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a dumping ground for her tots..

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

today.... can say that its quite a happy day for me. i went to a new place to study. a nice n rather quiet place except that pple keep walking up n down. nice scenery too, can get motivation one! hehe.. suddenly tot of my dearest study kakis at c lib. miss them alot and the times we spent mugging for the past 2 yrs. i met up with a few frens who i havent been seeing a long time too!! think only tgt with them i can feel more comfortable, be seow and not being tot of " is weilin ok today?" *that shall be my secret hiding place now! where nobody noes!!!* keke..

just taught my dad how to use microsoft word! haha.. cant imgine that! actually im really happy, at least he bothers to try to learn stuff than to sit there n ask pple to do it for him... :)

~me~ at 8:38 PM

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

"Bizarre dreams might haunt your sleep tonight, but if you aren't careful, the dreams could disappear as quickly as they appeared. The symbols might be trying to tell you something, so you won't want to forget them. Keep a notebook and pen by your bed, and plant the suggestion in your mind that you'll wake up after you've had an intense dream. Then write the dream down before it vanishes forever."

hey! the paragraph up there is my horoscope for today.. i dun really believe in such things cos MOST of the times arent true. (times which r true i will believe loh! haha..) today's horoscope is interesting! and i wonder if it really happens! hmm.. hopefully the symbols are here to tell me the questions for exams! wahaha... okie.. i better put a book and pen by my bed tonight! hehe~

~me~ at 5:23 PM

Monday, March 29, 2004

finally its a monday that i do not have lab session. BUT... i went to school to hand in my report n to zap electrochem stuff. inorder not to waste my trip to school, i arrange to meet hanyang for lunch at arts... a stupid place which i havent been for ages. so i tot i wont be seeing pple today except for how chong and hanyang.. but im surprised i met many pple within my 3 hr stay in school. mark, sharon, justin, gina, decai... maybe i should go arts more often to see my frens.. duh. not many chances left! ha. yupz.. feeling real drowsy now after being bbqed in the oven and effect of lunch....

~me~ at 3:32 PM

Saturday, March 27, 2004

blogging... what does it really mean? i suppose pple just write whatever that comes up to their mind. for me, thats not really the case. i will sieve the stuff that is gg thru my head and only write OK stuff here. sometimes do feel im just reporting what i have done for the day.. which is like so boring!! or just write for the sake of writing for frens to noe wats happening to mary. haha. but its really hard to pen down the tots i have thru by words. maybe i have this barrier to express them cos my england is not so powderful lah. but who cares.. this is my blog, i can just write whatever i want rite?

i din mention anything abt my breakup with him here.. cos i really dun wish to remind myself. what i can say is that for the past few mths, it has been a really tough time for me. to cope with my feelings, work, frens, my aims after i grad n a new lifestyle. i'm glad that have have survive through although at times i might get on the down side. haha. i dunno if i have became a different person but my perspective on issues, pple have changed a little... i dont restrict myself so much now. just do whatever i feel like doing. haha.. to think abt it, im giggling at myself now.

i bought this pink roxy bag. and gain so much attention from frenz. i din buy that to AA loh. haha.. din noe will turn out this way. oh no! i just coloured my hair red. tgt with that bag, super ultra AA i guess. oppz.... i always like toes nails painted with dark cols. it just look cool to me. but i never tried b4 cos i noe i sucked at painting nails and my toenails are too small to be painted. but one day.. i saw this nice col, i bought it and decided to give it a try. i spent so long to paint my nails loh. haha.. ok lah. end result i like it alot.. though some of my frenz are against that col. hehe.. i just go out with whoever i like without thinking who will mind kind of stuff. i stayed out late n go home alone by myself late at night.. opps. morning at 4 am. ha..

maybe one day i will go n tatoo myself. haha.. nah, i dont think so. oppz. hope pple wun mistaken me as some ah lian leh. whaha..

