Sunday, April 25, 2004

i guess i have packed enuff for thailand. hope i din miss out anything. hmm.. will be back soon so frens dun miss me too much! haha. ok char i will try to bring ur jig saw puzzle back.. sobz... bully me. haha.. n esther bagggggy bag.
~me~ at 1:49 AM

Saturday, April 24, 2004

done stupid stuff today.. make myself unhappy only. damn it. but at least let me know something cos im someone who needs to see the big pic.. to noe the truth.. then i'll be satisfied.. so pple like me is very hard to please. somemore a person with so many bad pts. so get lost pple, dun come near me. it will only benefit u. haha..
~me~ at 1:09 AM

Friday, April 23, 2004

hey hey! exams are over! wah.. slept until 10 plus then wake up today so shiok. haha.. slacked on the bed so long... take my own sweet time to eat etc.... n yesterday i went out after the paper. eat lah, watch hellboy lah, shop lah, chat lah... haha... i'm gg out later again. hahaha...

anyway i gotta start planning for my thai trip. i dun wanna end up there forgetting to bring this, bring that. still gotta write a list of things that im gg to buy there. for myself n for pple. :)

hey pals.. im free liaoz.. can always jio me out after i come back from thailand on 2 May.. hee.. and jj... wed onz ah! hee.
~me~ at 11:50 AM

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

If You're Not The One
by Daniel Bedingfield


If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?




~me~ at 12:16 AM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

yupzie.. i just finished my 3242 paper today.. wah! like most of the load is off me!!! feels so light now.. but hor i still got one more it1003 paper on thur. yah.. open book mcq and somemore PASS FAIL option.. so i din have much stress on it except afriad failing it. haha... my little white cards did help me alot today.. love them so much! ha... luckily never waste efforts n time doing them n buying that stupid pen to write. hehe. feels soooo happy now!!!!!
~me~ at 10:26 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

as usual went to sci lib today to mug. but today too sianz to walk all the way in from AYE so i went to clementi to take 96 in instead.. hee. yupz so piggy today. and today i feel much better. cos i dun have to put up a false front infront of pple.

when i came back today saw gege... he went for his bread making class. haha. so fun leh. i wanna try making bread too! yah, mebbie after exam i'll go his place n make the MOST delicious bread on earth.... ha. yah.. abt thailand.. he told me that at phuket we can go for some planned trips ard the offshore islands for the whole day... like snorkelling etc. it really reminds me of the tioman trip with sa gang.. yah, i dunno how to swim loh. that time i have eesin to bring me ard. hmm... how abt this time?

yahyah something i wanna say.. sci lib seems to have more pretty girls lately! i saw one at the digital lib... quite nice n cute one.. then later at level six got one "slutty look" ger (as described by mr ampk) who sat with mr macdonalds... think she is his gf. then a few not bad ones sitting ard.. hmm.. that must be a plus point to guys who studies in the lib huh.. but hey... guys u must do something manz. cos i look ard.. not a single soul is nice looking... =P
~me~ at 7:16 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

pink top, my pink bag and pink slippers. haha.. wore that to my secret hiding place today. my frens were so fascinated by the col combi. haha.. luckily over there not alot of pple know me or else i think i will be the joke of the day. hee.. anyway, its fun. :)

and yes. i bought new.. i suppose they r called earrings. or maybe "ear ornaments". haha. dun worry... its not pink! hehe..
~me~ at 8:07 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

i din go to school today cos i need time to copy my stuff... maybe i will go later cos i might need to consult some stuff from pearly or whoever is there.

yupz.. its 12 plus now and im having the instant bowl noodles. my fav flavour.. hee... chicken abalone.. yah the contents inside has changed.. noticed that for quite awhile liaoz.. no more peas.. yes. i guess someone shd be really happy to noe that...

