Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Followed like ghosts behind my back, haunting every moment i can think of. No more happy events in memory, only terror. Happy n blessed as they can be but not me. Harddisk was reformatted but somehow files just recover and it just bugs my system. Noone ever understand tt damn feeling. i feel so handicapped with their presence. Stay out of my boundaries. PLS GO AWAY!

~me~ at 2:46 PM

its almost 1am and im hungry!!!!! have been feeling v hungry lately.. hmm wat happened? am i still growing? hehe... heres some of the food up my mind now.. macdonald's big breakfast. *who is so nice to buy me one tmr morning? i will luv u to bits!* i also want sakae sushi, esp chawanmushi, fried doufu... next i wan a pizza. preferbly hawaiian flavour plus garlic bread. yum yum... then i wanna eat dim sum buffet too! i miss the char siew chee cheong fan. *drool* okie.. something for dessert.. hmm.. i would like to have some mango pudding. hehe.. *gina wanna make for me?* okok.. enuff of this fascination.

i will be free for the next two weeks b4 my training starts so i must fully utilise these days. however, my frens are like so tied up with their work n school. hmm.. wat can i do manz? go out alone to snap pics? sign up for yoga lessons? or shd i join them for dnd this coming sat? hmm..
anyway, kenny called me just now and told me abt the alumni prac starting this sat. i wonder i still have time to go for the practises. its another freaking far destination for me. according t okenny, four scottish dances might be played. :)

~me~ at 12:54 AM

Monday, August 30, 2004

yupz... having loads of free time now. did alot of thinking today. feels moody. sigh.. the reality of life sucks big time. yah, and im gg to do this stupid questionaire to ease my boredom.


SONGS THAT...
makes you very happy and hyper:
[Jolin Tsai's Shuo Ai Ni]

makes you remember your ex bf/gf:
[Gigi's Zhong Yi Ta]

makes you think of your current crush/bf/gf:
[XXX]

comes from your favorite movie/tv show:
[Moulin Rouge; Come What May]

is great to listen to in the mornings:
[Norah Jones' Sunrise; Sha La La La La]

makes you cry/sad:
[hmm.. a few bah? esp chinese songs.]

helped you through a tough time:
[Evanescence's; Linkin Park's; Eamon's Fuck It]

is so beautiful it makes you tingle all over:
[Dances with Wolves sountracks; Shania Twain's Forever And For Always]

---
GENERAL

the first song you remember hearing:
[haha.. i cant rem]

first song you bought:
[hmm. i dun rem too!]

last song you had stuck in your head?:
[Smash Mouth's Allstar]

first song you disliked?:
[i dunno.. but i hate RAPS, Hip Hop]

song you'd request at a party:
[Ricky Martin's La Bomba; think Bond's Samba]

song you'd like for the first dance at your
wedding:
[im not so sure.. never think abt tt. but can i have a salsa dance? heh]

if you have a partner, do you have a song that
is "your song"?
[i dun have.]

song you most want playing at your funeral:
[I hope my band mates will be ard to play my fav pieces! hehe.. Highlights from Chess; Utopia; Dances with Wolves.. and many more!]

song your mum sings:
[ay... dunno wat song is tt! heh]

song you're most likely to sing/dance if
drunk/crazy/happy:
[Bananarama's Love In The First Degree]

ever gone kararoke? If so, what song?:
[def Fish Leong's and Sun's]

is there a song you can't live without?:
[I cant live without you! NAH! haha.. i cant live w/o music in my life! so all songs count bah]

is there a song you would happily ban from
this earth?
[dun need to ban lah.. so mean! haha. at most i dun hear only loh]

finally, name the song you listened to last/are
currently listening to?
[Clay Aiken's Invisible]

~me~ at 5:22 PM

im feeling terrible now. yah, i hate my nose.. forever so sensitive! i keep sneezing, wiping.. and having a dizzy head! yah, a few days later my nose will start peeling. when will it stop??

anyway.. i spent my day at home to be a guai ger. i played with my cam... tok to ms bee online, read blogs.. packed my wardrobe and realised i dun have many proper clothes to wear for work. hmm. training will only start on 13 sept. so meanwhile i must find something to occupy myself. hmm.. 2 weeks, maybe i shd go temp at some place first to get that extra income to buy my "future cosmetics".. yah, dnd is on this sat. many of my frens will be gg... including those gg to be mc and those who were once mc. i dunno if i shd go or not.. cos i already left sch, there's no pt for me to go except to meet up with some frens. hmm.. and this kinda thing is not like gg for some buffet dinner. u have to dress up or else u will feel out.. yah, doesnt apply to everyone but at least it applies for me. dress up = trouble and money. haha...

oh.. i finished my box of tissue paper! ha. joking.

check out my new pics @ http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4145025093

~me~ at 1:14 AM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

u gotta check this out!!

http://www.pbase.com/image/33138584

lovely! well done marc!

