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Sunday, February 29, 2004

woke up on a sunday afternoon again. havent been seeing the morning sun of every sun, late sat nights have been making me real tired.. n broke.. haha.. how i wish i could drive my dad's car n i wont have to fork out so much for cab fares. hmm.. nm, i will get my own soon. why depend on others? and in the end feel so obligated to it.

next few days will be busy.. but i will still find time to slack. haha thats so me.. will be baking the 1st cheezecake in my life. interesting huh.. more interesting part to it.. is... with ampk. hmm.. ampk leh. haha.. bound to have many funny things to tell. oppz. dun kill me for that. haha... must think of something to give my mum as well. hmmm... a cake for her too???

~me~ at 2:33 PM

Saturday, February 28, 2004

the long waited pic is finally out! yah this time managed to take tgt with the grp.. hmm. ah gong doesnt look that happy huh?? kenny too. haha!



today went shopping with my fren of fren. 1st time leh! tot i could get myself a new pair of running shoes at the addidas sales but too bad, they dun have my size.. maybe we were too late liaoz. do u think i will be able to find new shoes if i go there early tmr? haha.. but think its a bit lame to travel so far huh. save some money bah.. i'll get a better one next time!

think me have been exothermic for quite some time liaoz.. think its time to be endo... so tired.. adios!

~me~ at 1:23 AM

Thursday, February 26, 2004

Understanding
Understanding. Whether you're studying the nature
of human suffering, divination, or reading that
fascinating book on Astrophysics, you desire
more understanding into the world around you.
Just remember not to discount the lessons of
the heart. Intuition can be as much a source of
understanding as the mind.

How do you seek fulfillment in life? (for girls) [with pics I found]
brought to you by Quizilla

yupz.. seek to understand how the whole universe works. it is hard. i guess nobody has yet to understand.. if i did, i would be a deity by now. for me, i simply follow wat i think is correct.. prob not even correct at all. haha.. discount the lessons of heart? hmm.. dun really understand this part... sometimes do feel that to go by ur heart is quite useless cos reality dun give a damn to ur feelings.

previous yr i was not feeling well... last yr i was at sentosa at this time.
i'm no longer the same person i was.
this is a day to remember, a day to forget.

~me~ at 12:02 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

while waiting for my notes to be printed... i shall drop by for a while. have been rather bz lately.. sleep late, play, study. haha.. i need a good rest at home. so, when u see me in school with small unopened eyes, haha.. dun ask me why k?

dedicate the following song to my frens, buddies, jie meis etc.. nice song. maybe im grad soon bah?? so do feel abit sad to leave the final phase of my education life.. anyone wans the mp3, msg me on icq... i will send it over. :)

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

~me~ at 11:12 PM

Monday, February 23, 2004

我无法帮你预言 委曲求全有没有用

可是我多么不舍 朋友爱的那么苦痛

爱可以不问对错 至少有喜悦感动

如果他总为别人撑伞 你何苦非为他等在雨中


泡咖啡让你暖手 想挡挡你心口里的风

你却想上街走走 吹吹冷风会清醒的多

你说你不怕分手 只有一点遗憾难过

情人节就要来了 剩自己一个

其实爱对了人 情人节每天都过


分手快乐 祝你快乐 你可以找到更好的

不想过冬 厌倦沉重 就飞去热带的岛屿游泳

分手快乐 请你快乐 挥别错的才能和对的相逢

离开旧爱 像坐慢车 看透彻了心就会是晴朗的


没人能把谁的幸福没收

你发誓你会活的有笑容


你自信时候真的美多了

only i noe wats all these. :P

~me~ at 1:14 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2004

interesting night. interesting combi of pple. kenny, kelvin, kunxiang, weiqin, jiajiun, giam, junming, kelly, nanyan, junming's frens. opps forgot their names. and that stupid rajiv.. he din turn up. hmm... was "lost" before we reached that place - Shanghai sally, nice place. while SOS reminds me of my freshmen camp.. which was ages ago manz. yes, i've aged.

was a bit seow last night. screamed my way while toking to kenny. think he has never seen mary like that b4.. wahaha.. and that junming ah.. aiyoh.. dunno his limits one leh, cannot drink liaoz still drink... make everyone of us quite worried for him. still say wanna make me drunk. haha.

never regret going. really had lots of fun with the gals n guys.