-things i did not do previously or now doesnt mean i will not do it. it really depends whether i want it or not-

~me~ at 2:18 PM

Friday, March 26, 2004

had a lot of mixed feelings today... morning i was fine. happily went to school just that i din managed to wake up earlier to go to the lib to zap my notes. after 3242 lecture went to buy something to eat for lunch. then felt funny, awkward, uneasy. then pissed then upset.... hmm.. shit me lah. why would i feel that way? so irritating. ok lah. i try not to show it when they helped me to dye my hair. really have to thank the 3 of them for helping me. think gina had a lot of fun. its nice. red in col again. :)


~me~ at 8:39 PM

Thursday, March 25, 2004

today is such a erm... dunno how to describe... a very busy yet not busy... but i did a lot of stuff day. i went shopping with gina. first time bought jewellery at a REAL jewellery store.. nah.. im not so rich! im not the one who bought stuff... gina got something for wee leng. a nice necklace...

then went to buy hair dye with her.. shes so excited abt being my hairdresser. hmm.. and ampk will be her assistant. hmm.. wonder wat r they up to.. i pity my hair. ha! then i went to cut my hair.. stoooopid hairdresser.. pulled my hair so hard that i almost teared.. n worst of all she cant cut.. cut until erm.. i shall not elaborate futher. then i also bought a pair of hp chains.. hmm.. waste money on unnecessary stuff again. ok.. but they r really very nice! usually i dun buy one.. but its kiki n lala leh.. so tempted and the boss is so nice to gimme a discount!hee...

came back.. did my tutorial , my 21 graphs for phase diagrams.. really tired mentally. but i still gotta contd. i have too many stuff to do liaoz.. exams coming soon. stressed...

~me~ at 12:55 AM

Monday, March 22, 2004

yah.. was quite blue this morning cos its monday! i had a super duper long lab today. no breakfast n ultra late lunch.. (DIET AGAIN!! so wanna get silmer?? join the chem dept!) hmm.. anyway.. im felt better after i got home. home is still the best place! as usual went to teach that little imp, feriga. today she is so cute. she tied pleats earlier on and when she got home, she let her hair down.. nice curls and with her big eyes.. argh.. so cute!!

toked to her mum again for an hour.. wah.. we chit chat for so long. hmm.. haha... i noe i supposed to be home for dinner (its already 10!!) and studying my biomolecules loh. haha.. anyway.. cant say i wanna go when she tok mah. okie dokie! its tue!

**i posted some more pics taken on kelly's bday... yah, mr branny.. some new photos for ya to see.

~me~ at 11:10 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2004

today is quite an interesting day.. din start off too well this afternoon. but got better later. i do feel gulity cos i supposed to go for band or study at night but end up at marina, watching movie. but its worth it cos the movie was really really nice... buttterfly effect. tells a story which a guy has this power to go back to his youth after reading his journals. has the capability to change history n the future. different outcomes were predicted every time he chose to change the history.. which doesnt end up too good. eventually still a good ending though he din managed to have the girl he liked. the girl is someone i admired in the movie. she played different roles each time the male lead changed the history. everytime look so different.. she can look haggard, stunning, disgusting, girl next door...

yah.. ampk was telling me to go n read my blog n maybe i can change the history too! duh.. my blog is not that long loh.. how much history can i change anyway?? if i can really change.. i guess i will like go back to 2 yrs ago.. remain as frens with him. and now we can still be very good frens...

"...part of the chaotic theory say that any change of event, even a flutter of the butterfly's wings, can lead to a tornado..." -MR AMPK


~me~ at 12:28 AM

Saturday, March 20, 2004

wanna take a stupid test? try http://www.okcupid.com/oktest

haha this is me?

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)


Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.


Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth

CONSIDER: The Loverboy

hanyang says 5 gers he asked to do are all sonnets. hmm... maybe the quiz also cmi kind.