~me~ at 3:20 PM

~me~ at 2:36 AM

Friday, August 27, 2004

wow.. today is my first time sitting down watching an entire match for this olypmics. have watched part of swimming, table tennis, volleyball... but today i got to watch the bronze medal match for hockey. china vs argentina. the gers from argentina are prettier! heh. long slender legs. yah.. was a really close match for them. it was until the last min when argentina score a GOAL!



~me~ at 1:18 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

i dunno how many more of such days i can tolerate. IM TERRIBLY BORED! though i like nua-ing at home.. but too much of this can drive one mad. u simply find yourself useless, retarded.. cos everyday u wake up, eat, online, tv, eat, sleep,... and it just contd in a cycle.. wanna find frens to go out but obviously they r bz with school or work. hmm... wat shall i do?

i hate it alot when pple ask me why i haven got a job and telling me to find a rich man, live on him.. so i can go shopping, play mahjong etc.. why always think women are such useless bunch of pple? okie, i admit its a good way to enjoy life... but but its like humilating to one's character - to live on men?! firstly, dun think tt all women are money suckers! secondly, the reason is not tt i dun wanna find a job, just tt i cant or havent found a suitable one yet. pls stop thinking jobs out there are abundant too! yah, if u wanna be an admin clerk, telemarketing officer or promoter. yes, loads for u to choose from. job hunting isnt tt easy, dude.

i prefer to be occupied, doing constructive work. i miss sch. i miss my frens.. looking forward to go out on sat... 3 more days.

~me~ at 2:09 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

i finally found enping.. talked to her. she told me loads of stuff, really scary. unreasonable seniors, petty, has stupidity thinking, bossy... sigh..

"we grads r snatching their rice bowls?"

wah liew.. this is wat age le, still have such childish thinking.. okie, education level does make a difference. :) haha.. opps! but actually im really frightened. serious. cos im someone easily affected by wat others say/do to me... rem once when i was doing my footdrill back in the old days, got scolded by cheewei.. yes! i still rem! cos im only sec 1 then, and he keeps scolding me infront of the whole band... me only! i almost teared. but i tahan... haha.. rem "father" consoled me and told cheewei not to go too far. wonder how my life will be like in there.... *praying hard*

yah, she also reminded me something. i dun blame her for tt but damn.. it just bring all those anger, unhappiness back...

~me~ at 10:34 PM

~me~ at 3:54 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

To Do List:

1. Finish reading all my CLEOs and my lib book.
2. Gotta collect my CD from Eileen.
3. Call Danscen to get back my shorts!!
4. Return nSp her stuff.
5. Get my convo pics from ah hua and huiling...
6. Lastly, i need to pack my room!

###

Not all friendships are the same. You may have learned that the hard way. But that's okay. Today, you may feel like putting your friendships in some kind of order and getting a bit of perspective on things. It's time to figure which of your friends are really there for you when you need them, and which of them show you how much they care about you, and which ones do not. Each kind of friendship can be useful to you in its own way. Don't be afraid to admit this to yourself.

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thats kinda sad eh? u may be good frens in school.. gg for lectures and stuff. but tt limits to sch work only. true frenz are hard to find, if u have one... do treasure them!

~me~ at 3:10 PM

this morning i was supposed to meet edwin at his office to collect my check but but but but he was late for half an hour!!!! i was kinda pissed off.. cos seldom pple will make me wait for them for so long! and i had nothing to do except for walking up and down the mrt station like an idiot. i told myself to cool down.. forgive him.. yah i tried hard to hide my unhappiness, not to flare up.. cos i am late b4 too rite? yah, met up with him and we headed to his office.. and to my dismay, his office is not opened yet! omg... tt means i cant collect my check today and i have to go clarke quay again another day! hmm. wat can i do? say bye bye and take train to habourfront to meet jj loh.

