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first my comp is down, cant load windows at all... and my files r at risk of losing! all thanks to dick who helped me got everything back.. but but but the system files are infected with viruses. i specify viruses.. not one only! so i can del them while my sys is unstable and gg to die again anytime! tmr gotta buy CDR to burn all the things i want out.. hmm.. why always like tt huh.. every yr will always happen once!
also ganna irritated by one person. shall not mention his name here. ~me~ at 12:24 AM
nevertheless.. we had fun toking while standing *which almost drove us to death* , gossiping abt mr papaya, who dreams to be an officer. dream onz lah! today got another new target. hahaha. he toked to me ley while the other one managed to save my HP from the registration counter and bring it to me! knew a few new frens who r humourous... and the most exciting thing is tt i went to EQUINOX today!!! wah.. never in my life k? actually long time ago wanted to go up liao.. but nm today i finally had my chance. but i din went inside, i can only peep from the doors. haha... ~me~ at 10:31 PM
when u start working, everything changes. esp the env and pple u r working with. u can no longer take ur own sweet time and do only the things that u like. to survive in this society, u gotta work for it! pple tt are with u changes... as collegues, sometimes its so difficult to treat them as ur frenz anymore. work always come in first, other stuff *see how first lah huh* kind of attitude.. u gotta sacrifice ur time, ur meals, ur health, even ur relationships with pple to climb tt stupid ladder, to get things done well. pple are no longer tt helpful and sincere.. instead they tend to be selfish and materialistic, like only work for the sake for money, for themselves. who bothers abt those who r way below? simply by paying them $$, u can ask them to do any shit u wanna get it done. thinking back, working in sci club... pple usually dun ask for anything in return. we work bcos we like having fun tgt- becos of our frenz r ard! working in a service line is definitely not an easy task. gotta have loads of endurance and patience with customers, no matter how nasty, how evil they can be. u must keep standing, serving, still smilez smilez back at them though u r terribly tired.. giving them ur best service.. damn... i wonder how much i can take tt kind of life... yes! u can interact, u can talk, move ard and dun have to be bound to desks, computers etc etc... but the problem is the pple u r dealing with are not ur frenz, they r strangers. pple who might be super f***ed up, pple u dislike, u hate. gotta reconsider flying... its not tt glamorous afterall. has its pros and cons lah. and one more thing... frenz really get lesser when u work. everyone is bz... sigh, mary no more frenz to tok to. see wat happens tmr. i bet there will be more exciting stuff coming up.. got tt super bossy idiot and that cute guy. haha.... ~me~ at 10:07 PM
 the Adobe photoshop toothpaste!!! ~me~ at 12:08 AM
i went for the dental consultation today.. the doc was a really nice chap. explain everything nicely to me, friendly and most importantly, he did not force me to do anything. he just wan me to go home n consider abt it. does straightening the teeth boost confidence? he did tell me most of his patients are very diff after his treatment.. yah, after tt i went city hall to meet ms bee n ms kew.. haha.. then so impromptu, i joined their briefing and got a temp job! haha.. tmr gotta work lohz. anyway... richmond sent me a very funny pic, done by him.. but inspired my MARY! ~me~ at 12:01 AM
yupz, huixiu's n huiling pics are out.. most of them got my candid lohz. hmph! i look so dumb... hahah... ~me~ at 2:20 AM
had so much fun taking pics today.. with s2 gers n jss gers. actually i was quite lethargic initially, cos not enuff sugar in my blood.. i have no mood to smile to pose. but after the meal.. i went a little seow liaoz.. go ard snap snap snap.. and behave like a monkey. hahahha. someone commented tt i look nice in biz wear. haha.. *grin* maybe i should work in an office instead of of lab. ~me~ at 12:02 AM
