right things and not the bad right? in this case, how can a good env and attitude be maintained? how can we respect u when u have such an attitude? and i feel hes not impartial enuff from the way he told us abt how he handled the pple under him. sigh.. as for the lesson stuff, he din cover alot. he basically just browsed thru.. more crap instead. my impression of him got worse and worse as the day pass by.... no more of him! okie.. today ericia drove us to JP and imagine my way from carpark to getting out of JP, i met 7 pple all at different locations! goosh, they saw me with the digusting makeup! and i tried to hide from junming cos i noe he will def laugh at me.. haha.. super funny scenario. i hope zhongren din see me although soo li did, i think. i just dun feel like seeing him. btw, ivy reminded me of XXX today. i was like dumhal and felt the pain when she actually hit me with tt two words. hmm.. shall keep away from tt topic. ~me~ at 11:56 PM
anyway, i was amazed with the amt time i spent sleeping last night. i think i slept near 9pm and all the way to 6.30am this morning! i cant really pull myself out of bed this morning cos its was so comfortable lazing on bed and also my brain seems to be a little tired due to a dream. a weird dream again. bcos of too much thinking done in the day? hmm.. perhaps. tmr is my beverage class, im so excited loh! i wanna learn how to make singapore sling, long island blah blah blah.. and i wanna drink too! wahahhaha~ ~me~ at 9:03 PM
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im sooo sick of repainting my nails over and over again. one nail chipped off and i tot it will be a good to repaint all of them and a chance to master the skill. but same problems arise again tt made me mad. it somehow has to do with my perfectionalism. i want them to be perfect, so any small mistake i made, i will remove the damaged one and as a result some other well painted nails are smudged, dented, all u can list.... *domino effect* SO, i gotta remove all and start painting the base coat, the red col and the top coat all over again. hmm.... tts a chore u noe?! nm abt the money spend buying these items, which arent very cheap. its more of the efforts and the time spent. hmm.. anyone has tips to do a nice manicure? help me pls... haha.. its really troublesome to look pretty and nice. " there's no ugly people, only lazy people." im not feeling v well either. having throat infection and blocked nose, must be the mooncakes. but they are hard to resist! think tmr i will go see a doc at STC since i dun have my staff pass yet. lalala... gotta enjoy my weekend at home b4 the week starts again. ~me~ at 2:38 PM
2 weeks have passed.. really fast. learnt lot during this period and found out alot more on gers' behaviour. haha... yupz, wat i can say is tt most gers i noe here are so different from those i noe previously. they tend to be more fun-loving, more out going and beauty concious. maybe *without realising* i have changed to be a little more vain than b4? haha... no choice leh.. esp when u r in this line and the outlook is so impt. i wonder how pple see me when they meet me on streets or public tpt. they always give me this funny look as if im an alien. *oh yes, i mean when im with the makeup on* i do feel out of place. i hate those stares. yup... abt the crazy n noisy bunch of gers in my class... theres something real funny tt happened today. we had our communication class today with a british guy. hes such a cute guy... tall and quite nice looking.. and according to many, he has a *ahem* butt. haha.. anyway tt not the pt tt makes him so cute.. for such a big sized ang moh, he actually BLUSHED when we teased him and he tried to hide his face! hahha... we were like interrogating him when he asked if there's any questions to ask abt him. we asked alot of personal questions and constantly push him to answer when he tried to change topics *winkz* haha.. there was a part when we have to do role play. bao er is supposed to be the FSS and he is a passenger. we were anticipating funny stuff to come from bao er cos shes a bullet train who can speak monotonously and without all the pauses. she did not let us down but this time in another way! her first sentence: "Good afternoon sir, what can i do WITH you?" omg! laughter broke out for abt 5 mins and the instructor's face turned red loh. hahaha... poor instuctor, you have been "sexually abused" by batch 836. heh. ~me~ at 11:36 PM