we had lunch at the foodcourt.. and i met this super forgetful auntie. the lady infront of me ordered her stuff already and she gave her another bowl again. hmm.. okie nm.. i just take it as she forgot. then she was so blur to gimme something else instead of wat i have ordered. hmm.. and she tried to collect money from me again when i already gave her... i do pity her ley. if she keeps making mistakes, who will dare to employ her? the other auntie beside her seems pissed off loh.. hmm.. i hope i wont be so absent minded when im her age..

i love the sun and sea.. but the water today is bad. super polluted. wats gg on with the world? pollution everywhere.. when can all these stop manz? hmm.. okie. im getting a little paraniod
here. stop it! anyway... we had our dose of sun while we kayak and lying on that float... hee. reminds me of tt outing with cheryl and huijing. the time when we took so much trouble to "blow" up tt float, when they push the big fat mary up on it and busy deflating it after the fun. haha.... wow, tt was a yr ago loh. hmm... okie back to topic, yah we played frisbee too.. andmade jj to treat us fries *cos she's the onlyone working* while the 2 of us read recruit at sunset bay.. haha. reading newspapers, eating fries, enjoying the evening sun and sea breeze... how nice!

was happy initially when i came back home but later felt irriated.. firstly by my brother.. okie, im sorry for calling ur gf "chou nu ren" but pls loh.. she has her own internet connection, dun do stuff for her when i need to use the comp! u simply ignored wat i told u and go ahead fiddling with ur FRIENDSTER and hers! duhz! u r forever on tt friendster. hmm.. and pls, ur testimonials... i got nothing more to say. then i read a few pple's blog. feels weird... or shd i say i feel weird abt myself.. cos i think im so different from them. i feel so insufficient. yah tts the word to describe... i wonder if anyone has tt problem too. hmm, maybe i just think too much.

tts all for the long long day i had. =P

~me~ at 12:07 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

im tired now.. went califonia fitness to hear the guy out and went shopping tgt with jy, hx,hl... walked up n down the stretch of orchard dunno how many times! my feet ache alot becos of the shoes i wore. today, i met alot of frens! its happy to see frens on streets.. cos i havent been gg to sch and meeting frens its like "wow! i finally see pple i noe!".. catch up a bit with them as well.

did a test @ http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php


You are Purple Wolf, who is simple, cheerful and friendly type.
You don't change your attitude according to other person, and can state your own points of view straightly.
You don't flirt or be too dependent, you are a serious person.
You tend to lack sensitivity, and although you say things straightforwardly, you don't mean any harm.
But others may misunderstand you and think you as cold hearted person.
You don't try to exaggerate your attitude and expressions.
You will not be influenced by your surroundings, and therefore are confident about your own thinking.
This may make you seem as stubborn.
Your hold your own philosophy about your life, and will steadily move on one step at a time towards your objective.
You are very responsible and precise person.
In personal relationships, you tend to be kind and soft-hearted; you can get on with people without thinking about personal interests.
You possess strict economical view and are reliable person.
When you get to your middle ages, you may experience instability for a long time.
You are cool about your love life too.
You don't like bargaining, and will approach with sincere heart.
You grow love slowly, but sometimes you can get in a sudden burst of passion.
After marriage, you will take care of your family well, and be a good wife.

~me~ at 11:54 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004

I dislike rainy days. it just my make day feels much more gloomy. today is just another slacking day for mary. i did watever i can do... reading newspapers, checking mails, watching mtvs, reading blogs... blah blah blah.. and surprising i fell asleep on the bed this afternoon. haha. so piggy eh.

later im gg to JP to meet elson and eric.. it has been a long long time since i last see them! im expecting to wash my hair again when i come home tonight.. .. ...

~me~ at 7:03 PM

~me~ at 12:55 AM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

okiez.. i dunno wat happened to blogger that makes it post my last entry 3 times. i have no idea how to get rid of the extra 2. so, im trying to post a new one.. hopping it will go away.. hee.

i cant sleep well lately, keep waking up. I'm pretty confused with my situation now. yah, im a person who thinks alot alot, esp on things that will change my entire life. i dunno if its a good choice to go ahead with stewardess job. bcos currently im jobless, and i dunno when i will eventually find a suitable "chemical" position as mkt has been real bad. quite alot of my fellow faculty mates arent employed yet. sad. i knew if i go for it, i might not be able to return to the chemical line... i happened to browsed thru a ger's blog. she seems to be a fantastic ger who has the brains n looks. and i admired her courage to give up her position at Deloitte to work as a stewardess. i guess she must have went thru alot of mental struggle.

mum and dad did not forbid me from taking up this job. instead, dad was more than willing to let me go for it.. cos he thinks chemical line is too dangerous for me.. having to breathe in toxic fumes and handling dangerous chemicals. but, tts something i studied for the last 7 yrs of my life and i like it ley.. hmm.. i think im starting to understand why alot of pple say, u wont get to do work for something tt u have always been studying... we gotta be flexible and seize every opportunity tt knocks on ya door.