actually i think u r great, marc! seriously loh!! after seeing wat my fren took... and i think i look better than the gers in some of his pics.. cos they... erm.. ok, at least wat u have taken is ME! I love music! Beauty and the Beast plus Highights from CHESS!!!!! YIPPIE! ~me~ at 1:32 AM
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 hee! ~me~ at 3:37 AM
oh great... blogger improved again.. now can add in cols and change the font etc etc.. :) actually i went to sleep 2am after trying many times to log on to blogger, which i failed. one hour later, after much tossing around the bed, i decided to do something else than wasting time away.. so i am here. today i met up with shuchen n aiwei at JP. chatted, about job hunting, our finances, our dreams etc... walked ard to see pets *the doggies r super cute!!!*, caught kew with ahem.. and went to the dental clinic as well. i checked out their prices, it was quite ex loh... definitely not something i can afford now unless i get sponsers. yah, aiwei was saying tt if i ask for a loan from jy, she will def lend me. hmm.. suddenly felt tt.. YES, JSS frens are those who will always stand by me, and always so sincere, so nice to me... i dun have to remind esther or the rest tt 9 july is my birthday although they might be bz and arent frequent users of icq. she gave me a very sweet precious moment card tt i love alot. they r the ones who noes me in and out i guess. yah... back to today... aiwei baked cookies again. this time round she added rasins to the cookies. erm... dun really like it but her cookies tasted really nice, unlike tt time when i was ard. ha.. must be me lah. talking abt cookies, i havent baked cookies for very long time. the last one was during last CNY. yah. yah. yah. my cookies are delicious one okie.. im just plain lazy to go n buy the ingredients n dun wish to remind myself........ maybe one of these days i shall bake something again. maybe at gina's place this time? hehe. shes too busy to entertain her fren of fren liaoz.. :) hope she'll be fine soon. ~me~ at 3:01 AM
alot of pple change when they have more cash on their hands.. dunno whether it is good or not? when u r poor, u carefully plan how u r going to spend tt cash. when u r richer, many dun. they dun question much on where their money will go. some may crave for more material stuff, better quality goods, packaging themselves. hmm... suddenly the image on a bimbotic ger just appear in my head. ha!life is more than seeking riches and beautifying oneself rite? tts a reminder for me, cos i think im getting more materialistic.. anyway, i met up with piggy n dawn yesterday. so long never catch up with piggy already.. really miss her alot! we went ikea for lunch, shopped for a while then went daiso. hehe... she's the best shopping kaki i can ever have. we always like to see things, comment on them... and laugh throughout the whole trip. hahaha... i bought some stuff to clean my room cos i simply find it too messy. so i spent my day cleaning n packing. its kinda tired. piggy is leaving tmr.. hope she'll come home soon. :) ~me~ at 12:03 PM
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thanks mingwei n gang for the giraffe. so cute... got this hole which is its belly button. haha.. i keep stuffing my finger in and edwina say it looks like digging e ear. haha. and i was caught palying with it at the mrt station by xiangting when she walked out the train! haha.. malu manz ~me~ at 2:34 AM
 the damn sianz mary! ~me~ at 9:57 PM
chãn khít thèúng khun... ~me~ at 2:14 AM
in e past, i really have interest in clarinet *tts why i bought a plastic one* i like being in band. i love chemistry. i like drawing n colouring. now i seem to lose all these interests. hmm.. which is so sad. cos i dun seem to have anything tt im good at now.. except for.. shopping? haha. anyway, here's a pic of me drawn by my beloved freshie. haha.. hes good manz. 