cant rem wat actually happens but do rem the character in my dream... today i went to take pics for my visa tgt with some frens. the photo came out really ugly loh.. haha.. but no choice, its already taken and i cant be bothered to retake... " qin cai lah.." just use watever i have. i'll be collecting my passport at ICA tmr after work i think and mon we will be gg down to do our visa with my pic and passport. kinda anxious... cos ms foo says the person will do an interview. haha.. so weird, do visa also need to interview.. dunno wat stupid questions will they ask.. yupz! toking abt interview... fuji hunt send me a letter today! guess wat? they send me the letter to inform me im unsuccessful for my interview... duhz loh! i went for the interview like way back in july! hmm... efficiency so low huh?! anyway im not interested in working with them also. their welfare for staff is so pathetic, and they expect us to slog like hell for them. peiyun just called me on my hp and im so pissed off by her. she keeps pushing me to go for her biz plan functions and toks... blah blah blah. i really dunno how to turn her down.. i just tell her " im not interested. if i go, its also useless." sigh... i simply cant stand pple who pushes me to do something i hate. i haven finish reading her book loh.. hmm.. cant be bothered to read and also bcos im tired. i just wanna rest n slack after i got home. work is really tiring. ~me~ at 10:24 PM
my life now is so different from the past, where i could sleep at wee hrs, skip lectures, dress, behave and wear whatever i like.. doing titrations, heating in lab with my lab goggles and messy hair.. haha come to think abt it... its really fun to be in sch tgt with frens. now, i have to follow strictly to 101 rules set by the company. although im not a rebellious kid, im quite stubborn; refuse to adapt at times. i simply dislike major changes to myself, pple putting tons of rules tt brings inconvenice and discomfort to me. but i cant do anything cos im already in it. haha... i gotta be more positive abt it, think abt my ultimate dream. :) today we had our grooming class again. all of us were so stressed and were constantly touching up our makeup. after the check, we were supposed to clean everything off. haha.. so fei rite? put on so much colours and gotta remove it right after touching up. anyway tts not the pt i wanna say... hehe. the thing i wanna pt out is..... MAKEUP DOES WONDERS! haha... all of us look so different after removing the shield tt hides our real face from the world out there. flawless porcelain faces becomes dull faces with dark circles and marks. haha... *okie.. i admit i dun have fantastic skin as well. :P* even though i dun look tt nice after cleaning my face, i feel so refreshed after getting the makeup off my face. and yes, thats the real me. getting more n more tired as the days pass by.. and im gg to sleep now. heh. ~me~ at 9:26 PM
went home and started colouring my nails RED! yucks. and i sucked at this. i got so pissed off hmm.. outcome is terrible so im gg to repaint it later. and yah... i dyed my hair again just now. this time im using black. argh.... *if u interested to see mary in her disgusting makeup, check out my album under batch 836. haha... * ~me~ at 9:30 PM
anyway, today we had a bday celebration for ah ma. lots of pple come to my place. hmm.. havent had such gathering for long long time. huge crowd in my house.. i hardly have much place to be in except for my room. ha. food was fabulous! yum yum! im gg to gain weight manz. haha.. but i cant be bothered. eat liaoz then decide. i really miss toking to ren n the rest of my cousins. its good to catch up and also have a good laugh at his funny, crappy jokes. 4 of us (me, di, ren, hui) went hollad v at abt 8... to this nice cafe like place. forgot its name.. but a nice cosy corner. i had my dose of ice cream for the week again! ha.. ice cream on apple crumble! *drool* gotta prepare for tmr's lesson! :) *A HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETIE IN ADELAIDE!* ~me~ at 12:06 PM
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anyway, gers are forever gers. they will come tgt and form a mkt, gossip gossip esp on beauty products, food, clothes, money and sometimes other gers and their bfs... im trying to get used to it... sometimes i just feel we are a little bimbotic. haha. ~me~ at 9:16 PM
i haven got used to this lifestyle..to wake up super duper early in the morning and i cant sleep at night. and tons of notes are stacking up *goosh its only 3rd day* i din read, simply come home and wanna slack. i even pushed back my tuition class. lazy mary. ~me~ at 9:25 PM
 Happy Birthday Stacey! ~me~ at 9:16 PM
okie dokie gtg.. cos pig wans to use comp.. ~me~ at 10:11 PM
pimples on my face. damn. ugly manz.. and painful too.. with the makeup, it gonna make it worse. now i have to go n prepare my "bun-ing" for tmr. heh. to jason.. i dun think i can tahan until u come online.. sorry for not picking up ur call just now. dunno wat u wanna ask me... im too tired, im gg to turn in soon.. i tok to u another day? ~me~ at 9:21 PM
actually i feel quite sianz to shop today, cos there are simply too many pple ard. but ive got no choice, i need a bag for work tmr. dunno wat to expect tmr. haha.. kinda scared now. feeling a little awkward also as this marks the end of my holidays and a beginning of a totally new env. i dyed my hair back to black... erm.. dark brown actually this morning *stupid rulez*. so sad! i miss the bright col i had! haha... spend money on it and gotta remove tt after 3 mths. yupz.. jason i wore the earrings u bought me! haha.. i looked so AA. :P ~me~ at 11:00 PM