~me~ at 11:06 AM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

~me~ at 6:46 PM

i actually passed the 4 rounds of "interviews" today!? first was the kebaya test, i wore a ultra tight one.. no choice bcos i dunno which other one i can fit in (there are no sizes available... u gotta trial and error) and im lazy to get it changed. it was followed by the *PSYCHO*metric test... after tt me n cuixia ( my newfound buddy) went to grab something to eat.. actually was me only. haha... saw some trainees with super duper, duper super THICK makeup.. its terrible loh. and i find them ugly. serious. "oh my, am i gg to look like them in near future?"- tts wat i tot...

went for our next round.. the speech on a platform. damn.. the worst round. i duno wat shd i say.. i just crap thru.. serious. my stuff dun really link and my lang wasnt tt good. but i was relieved to noe i din tremble like the first time.. i actually talked for a few mins infront of over 40 pple.. i was so envious of those who really performed well this round. how they link their traits to the qualities of cabin crew, their bombastic ang moh.. splendid! i guess its ur body language and sincerity tt win the judges hearts bah? last round was water confidence test... i tot how high the demo plane is.. chey! its was a few metres above the water surface only!!! so relieved to see tt... i jumped down and did a backstroke to the other end of pool... hmm.. enjoyed playing with the water.. hehe. one whole day spent at changi... tts really tiring.. yupz.. im gg for medical checkup with cx on thur.

i cant believe i did it.. it seems so easy, so smooth sailing... i was initially so afraid of my teeth, my posture, my inadequate swimming capabilities tt wont allow me to get thru... and so i went for it with a play play attitude.. although it was my sec sch dream to be one, i never tot i can really be one.. i tot i will settle for some chemical research or industrial work or maybe even taeaching. hmm, dreamz can actually come true if u really try? im slightly confused now.. a brainless, a hierarchy culture and a not so much future job is infront of me. shd i take it? but its does have its pros... i get to fly ard.. meet different pple. moneywise, i think i need to check out more on it.

but im happy today! not bcos i got thru the rounds but my courage to try and the efforts tt i tried to put in to make the best out of it. yupz.. without these pple, i wun even have tot of trying - aiwei, wendy, wenkang, marc, shuping...




~me~ at 12:04 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

I havent been reading notes and jotting down impt points for a long long time... and last night i actually did. haha... this lazy ger had to do such things just to make sure she will not malu herself too much in the interview...

yupz, currently at nSp's house now... shes bathing so she asked me to entertain myself online.... went swimming jus now.. so now im sniffing away... rather tired now...zzZzZzz

~me~ at 2:20 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

tiring day... woke up at 8 this morning to prepare myself for the interview. the place is super damn far loh.. i almost died on the train. nevertheless, its worth it cos i passed this round. haha.. i was super duper nervous! i trembled when i self intro myself. seeing other better pple ard.. i felt my chances arent high... but hey i was one of the 4 chosen. :P went for the 1-1 interview after tt... the person asked me all those funny questions of which some i really dunno how to answer. purposely wanna screw me loh.

so wat are the 3 destinations in america that SIA directly flies to?

yah.. the next round will be on tue. wonder how bad it is gg to be... whahahaha~

of cos i went to watch hoobastank today. stupid loh., they were late for an hour.... then we were toking crap on the beach.. these pple were there: pam, mathew, wenyan, jason, zf, tracey and me. zf was quite high i guess.. okiez, i was glad tt he enjoyed the performance. for me, i din really enjoy myself cos i dun really noe alot of songs... but was an experience to see how rock concerts are loh.. next time i shall go for wu yue tian one! haha...