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I hesitated.. I'm still fliping thru the papers, wanting to apply for the TAP programme and the job at science centre. hmm.. hmm.. ~me~ at 4:37 PM
he told me tt the company is good. has annual overseas trips, 3 mths bonuses... etc. the ger also mentioned its a 5 day, 8.30 to 5 job, possible to send me overseas to work too. i'll start doing tasks on customer service. doing titrations etc which later i might be gg to into RnD or perhaps into sales. okie. tt sounds attractive. but hor... i still have considerations. cos i SO unsure if i like staying in labs. i want a more lively job than this i guess.. hmm.. wat shall i do? ~me~ at 7:05 PM
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"Conservative is one outcome tt has many different causes... and a lot of things are interlinked and nothing is too general enough for someone to define what is wat..." - ampk ~me~ at 1:36 AM
had a family bbq tonight. rather fun to see my cousins ard.. didnt eat alot but enuff to make my stomach bloated. had a bit of icecream as well. wahaha.. too much icecream for this week! within this 3/4 hrs alot of things during the bbq and after it triggered my thoughts... its bad. mary simply thinks too much stuff. not good for health. im simply too serious with certain stuff... gotta have the dun care attitude! ~me~ at 12:25 AM
also, dick bought me a lamb.. so mary has a little lamb now. hehe.. its so cute can? was quite unexpected loh cos hes so busy today.. tot he shd be more concerned abt his contract n commencement... thanks! my sons n weite were also nice... bought me a brownie and sang bday song to me at sci canteen. tts so sweet. they never celebrate bday with me b4 loh. a nice 22nd bday. :) ~me~ at 2:35 AM
btw, thanks wendy for her efforts last night and the rest too. i was a little tired... so maybe i looked a little sianz. hehe but i was really happy to have u guys ard.. thanks! okie.. today is tt special day. hope my bad luck for the yr is gone and will never come back!:) hey, A just gave me a sms hug. thanks! ~me~ at 1:04 AM
alot of things is going thru my head now. ~me~ at 6:45 PM
~me~ at 2:51 AM
today i went aiwei's house to cut my newspapers again. this time round also there to borrow stuff from her. she's so nice today loh... cooked smily face harsh browns for me! yummy... we also tried the grad gown at her place. she forced me to wear hers! haha.. anyway, i borrowed her motar board cos mine looks so sucky on me. hmm.. my head is funny lah. usually smart pple r like tt, cant be helped. haha... i was running short of time. i need to go jp to get some more stuff and i need to travel to cityhall. aiwei's shirt i cant wear, so i really have to go get one or go huiling's place to get from her. but... i was fortunate to be cinderella today! cos i met huiling at JP, right beside me buying stuff and she just collected her shirt! so freaking lucky! after tt, rushed to marina to catch spiderman 2. was tgt with edwina, dick, mingwei, ... was a nice movie.. no wonder it was awarded 4 bites. rather touching at parts when they featured maryjane, pete and his auntie. maybe i shd call myself maryjane then i'll wait for my spiderman to come. wahahah~ tmr is my commencement! ~me~ at 1:25 AM
~me~ at 9:01 PM
wats the difference between a crush/infatuation and loving somebody? do u have a crush and get into a relationship and from there then u develop ur love for the person? or do u really love the person before u guys even get tgt? when we tok abt crush i guess is some part of a person that attracts u. perhaps its his/her physical looks, character, wealth, or their achievements... how abt love then? hmm.. actually its the same huh? but on top of tt, u r willing to accept their flaws and love the person as well. being there for them no matter wat happens and being able to sacrifice fot tt person? in short, for crush you are attracted to the person's good points. in love, you are attracted to everything of that special one. tts mary definition. keke... wonder how long a crush can last. M did tell me tt he has soft spot for his "ex-crushes". if got soft spot then like tt still considered a crush rite? hmm.. maybe its tt special feeling for the person but not crush bah?? complicated. but i do understand wat M was trying to tell me. hehe. another question pops up my head: so can a person love someone (eg. their bf/gf/spouse) and yet crush with another person at the same time? ha! why did mary post such a weird qn? aiyah.. it just came up my mind lah.. hehe. it does happens ok. i guess it really depends if tt person wanna differentiate tt kind of short attraction from the love that he/she is trying to grow tgt with their partners. then to wat extent shd the person stay away from their crush and remain faithful to their partners? its so hard to stay away from crushes for some pple? cos they have certain feelings towards them? hmm... complicated. think it will be DETERMINATION and PRESERVERANCE to prevent themselves to stray away bah... alwayz looking for greener pasture of grass... guess this is just an excuse for those pple who are not content with wat they have. ~me~ at 1:13 AM
~me~ at 11:56 AM
tt stupid guy! im good enuff to let him come my place in the middle of the night. then he still wanna barge into my pig sty. so paiseh loh. so messy... argh. we then went for supper. sO SINFUL mary! today ate alot of junk food! hmm.. time to work out some fats huh! anyway, did have a good laugh at mare's cold jokes and adrian's earring, nosering and mouthring. ha. *Happy Birthday Eesin!* ~me~ at 2:57 AM
we chat for almost 2 hrs i think. wanted to sleep earlier one loh. hmm.. nm, me gotta prepare for interview later lo. kinda anxious now... ~me~ at 11:35 AM
thick sliver band. a gift. same day. for the same purpose. different people. ~me~ at 12:31 AM
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