~me~ at 1:25 AM

Friday, March 19, 2004

thanks bran! :)

~me~ at 12:24 AM

Thursday, March 18, 2004

i think i will never get rich in my life unless i marry a super duper rich golden tortise. money is not everything , yet we cant do without money.

if u r rich, u can send your kids to the best school, have the best education. if he cant perform well, u will employ the best tutor to guide him, provide him with the best educational materials, expose him to those high tech teaching gadgets.. including the pc, talking dictionary blah blah blah.. i dun even noe wat they have now. when he grows up, cant get a place in those irritating uni in spore? nm! send him abroad, and he will come back with first class honours.

at home, can employ maid to do all the housework, while the family just relax n do whatever they wan. dun have to spend extra time n energy doing chores n end up quarrelling with each other over this is done or not done kind of shit. for meals, simply get ur maid to cook or better, dine outside. during free time, u can do whatever u wan as well. for kids, be it learning piano, organ, voilin, ballet, abacus, drawing, tennis... etc.. u never noe the kid can one day be a great violinist, or a national tennis player. also this will also enhance the kids' creativity, and might help them out in uni... like science of music (???), or even chances to get them a job. hmm.. parents? wah.. golf lah, majong lah, shopping lah, spa etc etc etc... in short, enjoy life.

u can afford alot more things n better things in life. u can dress better. dress better, allows u to give a better impression to others. u might perform better in job interviews, on dates (of cos u can impress even more if u can afford to buy her stuff, flowers, expensive dinners), or simply when making frens..(yes... reality is as such!) u can eat better. to me, this is not really impt but i do have a sense of satisfaction if i get better food! u can be healthier. money allows u to buy tons of health supplements if u want to. visit the doc anytime u dun feel well.. when u r sick, u also dun have to worry too much about the fees so on.. just pay and get the BESTEST doc to cure you.. provided there is a cure of cos! if there isnt... the best treatment? u can have better bodies, "prettier", more self confident etc.... simply via MONEY! with a car, or cars.. tpt wont be much of a problem anymore... *cars do impress certain girls!*

money can bring alot more convenience too.. like i mentioned earlier.. cars, maid. others include having laptop, hp, any electronic gagdets u can think of. another thing is experience. money can really give those richer much more experiences which the poor cant have. when u r rich. u can go anywhere you want (in terms of studying/travelling)... how long also doesnt matter cos u r rich! get to see many things which others dont, exposed to much more stuff that is going around the world. when u r not so rich.. but more money to spare.. u can stay in halls. which will allow u to experience a different kind of life as well. u can go wakeboarding everyday too.

when u r rich, u can employ killer to get rid of pple u dun want them to exist, u can escape from the law, u can sabotage pple etc etc etc...

there r tons of good/bad stuff that u can do....basically, when u r rich, u can do the stuff u want, like them to be. but when u r poor.. things r limited.. u worry more when u have insufficient, u have less self confidence when u have lesser. u become unhappy.

money is not everything.. but almost all huh??


~me~ at 6:05 PM

Willing to endure, willing to give up, willing to change, willing to do everything for the one you love.

~me~ at 12:27 AM

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

it has been raining alot these days.. hmm.. i dun like it. feels so cold, so moist and my feet and jeans always soak in that muddy water... yucks. dun like the feeling.. cant go to open air places w/o an umbrella.. traffic on the road becomes slower... cant do a lot of stuff.. feels hungry n sleepy easily. skies are dark too.. and all these affect my feelings a little.. yupz.. like "sadness filled in the air ard me"... hope the sunny sun will come out soon... :)

~me~ at 10:00 PM

haha.. spend the night doing this. does it look better? hehe..

~me~ at 1:04 AM

Saturday, March 13, 2004

finally i have the chance to go shopping today! yeah! later i'll be gg to the IT fair to take a look at digi cams. hmm.. duno how much they will be.. me not really willing to spend on lot on that. rather broke liaoz, cos i gotta save up for grad trip if theres one for me and etc etc... everything needs money... well, it really depends on how im going to allocate my money. another bz week has past... n oh yah, i went to NUS wind symphony concert last night.. whahaha.. so cultured rite... yah like real.. the 1st half was nice! they have nice pieces by those usual composers Robert W. Smith, James Banes and Alfred Reed... somehow find their compositions have similar kind of effect on me. hmm... can hardly find any stores that sells band music.. guess i can only listen to them during concerts..

there's a poem that was being showed on the screen last night:

The moment I heard my first love story,
I began searching for you,
Not knowing how blind that was.