~me~ at 1:14 AM

Friday, August 13, 2004

dunno wats wrong with me today.. im super irritable. one small little thing can make me feel very pissed off. so better dun ask how job hunting? *which was practically asked everyday* dun play with me today... think i better isloate myself from pple to prevent myself from flaring up.

thanks wendy for uploading the pics. heres one taken at swendens... just a few days b4 my bday...


~me~ at 5:41 PM

yupz, why am i so concern abt my bro? din i say i dun care abt him? hmm... but i did check out wats happening to him and tt ger over friendster. hmm.. mushy testimonials.. maybe bcos its his first love bah? hmm.. dunno lah, like wat i said... guys like to do sweet talking! agree? haha..
hmm... just have some funny feelings twds his new r/s. nevertheless, hope its a ger he truly loves. it juz bring back some memories...

我在想。。 我何时才能找到我的真爱呢？这世界真复杂， 你喜欢的人不喜欢你，你没意思的人却偏偏喜欢上你。在这一刻，我不知道我是否喜欢上另一个人了。。 因为，我会为他紧张，开心。。 奇怪。非常奇怪。可能我太敏感了吧？我只希望他会永远是我好朋友。。 因为只有这样，才不会失去一个难得的知己。:)

okiez.. sat is my interview and im gg to watch hoobastank concert with ampk and dear. ha. cant wait for tt day.. i guess i'll be terribly tired on tt day. ha.

*joke of the day*
guy: "can i ask why my frens have received their debit cards and not me?"
ger(who noes nothing but gotta act pro): "oh.. u gotta wait a few more days and check.." (pause a while) ".. maybe your postman is not working!"
guy: (gives the -_-" face)
ger: (burst out laughing)

okieZ... tts so COLD!

~me~ at 12:37 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

yah.. i finally picked up the courage to go interview today @ mandarin hotel though its was quite last min to know. i managed to get some advice from my dear vince.. who is WOW so good at bullshitting for interviews and making every sentence sounds so wonderful. haha... actually the interview wasnt tt big deal ley... im expecting the sat one to be more formal and with more standard. so this one is my rehearsal for the sat's one bah... i will do better on sat!

thanks alot to wendy too.. i really appreciate it! it was her, who persuaded me to go for the interview n who accompanied me there... yah, i did get a good experience on how it will be like....

my god, wanna write something else and actually i forgot! oh yah oh yah.. i got hooked to the book " vainity, vitality and virility" at kino. its super ex loh.

~me~ at 10:44 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

supposed to go shopping with dick today but he wasnt feeling well... i never expect to end up shopping with ampk instead. he wanted to buy berms from levi's but he din... as usual, he always end up nothing when we go shopping but its me who buy stuff. hahaha... okie at least he bought a t shirt today. yah, i got myself a nice metallic blue slipper from exodus. hee.. the bag that they gave me was nice loh.. haha.. packaging counts manz. im someone who is very influenced by packaging and marketing. *this is wat ms bee says* which hmm.. is not really good huh.

anyway, tmr nus is starting classes loh. my frens are all going for their lessons and i'll be still having my hols.. i wonder how how how long will this hols will stop and i really get myself a proper job. yupz, mr lee did called me up today to ask if im interested to teach chem to J1 until nov. hmm.. im still considering cos it wont be an easy job plus the fact tt i prob need to take lectures.

~me~ at 12:26 AM

Saturday, August 07, 2004

yah.. after napping for 2 hrs, i was woken up by my mummy's screams at ah di! ate e baked potato until i wanna vomit though its quite nice.. cos too "ni" le..

gotta update more on rag this yr. din really help much this time round cos i guess im really expired liaoz... time for the younger ones to enjoy to learn the "fun" of rag. anyway... i rem helping out to cut the soft drink cans, the zhang ziyi zo cards, making the hairdo, cleaning up the dancers costume and helping my dear shirley to wear her RED stockings. hee. i do regret not signing up for dance for this 3 yrs. i always feel i dun have the requirements for dance cos im shy infront of audiences and i cant do nice shaking moves. but yes, this kind of thing can be trained. not tt once u r born, u can do it. yah.. now i realised im slighty towards the arts area. i like music and tt the reason why i die die must join band or orchestra in sec sch. i like dances also. esp those abstract ones. i can still rem the nus performance i watched during sec 1, when mr shamsudin danced like a retro king with tt grease tune. yah.. and not forgetting i like arti fatti stuff. the more unique it is, the more i like it.