可能他看见了也会想起我。。。 我们一块吃面的那一天。。。
~me~ at 12:26 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

had my first paper for the sem. at 5 this evening... super sianz. hated evening paper cos gotta wait n wait.... studied until damn sick also... over n over again but still cannot memorise some of the stupid mechanisms.. so did some selective studying. i knew it wont be an easy paper.. no matter how much i memorise. i suppose they wont ask much thats why i din really force myself to memorise everything by hard. yah i was right! the questions are out of the world kind. tok abt gibbs free energy wrt protein structure. ask abt cholesterol. fats in animals in cold climates. ask to derieve the equation for optical rotation. i was so put off after flipping thru the pages. hmm.. i tried my best. write anything that comes up to my mind. hope wont do too badly lah.

now im totally drained.. no energy to do work leh. hmm.. but i still got lab manuals to copy.... hmm.. hmm..
~me~ at 10:46 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

yah.. i shd be studying but study until sianz. since im online.. so i drop in n write some rubbish here.

yah a long day with biomolecules. so many stuff to memorise! okok. i must rem them by hard b4 gg for exam on tue. yes. my fav module for the sem leh so cannot do badly... oppz one test already got 0 marks. hmm..

im feeling a bit the paraniod today. yes. as u can see from the nonsence im writing down. there r things on my mind. even last night b4 i sleep. dumb me. okok. but i cant say here. yes yes. private stuff. shall say no more.

sphingosines.. adenine... galatose... histidine... here i come.


~me~ at 10:07 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2004

hmm... funny funny. lately my horoscope keep telling me abt my dreams... but i dun get any symbols or watever hints leh. or shd i say no dreams lately? i cant rem too lah! hehe...

"A very beautiful, powerful, and vivid dream might come to you tonight. As your psychic abilities are operating at a high level right now, this dream could be prophetic - though not in an obvious way. The symbols contained in the dream may be complex and convoluted. Write them down and analyze what they mean to you before trying to figure out what the dream is telling you. When you think you know the message, follow your heart."

i just find the above message they gave me interesting.. haha.. like as if i got POWERFUL psychic powers leh... arbacadabra! i want a hundred million dollars! haha...
~me~ at 10:38 PM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

I got my dose of laughing "medicine" today @ the library... haha.. all thanks to ampk and gina! but hor... i need to concentrate more on my work! time is running short... but i dun grow taller. haha.
~me~ at 8:33 PM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

yah sleepy. i am tired but still gotta study cos theres really alot to cover. today got a bit seow in school. jumped ard in the discussion rm and grumble grumble. trying to faxie by drawing on the board, writing nonsence. so act cute hor?
~me~ at 10:26 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

yah... these few days have been busy with studying.. n chatting while studying. oppz. thanks to tianyou and jeffrey huh! hahaa... we cannot study tgt i guess. me too talkative liaoz. today i stayed at home n study.. but wasnt a really good env to study cos its really really noisy. hmm.. wait for the pple downstairs to finish their stuff first.

yah.. e thailand trip is confirmed. bookings were made but hor.. i dun feel excited abt it leh.. dunno why. (hotel plus air tic and insurance and jabs think cost already 500 plus!) i do look forward for a holiday but im no longer so excited abt trips as i once were. tok to esther last night and she wans a baggy bag from thailand. i wonder how many stuff i will buy there! clothes, bags, shoes, kind of boring rite? wat interesting things can i get there?

if i have more money.. i really hope i can make a trip to australia... i wanna see eather's house. visit e hill that she always say... make her cook for me to eat! haha... guess she a very good cook now. visit marc at perth so he can take photos for me.. he still owe me photos! maybe i can still catch my DEAREST gf at perth.. then he wil be so touched to see me! yah like real! then go sydney to find xingjie.. or melbourne to see FSS n meishan.. ard the whole aust alone and with my frenz there.. shd be quite fun!

im dreaming...
~me~ at 1:00 PM

Friday, April 02, 2004

sometimes its hard for people to get the courage to admit they are wrong and say sorry to those they have hurt. yah, that includes me. i dun deny that...
to some, a "sorry" is easier to be said to frens than to those who are closer to us. we usually take our close ones for granted never say sorry to them when we r in wrong and as a result, we misunderstand each other, get difted apart.

im someone who thinks alot. really too much. stop it weilin. dun allow someone's remark to affect u so much. pls?
~me~ at 8:55 PM

exams are ard the corner. dun need to elaborate. stressed. no time.
~me~ at 1:28 AM