oh shit.. tt feeling is coming back when i realise no one is free tmr. sigh. ~me~ at 1:49 AM
another ugly day. i feel bad, useless, bored. no one to tok to... no one to go out with, no plans, no aims. luckily, frens started toking to me an hour ago. feels much better now.. i hope my work will start asap and all these bad feelings will go away. ~me~ at 1:07 AM
i walked to tbp and called wendy to ask if she wans to come over.. she was woken up by my call. hee, paiseh paiseh! though she may have just woke up, she offered to come down to accompany me for lunch and do some window shopping. THANKS ger! i really appreciate tt. :) we realised the shops in tbp has quite nice clothes. haha.. and cheap bargains esp u wanna get UWN or G2000 wear. they have alot of discount for those out of season designs. eventually i headed NUS. too early? so i spent the afternoon toking to hy in biz n arts canteen. long time no see him.. still as AP as ever. hehe. yupz.. finally AGM is over. congrats to the 25th committee and all the best to u guys. *clap clap* for the 24th. where's my poster kor?! haha.. what a long day i had. ~me~ at 11:48 PM
mary went to queensway to meet jason this evening. imagine i was out of the house with only $1.25 and i totally forgot abt tt when i ordered a drink. luckily the drink cost only $1.20, or else i will be so so paiseh... tt time i was alone! i went shopping by myself while waiting for tt jason to come. saw this nike cap.. comes in pink and white. nice nice.. but when will i get the chance to wear a cap? v little loh, so i din buy. heh. finally he came, got what he wanted and we went for dinner at mac. NOW its my turn. we walked up n down ikea to look for storage boxes and we did stop and see funny stuff. haha.... like the MR SPOKA which he bought. its SooOSOOSooosOOSOOSOo CUTE can?! i like it the moment i saw it. it lights up in blue/red/green and u just have to charge it, leave it by itself and it will GLOW! but i find it kinda ex for a decorative item so i din buy. JASON BOUGHT!! too bad i did not take a pic of it. anyway i got the storage box and a house for the pooh family, like tt cost me 50 plus. hmm.. the items are v huge so i have no choice but to take a cab back home. tts another 10 bucks.. hmm! haven earn money yet and im already splurging. anyway, i was so excited to build my wooden box. spent an hour plus doing it.... i cut my finger for tt loh. tsk. clumsy pig! actually, it wasnt tt easy, the board somehow doesnt fit well and i have to "saw" it with my limited tools - the penknife. ha.. and tts how i cut my finger. 
i also tried to put the pooh family in their home cos they have been homeless for a long time and collecting alot of dust. this is the only size i can find.. slightly big.. but who cares as long as it looks nice. haha. 
super tired now! ~me~ at 1:54 AM
yah, i have been checking out plans for roaming facilities. they arent cheap as i tot they are and u need to have the necessary gadgets (inbuilt WiFi or bluetooth?) which i will end up with a big hole in my pocket. hmm.. im such an internet addict. how can i survive without connection? maybe by then, i will have other more interesting stuff to do and i wont be bothered if there's internet or outernet?! ha. but anyway.. i need to check it out.. anyone nice to advise me on PDA? :) ~me~ at 1:00 AM
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 You are the little prince. Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz. brought to you by Quizilla ~me~ at 1:02 AM
before the dinner started, i was hanging ard the registration table cos im quite early. it really got so sianz tt i jio boss to go walk walk at the shopping mall with me. haha.. erm, 2 of us did attract quite a bit of attention.. guess its becos of our dressing and my makeup bah? or mary looked too chio? *pukez* btw, boss say i look like bai xue gong zhu cos i was all in white... haha! yah.. saw many pple. including char n yueming.. hee. so qiao to see them there. then i saw eugene and we went to get some food before the dinner starts. all thanks to the aunt annies i ate before the dinner.. or else i wont be satisfied for dinner again. after the event, me long bang leo's car back home.. thanks alot, leonet! i guess he was already v tired after one whole day of running ard le. *my photos r up le.. SEE RIGHT* and comes sunday... the old ones finally met up to take grad pics at the esplanade... had alot of fun. me n wendy did pose for funny shots. omg.. i see liaoz also wanna laugh. we had our dinner at magic wok and it really brought the sweet memories in thai back.... we did share different topics over the table this time.. we have aged! haha... and after tt we headed for more food... many many scoops of ICE CREAM. haha.. wat a sinful day! its nice to meet up with frens! 