ok back to rag.. i met bran, xx and vince today. had a talk with them.. was so happy to see vince loh. i havent met him for like 8 mths can? tok rubbish tgt, bio gers and guys as well! after tt we splitted to do our stuff. me went back to help out with the float. after so many yrs of rag, im rather sick of it... the dances are always tt few themes. costume designs and the float designs too. i hope one day i can see some breakthrough in rag... hahaha, when? when weilin designs everything.. haha... wait long long long long... this yr's rag guys are quite cute.. better than previous yrs ones. fyi, tt doesnt include ampk and jason. ha. gers wise.. okie only. the dancers n raggers really put in a lot of efforts loh. nm, u guys have done ur best! :)

digusting things happened. yah.. not gg elaborate more here.

yupz, thanks ampk for the necklance. i like it. haha.. close frens dun give presents with price tags yeah? remember tt hor. :P

~me~ at 9:26 PM

went for rag this yr again.. super tired now.. just noe keep falling asleep on the bus.. and b4 i alight.. i hit the bar behind! duhz... im gg to bath. just wanna voice a little of my unhappiness...... mailto:!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(@#$% bloody idiots!

wah liew... immso irritated n tired liaoz.. my dad still niao at me. damn it. impatient pig! argh argh argh!!!!!!! save me......i just need to sleep, sleep, sleep...

~me~ at 4:03 PM

Friday, August 06, 2004

this is for u hubby! u actually forgot to burn my convo pics into ur cd rom!!! i went to ur house for tt and the papers... and u forgot!!!! argh... divorce with u then u noe. hahaha.. i only saw your pics and our funny pics.. hmm.. wheres my convo ones? i want my convo pics.. haha.. why this blur mary forgot to save them b4 formatting my com?



~me~ at 1:46 AM

Thursday, August 05, 2004

my god, i dreamt lots of funny things last night. a few stupid dreams tt has no link. first is abt my cousins of my mother side... hmm.. i dunno why i end up marketing with them @ giant. and also tt person who hasnt been seen for a long time. *kick and punch* get lost manz. im not the spare tyre.

~me~ at 11:17 AM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

yup.. listening to this new d/l song. liked the music but i really noe wat the hell hes really singing cos i cant be bothered to go n figure out.. hee. so here is something i found online:

Fountains Of Wayne: Mexican Wine

He was killed by a celular phone explosion
They scattered his ashes across the ocean
The water was used to make baby lotion
The wheels of promotion, were set into motion

But the sun still shines in the summer time
I'll be yours if you'll be mine
I tried to change, but I changed my mind
I think I'll have another glass of Mexican Wine

She lived alone in a small apartment
Across the street from the health department
She left her pills in the glove compartment
That was the afternoon her heart went

And the sun still shines in the summer time
I'll be yours if you'll be mine
I tried to change, but I changed my mind
I think I'll have another glass of Mexican Wine
I think I'll have another glass of Mexican Wine

I used to fly for United Airlines
Then i got fired for reading High Times
My license expired in almost no time
Now I'm retired and I think that's fine

Because the sun still shines in the summer time
I'll be yours if you'll be mine
I tried to change, but I changed my mind
I think I'll have another glass of Mexican Wine

Because the sun still shines in the summer time
I'll be yours if you'll be mine
I tried to change, but I changed my mind
I think I'll have another glass of Mexican Wine
I think I'll have another glass of Mexican Wine
Wont you have another glass of Mexican Wine?



~me~ at 10:18 PM

Who is she? hee...
~me~ at 3:27 PM

Shuchen me n Jiayin
~me~ at 3:26 PM

Happy Birthday Singapore
~me~ at 3:22 PM

for the past few days i have been busy busy fixing my comp. from installing the CDRW into the comp and backup-ing all my files when my CDRW doesnt work.. hmm.. then reformatting, reinstalling and configuration stuff. YES its damn damn damn irritating, tiring and confusing cos not all stuff goes swee swee for u. there bound to be ERRORS loh. i installed my modem for upteen times until it can work. hmm... in the process of this major operation, i lost files! damn!!! part of my favourite band mp3, my jss and dnd pics. i forgot to save them!!! argh.. but wat to do. hmm.. everything is gone. i hope i can still retrieve some back... cos i did uploadsome of the pics online. although this process made me go mad alot of times, i learnt more stuff abt the comp. haha..

today i bought a tube top with sequins on it. super nice though the price is not tt nice...
~me~ at 1:04 AM