~me~ at 2:43 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2004

life is unpredictable. bad things happen, good things dun happen. often without a reason. kind of sick of it. hmm... and for a person like me. hmm.. its extremely hard not to worry. hmm. when will i get out of this, when can i find solutions to solve? sick, sick, sick... gimme some peace can?

~me~ at 6:02 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2004

today i bought myself a bag again! haha... bags bags bags.. how many bags do i have in my cupboard already?? oh my.. haha.. but i do really have this craze for bags. its was a pink bag.. yah like wat my les say.. why did u buy another pink bag again? she did remember.. the hot pink bag that i had in JC. i like that bag alot.. big n its col! but it spoilt lah.. now i have another pink one.. but not as that hot pink anymore.


~me~ at 10:00 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

here are some photos! taken on yin:yang nite.. yupz.. for the sake of FSS. haha no lah!






~me~ at 11:19 PM

heyo! im still awake at this wee hour! haha.. doing my lab report lah. havent really finish yet cos i still gotta call up some pple tmr to confirm certain stuff. aiyoh.. why they make us do such a crazy report without us knowing wat the hell is it? haha... somemore must hand up in 2 days.

a busy day indeed. i guess tmr will be the same too. :) i must plan of something to do this weekend manz.. to go n free myself a bit. haha. i can go to band on sat night, go dinner n bash with snow city pple, or chem eng bash with that dumbo kelvin... hmm.. but dun think i wanna go bash leh. can be rather tiring when i dun sleep for the whole night. sunday is another studying day leh. hmm... let me see..... maybe i can get answer when i have enuff sleep first... WAN AN!! im a bit seow liaoz.. keke..

~me~ at 3:18 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

pH = pKa + lg [(A)/(HA)]

this is wat im doing now loh.. studying for biomolecules "surprise" test tmr. alot alot of rxns. duh... nevertheless, its interesting to learn all this compared to many other modules. for instance, place environment n society? that totally sucked! im glad im not in arts. haha..

ren told me hes going bintan this weekend. hmm.. how i wish i can go with him.. wanna get out of this urban place to get a breather. but too bad, he wont bring me along... guys event lah. but he promised he will go shopping with me one day cos he has a car already.. haha wonderful. haha.. we can go supper too! wah.. suddenly tot of the dao huay at gelyang.. hungry lehz.

~me~ at 1:01 AM

Monday, February 16, 2004

A stupid person did something so ultra ultra bo liao this morning.. shes crazy manz. cannot blame her lah.. hmm.. mentally sick. haha. somewhere out there... beneath the pale moon light~

~me~ at 12:45 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2004

yupz.. sickening.. to copy tons of stuff into lab manual.. which i sometimes feel most r useless.. but wat to do??? haha.. anyway, this is the photo i liked alot. me n huiling~ any guys interested in my cutie fren who is next to me? keke.. :P



a nice corner of the room, with raindrops on the window.. haha.. so " SHI QING HUA YI".. yah that day was raining tigers n lions.. luckily i was wearing something shorter, or else my pants wll be soaked again. we talked so much that night that we even forgot the time. i was back home at 1 plus in the morning. and it was still raining!

~me~ at 3:18 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2004

lately i learnt more abt kids.. their behaviour and their learning attitudes. super playful loh.. hard to get them listen and knowing wat they r thinking abt. i wonder if i was like that in the past. hmm.. i guess i shd be better lah huh.. :) Also, its really hard to be a modern mum now, having to manage their work, household chores, kids and husband. in the past i always tot being a working mum is perfectly alright if she can still spend some time with her kids. hmm.. now i think otherwise, cos kids really need a lot of "correct" help, guidance to grow... (i think its good to study some child psychology.. it helps.) and im grateful that my mum was there while i was young.. to teach me n play with me. :)

never knew edwin ker is such a nice person to tok to. knew him since jc.. so long liaoz, but hardly tok.. got to see a different side of him. everyone has many faces, just that we get to see one side more often only. hmm.. wonder which side of me do i portray to pple out there? hmm..