Lovers don't finally meet somewhere,
they are in each other all along.

-Rumi-

dunno who the hell is rumi.. sounds so cheezy. haha... anyway... for those who happen to read my blog today... have a great weekend! and do study hard, bran! hee... ah ma is here to support u cos my teeth's future lies in ya hands! keke..

~me~ at 1:18 PM

Friday, March 12, 2004

i'm supposed to do my lab report now on surface tension.. wat the hell am i doing here!!hmm.. was trying to fix some stupid errors in this blog thingy.. hmm.. dunno whats wrong also. the pics and graphics always dun seem to come out as they shd be.. hmm... let me try again... its really creating some tension on my face liaoz... hmm...


~me~ at 12:16 AM

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

last night, i came across this phrase.. its lovely..

"Never punish yourself by being angry with someone, never torture people by sharing your bad days with them, help people with your heart as you never know when it will be your turn to receive help."

but i do feel sharing bad days isnt such a bad thing afterall... cos someone who really appreciates u, will share the worries tgt with u. in a way, both will feel better. thats what frens are for, rite?

twinkle twinkle little stars... stars are nice~

~me~ at 8:36 PM






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~me~ at 10:49 AM

Saturday, March 06, 2004

Recently, i went to a few places, saw various kind of pple.. who seemed to be so different from me. somehow find them hard to understand... thus felt that i lost touch with the real world for a long time. I was kept in my little world for quite awhile like that.. in the past, i knew pple who had all sorts of problems. somehow thru all these allowed me to question more abt life, learnt abt the different types of pple who exist, and i do noe what i wan i life then. slowly, my circle of frens changed. less "problematic" i guess and often i hang out with pple of my kind. hmm.. everyday seems so peaceful, everyone seems to be well.... i hardly get to question.. when life started in nus... hmm... close frens got lesser and lesser.. but do have a lot of acquaintances.. perhaps reality is as such.. u dun need many pple to noe u truly well. but frens who noe u truly well.. will they be there for u always? maybe when we were younger i guess. pple nowadays just move in n out of our lives. anyway back to wat i wanna say... when i grad, get out of nus... i will be meeting all sorts of pple once again. maybe by then i will have a clearer pic of wat i wanna have.

by staying in my shell, i feel comfortable, protected. but i will never get to noe wats the world gg outside. life does not only revolve me, cos eventually its the world and the pple out there that i am gg to face. dunno wat im writing liaoz lah.. i cant really express myself that well. ha.

~me~ at 1:37 AM

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

having real mixed feelings for the whole day... feeling so irritated.. then down.. then stressed.. studied over 100 pages of chromatography!! whole day stuck at home.. argh... gimme some fresh air to breathe!

~me~ at 10:30 PM

Monday, March 01, 2004

im here to clear some pple's doubts! yah, i'm also known as mary. yah i noe its a obiang name... but does it matter alot? its a nick anyway. the story started back in the good old JC days... when one fine day we were chatting at the same table and i was telling a little story of mine to char n joyce. story of me being mistaken as mary. then they find that 'mary' suits me alot. duh.. and joyce started making fun of me n calls me mary. obviously char followed as well. she got so used to it that she could never switch back and call me weilin. mr koo also rem me by that name.. he actually forgot my real name! hmm.. anyway, this name of mine was even brought to NUS!! applied chem pple also noe me by mary. n this spreads n spreads... oh well, if u feel like calling me mary.. just go ahead, i will reply you. it has been abt 5 yrs.. im too used to that. haha..

those who find 'mary' terribly unsuitable for me.. hmm.. why not suggest some nice names for me?? haha... post them on my tagging board n i shall consider.

actually names doesnt signifies much. its just a tag to be worn over a person for easier recognition. i would very much to be known for someone who i am rather than to be known as mary or weilin. :)

~me~ at 11:25 PM

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