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was reading a fren's blog and looking at the pics he took for his study grp. was kinda envious of the grp of close frens he has made. celebrating bdays and gg out tgt. i have met them out of sch for a few times.
i kinda like this kind of community living, and i do miss the times when i spend idling after band pracs with my fellow bandmates, sajc gang and to a lesser extent nus frenz. i like the feeling of being belonged to a grp of frenz where u eat, play and study tgt. now i dun feel much of that anymore. hmm.. wonder why this changes as i grow up.. why isnt mary close to her nus frens, her coursemates? issit becos they already had their cliques and i simply find it hard to merge in? or am i so introverted? ha.. some pple mistook me as a v extrovert person. no lah.. mary isnt. true, i have alot of frens.. but close ones.. hmm? pple i noe in nus seems to be so tied up with their personal lives and work. i can understand how my fren of fren feels when she told me tt everyone toks to her for work now. dun worry ger, u can always tok to me, crap also can. ha. as age catches up, we have grow to be more independant. we cant always depend on frenz cos each one of us will eventually move on to our individual dreams. different pple will move in n out of our lives. it can be sad *sigh* but tts how life goes. rem all of us live for ourselves and not for anybody else. *but its always nice to noe there's someone u can depend on... :)* People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. ~me~ at 3:07 PM
i went back to nus today after a tok with peiyun. yah, somehow i felt she wans to hide things from me. to hide her actual job of being "a network marketer" and seems to be trying hard to find better ways to explain her company structure to me. im so sorry, i dun like such biz. i dun wish to waste her precious time with me but i dunno how to reject her. actually, shes not the first one to approach me liaoz. hmm.. just feel tt when u have graduated n out there to work.... pple dun seem to treat u as frens anymore, instead more like a biz target. i guess i will see more of such cases from now on. okie back to nus. i was practically running from eng to sci, to arts to eng then back to sci again. yah, me n ping became the models for the AGM poster. haha. damn funny. wonder wat will be on the poster.. u better do a good job, AMPK! we later went off to see jr at arts... i was so afraid she will scream at us for bang seh-ing her in nus when she dunno the place well. so sorry ger... i talked to them and snapped some pics tgt with our bday gal. hey she noes pearly too, wat a small world! yah, then i went back to meet jason to collect my TB. they r real heavy! think i got stronger after carrying it ard to tuition n back home! wahaha~ i talked to him for quite awhile at sci canteen too... letting out my fustrations once again. dunno why i started all those rumbling.. haha.. but feels great after letting !#$%^&*+*&^%$#! out.. oppz..... :P pple are getting more dressy in nus ah... makes me feel so out of place. ~me~ at 1:16 AM
 Happy Birthday PING! ~me~ at 12:31 AM
After i picked up the clothes at joy's place and played with her snowie, i went to the place where i used to shop quite frequently. wanted to look for some earrings to match the dress and guess wat? i ended up buying a dress from fond hugs! argh.. i actually borrowed one from joy already. i cant resist the temptation leh.. the dress is really nice! hehe. it costs $49.90. i tot it was rather ex for such a dress.. but mum said its considered cheap le. hmm.. dunno lah, i just noe my account is gg down down down. im feeling lethargic now... ~me~ at 12:01 PM
today is teachers' day. i gave caleb a sms and told him abt my interview thingy. and yah.. he called me a "airheaded" gal! tt so him.. too used to it. he will never stop suaning me. i'm so glad tt i can be on such good terms with my teachers; too bad ms chao is already in sydney and bz with her family.. when is that caleb gg to get married? student is worrying for him... anyway, i met up with peiyun this afternoon at west mall to tok abt her biz. yah.... not really sure wat shes toking abt.. but she lent me a book and some other materials to read.will i bother to read? im such a lazy ger. okie! there's something i wanna complain... THE PASTA IN COFFEE BEAN SUCKS! hmm.. wasted my money and i dun feel satisfied for a brunch. after tt i met jason at bugis to buy my stuff. got my CDR.. had a hard time running ard to check for the cheapest rate and nicest designs. hee. and got myself an additional set of rechargable batts for my cam. and yes... today jason is so nice! he actually bought me the huge earrrings we saw from far east! i did not expect tt. never. so i was screaming at him.. "why buy for me?!huh? HUH? why? R u sure tts for me?!" haha... thanks for the pressie and sorry for my attitude... i cant believe u will buy something for me out of the blue mah. :P dun worry i will help u choose another pair for.. .. . . . hehe. yah.. my little imp also got me a bracelet for teachers' day. shes so shy when she pass me the pressie, even her mum also laughed at her. hahaha... sweet little imp. ~me~ at 12:59 PM
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