~me~ at 9:54 PM

this is aiwei and me!



hey.. i finally got it right manz.. dunno wat happened last time. hmm.

~me~ at 9:40 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.






What kind of girl are you?
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haha.. is this me?! oh my..

~me~ at 12:52 AM

Monday, February 09, 2004

humans are complex creatures... never exactly noe wat we are thinking abt, what we really want... all in our lives, pple seek for happiness. wat is happiness? is it something temporary... like a 3 yr old kid receiving a sweet, topped for an exam, having frens to sing birthday song to u on ya birthday, high on alcohol, having one night stands? or something that lasts for a lifetime - kinship n friendships or energiser batteries? haha. then where do bgr fits into? something temp or a lifetime?

btw, howchong was telling me today.. "u have walked pass the covered walkway to nus for thousands of times, have u ever slow down your pace and enjoy e walk, exploring wats on the grassfield?" hmm... yup. i guess i am busy with IMPT , unnecessary stuff and nelegected many other smaller details of my life.


~me~ at 10:33 PM

i dun trust pple anymore. he s such a jerk n shes sucha bitch! wat a good couple manz. let them die tgt bah!

~me~ at 3:23 AM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

A song FSS intro to me...

.::Michelle Branch - Breathe::.

i've been driving for an hour
just talking to the rain
you say i've been driving you crazy
and it's keeping you away
so just give me one good reason
tell me why i should stay
'cause i don't wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say
and i take it just a little bit
i hold my breath and count to ten
i've been waiting for a chance to let you in

chorus:
if i just breathe
let it fill the space between
i'll know everything is alright
breathe
every little piece of me
you'll see
everything is alright
if i just breathe

well it's all so overrated
in not saying how you feel
so you end up watching chances fade
and wondering what's real
and i give you just a little time
i wonder if you realize i've been waiting 'til i see it in your eyes

chorus

so i whisper in the dark
hoping you'll hear me
do you hear me?

chorus

everything is alright if i just breathe
i've been driving for an hour
just talking to the rain

~me~ at 11:57 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2004

it was a bright sunny day at sentosa! haha.. hot, really hot.. 4 of us played bridge n daidi on the sand.. yupz and had our mini picnic. FSS made terrific sandwiches!!! inside every 2 slices of bread there lies tomato, lettuce, button mushroom, tuna/egg, cheese.. wonderful! dunno where the beach hunks hid today... cant find any... haha. i'm so tired now. thats also the reason why i din go for alumni today. :P

~me~ at 11:20 PM

Friday, February 06, 2004

A man in black stood at the corner watching me, watched me scolding a kid. everyone is gone. i walked in the direction where he stood... but he left, saw his back, a black blazaar over his shoulders.. ...no where in sight anymore.

today is a long day.. quite like this kind of feeling.. the feeling of busy.. being occupied with the things i like to do. haha.. today is a lucky day too. cos james managed to find me stephanie sun's concert tics! ahha.. ask huiling, jackson, vince... also no news.. then suddenly he called today n told me he has the tics! a networking marketer (is there such a word?? watever!) indeed.. really had to thank him, his fren who pasted the tics on her door and eugene for lending me his fone..

i'm really looking forward to our sentosa trip tmr.. dunno wat will happen! haha.. yah.. tmr i will noe liaoz.

~me~ at 11:47 PM

Thursday, February 05, 2004

feeling super duper sleepy now. blame it on me lah.. who ask me to stay up whole the night to fix this blog's template.. backside itchy loh.. haha. today is a short day in school... 1hr tutorial on MACDONALDS!! yes.. its mac.. rather interesting to noe abt the coporation.*many unexpected stuff woh* hehe...
later went JP.. all by myslef again.. so SIANZ.. but anyway.. bought e stuff i wan, then come home liaoz.. i have to start doing some real work now!

~me~ at 9:20 PM

Im going crazy with this new thinggy!!

~me~ at 1:28 AM

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